拖着一身疲惫，于洋于北京时间9日凌晨随同包揽5金的中国羽毛球队一道回国。带着无限的憧憬和希望而来，可于洋带走的却是无尽的失落与无奈……

Dragged weary，Regards time in Beijing at 9 with clinching five gold Chinese badminton team a home。With infinite longing and hope and come，Can regards away is endless lost and helpless...

　　离开伦敦奥运赛场，这对于洋来说是种解脱，尽管这种解脱并不轻松。对于未来，于洋不愿多想，“是否再参加国际赛事，我还没有想好，但明年的辽宁全运会，我肯定参加！ ”

Leaving London the Olympics，This is a kind of liberation for regards，Although this kind of liberation is not easy。For the future，Regards would not want to think more，“Whether to participate in international competition，I haven't think good，But next year's national games in liaoning，I'm sure to！ ”

　　所有人都知道，所谓“消极比赛”不是于洋的错，她只是国羽阵中的一枚棋子……但于洋还是要承担“消极比赛”的责任，而4年的艰辛努力就这样付诸东流。于洋所遭受的打击究竟有多大，或许只有她自己最清楚。

Everyone knows，The so-called“Negative game”Not regards fault，She's just country feather array pawn in a...But regards or want to assume“Negative game”responsibility，And 4 years of strenuous efforts so drain。Regards the blow suffered exactly how much，Perhaps only her own the most clearly。

　　“就快离开伦敦了，我的心情十分复杂。这几天收到很多朋友的问候，我要把这些问候好好地珍藏起来。”看到于洋的这条微博，记者搭车飞速赶往伦敦希斯罗机场……在送行人群中多一个老乡，这或许能让于洋欣慰地离开伤心之地。

“Will soon leave London，My mood is very complex。This few days received many friends greetings，I want to put these greetings to soak up。”See the article regards the micro bo，Reporter a lift rapid to London heathrow airport...In off the crowd one more person of hometown，This might make regards have the pleasure to leave sad place。

　　跟队友从大巴车上下来，于洋取了一个行李推车，这一过程中，在希斯罗机场候机的乘客纷纷过来找她索要签名。于洋停下脚步，一一满足“粉丝”的要求。

From the bus with teammates car down，Regards took a luggage cart，This process，At heathrow airport waiting passengers have to find her for signature。Regards stop，Meet one“fans”requirements。

　　看到记者，于洋报以淡淡的微笑，微笑中夹杂着说不出的苦涩。 “大家都很关心你，现在就要离开伦敦了，想说点什么吗？ ”于洋低着头，不假思索地说，“那件事(被取消比赛资格)已经结束了，我不想再说什么了。”显然，于洋很清楚记者要问些什么。

See the reporter，Regards with faint smile，Smile mixed with unspeakable bitter。 “All of us were concerned about you，Now have to leave London，Want to say something？ ”Regards low head，Unthinkingly said，“it(Be disqualified)Is over，I don't want to say anything more。”obviously，Regards very clear reporter to ask some what。

　　进入机场大厅，于洋开始办理登机牌。办完登机手续，于洋在去机场二楼的路上被一位机场工作人员拦住。工作人员拿出纸和笔索要签名，于洋没有推托……

Into the airport hall，Regards began to deal with boarding pass。Check in，In regards to the airport on the way on the second floor by an airport staff stopped。Staff took out paper and pen ask for signature，Regards no ifs and buts...

　　签名完毕，于洋长出一口气，回头望了望记者，“现在心情好多了。我知道大家都关心我，在这里，我要谢谢家乡人民对我的牵挂。我没有什么大伤，手指和关节部位有点老伤，王晓理膝盖伤得挺厉害。 ”对于那场比赛、那件事，于洋极力回避着，“不说了，都结束了……”

The signature，YuYangChang one breath，Looked back to reporter，“Now in a better mood。I know we all care for me，here，I would like to thank the hometown people to my care。I don't have any big injury，Fingers and joint parts a little old wound，WangXiaoLi knee hurt pretty badly。 ”For the game、it，To avoid the regards，“Don't say the，All over...”

　　真的结束了吗？伦敦奥运会羽毛球女双决赛那天，于洋和王晓理被要求“只能呆在房间里，不许单独出门，不能接受采访，也不能提前走，必须跟球队一起回国”。在田卿/赵芸蕾夺冠的那一刻，于洋和王晓理涕泗滂沱……

It really over？The London Olympic Games badminton women's doubles final day，Regards and WangXiaoLi was asked“Can only stay in the room，Forbid to go out alone，Can't accept interview，Also cannot go ahead，Must be with the team home”。In TianQing/ZhaoYunLei title at that moment，Regards and WangXiaoLi a flood of tears...

　　回国了，但于洋还不能马上回家，也不知道具体的回家时间表，“我妈心脏不太好，尤其是这件事出来后，她很上火。我知道爸妈非常惦记我，但我得先回北京，跟国家队在一起……”

Go back to，But regards can't come home immediately，Also don't know specific home schedule，“My mother heart is not so good，Especially it out，She is suffer from excessive internal heat。I know that my parents are very concerned about me，But first I need to go back to Beijing，With the national team together...”

　　接下来有何打算，不会就此退役吧？“不会，明年的辽宁全运会，我肯定参加！ ”于洋说。

Do you have any plan for the next，Don't let this retired？“Won't，Next year's national games in liaoning，I'm sure to！ ”Regards said。

　　(朱才威)

(ZhuCai wei)