“一会儿有一个国际柔联的晚会，点名要咱俩参加，车已经来了，马上就走。”教练吴卫凤拉过“爱女”佟文叮嘱道：“精神点儿。”

“For a while there was an international soft league party，Roll call to we attend，Car has come，'ll go。”The coach WuWeiFeng pull over“daughter”TongWen told way：“Spirit some。”

　　但佟文的眼圈还是红的，她在尽力不让自己表现出痛苦——在刚刚结束的新闻发布会上她还数次微笑，向记者表达自己“从头再来”的决心，但这4年的煎熬以及其中的反复，却沉甸甸地压在佟文的心头。“如果能让别人开心她就特别高兴，她自己有什么真发愁的事，就不愿让别人知道了。”和佟文亲如姐妹的秦茜说，“晚上回去她不哭才怪。”

But TongWen eyes or red，She was my best not to let oneself show pain - in just over news conference she also several smile，Express yourself to the reporter“Start all over again”determination，But this four years of suffering and the repeated，But heavy pressure in TongWen mind。“If can let others happy she was very happy，She have what really worry，Did not want to let others know。”And TongWenQin such as sisters QinQian said，“The evening go back to her cry just strange。”

　　当天，佟文很晚才回到奥运村：电视台和网站的演播室都是必须去的地方，完成了这些“规定动作”回村，佟文跟吴卫凤说：“我好受点了，但心里还是感觉空空的。”

The day，TongWen very late return to the Olympic village：TV and website studio are must go to the place，Achieve these“compulsory”Back to the village，TongWen with WuWeiFeng said：“I feel better point，But in the heart still feel empty。”

　　“4年前我就是一个单纯的佟文，一上赛场就一个念头：冠军冠军冠军。直到被禁赛，然后解禁，心里才放进去更多的东西。”佟文告诉记者，“所以，我对这个冠军的渴望和以前不一样，特别想拿来证明自己，没想到竟然进不了决赛。”

“Four years ago, I was a simple TongWen，A field in a thought：Championship champion title。Until suspended，Then lift the ban，In the mind just put in more things。”TongWen told reporters，“so，I to the desire to win is not the same as before，Special want to prove it，Unexpectedly unexpectedly can't get into the final。”

　　

秦茜比佟文“更难受” QinQian TongWen than“More uncomfortable”

　　佟文难受，秦茜比她还难受——佟文出场前秦茜陪她热身，两人还开玩笑似的讨论回去该怎么庆祝。

TongWen uncomfortable，QinQian than she also suffered - TongWen played QianQin siti accompany her warm up，The two men also discussed kidding back how to celebrate。

　　“看着佟文姐输的时候，我心里可难受了，比自己输了还揪心，都不知道该怎么安慰她。”秦茜喉咙里长了息肉，又不敢随便用药，说话声音有些沙哑，“哭都哭不出来，疼。”

“Look at TongWenJie lose，My heart can be worse，Lost than he is so concerned，All don't know how to comfort her。”QinQian throat steadily polyp，And dare not to use，Some hoarse voice，“Cry all cry not to come out，pain。”

　　由于这届伦敦奥运会，中国代表团一再强调“精简成员”，因此，不参加比赛的秦茜并不在代表团名单内，但为了“佟文姐”的状态调整，柔道队还是将秦茜带到伦敦。

Since this session of the London Olympic Games，The Chinese delegation emphasized“Downsizing members”，therefore，Don't participate in the competition of QinQian not in delegation list，But in order to“TongWenJie”State adjustment，Field or will QinQian to London。

　　“总能帮上一点忙”，秦茜说。

“Can always help on a bit busy”，QinQian said。

　　佟文是78公斤以上级的，秦茜是无差别级的，秦茜比佟文小4岁，两人在天津柔道队朝夕相处，吴卫凤经常用佟文来刺激秦茜，“秦茜，好好学学佟文那股劲儿！”，“秦茜，看看佟文的动作！”

TongWen is 78 kg to superior，QinQian is indifference level，QinQian than TongWen small four years old，Two people in tianjin field together，WuWeiFeng often use TongWenLai stimulus QinQian，“QinQian，To learn TongWen that shares the matter！”，“QinQian，Look at TongWen action！”

　　有一次，吴卫凤甚至把佟文和秦茜叫来，她说：“佟文什么时候退役，就由秦茜来决定，等佟文把秦茜教会了，佟文就可以休息了。”

once，WuWeiFeng even put TongWenHe QinQian call，She said：“TongWen when retired，By QinQian to decide，TongWen such as the QinQian church，TongWen can rest。”

　　在这种刺激下，秦茜成长很快，尤其是佟文被禁赛的时候——那段时间，佟文成了秦茜的陪练，秦茜在那段日子里也没有辜负大家的期望，两届大运会、一届世锦赛和一届亚运会，秦茜收获了两枚金牌两枚银牌——如果佟文申诉不成，走上伦敦奥运会柔道台的就是秦茜。

In this kind of stimulation，QinQian grow fast，Especially TongWen suspended - that time，TongWen became QinQian trainer，QinQian in those days no live up to everyone's expectations，The two students、A world championships and a Asian games，QinQian harvest two gold MEDALS two silver MEDALS - if TongWen appeal won't do，On the London Olympic judo table is QinQian。

　　但随着佟文的解禁，秦茜又成了陪练，她还要根据需要，增加或降低体重来模拟不同的对手，“我总给她出难题，同时，对自己也是一种积累。”

But as of the release of TongWen，QinQian and became a practice，She also according to the need，Increase or reduce weight to simulate different opponents，“I always give her a difficult problem，At the same time，To oneself is also a kind of accumulation。”

　　“陪佟文姐练完，我自己还要练呢。不光是要帮佟文姐完成她的训练，我自己的训练量也要完成啊。”秦茜说，“反正奥运会的比赛已经结束了，接下来稍微休息一下就该接着练了，后面还有很多比赛呢。运动员不训练还能怎么样？这就是我们的工作啊。不过我想，我们可能需要一段时间才能把心情调整过来。”

“With TongWenJie after practice，I will practice it。Not only is to help TongWenJie finished her training，My own amount of training will finish ah。”QinQian said，“Anyway, Olympic Games is over，Then a little rest should then practiced for，There are a lot of game。Athletes do not training can also？This is our work ah。But I want to，We may need some time to adjust to the mood。”

　　

完美主义者受挫不甘心 Perfectionists frustration not voluntarily

　　也难怪这姐儿俩对这种沉重的负罪感难以释然：4年前北京奥运会，佟文在与冢田真希的决赛中最后10秒发力，一个潇洒的“背部投”完成逆转，再加上杨秀丽在78公斤级的登顶，中国女柔对两个大级别的强硬封锁，让日本柔道届连连感慨，“推不倒的中国长城”。然而本届伦敦奥运会，杨秀丽勉强排进8强，佟文则在半决赛中输给奥蒂兹，6个级别均与金牌无缘，这在中国女柔的奥运参赛史上还是绝无仅有的事。

It is no wonder that this JieEr both to the heavy guilt is difficult to feel relieved：Four years ago, the Beijing Olympic Games，TongWen in and mound TianZhen and final last 10 seconds hair force，A smart“Back shots”Complete reversal，Plus YangXiuLi in the 78 kg class ascent，China NvRou to two big levels of tough blockade，Let the Japanese judo repeatedly regrets，“Not push the Great Wall of China”。However the London Olympic Games，YangXiuLi forced discharge into the quarter-finals，TongWenZe in the semi-final loss to AoDi this，Six levels are and for the gold medal，This NvRou in China Olympic competition history or unique things。

　　“我这次失利也有心态方面的原因，一是自己属于那种追求完美的人，不光想赢，还想赢得漂亮，比如有些运动员想的是赢了就行，场面难看无所谓，但我不是这样，我要赢还要赢得干脆。”佟文说，“另外就是前面柔道一块金牌都没有，我又是队里最有希望的，所以人们就更关注我了，虽然没有明说，但我能感受到这种压力。”

“I also have the defeat of the reasons of the mind，One is their belong to the pursuit of perfect person，Not only want to win，Still want to win the beautiful，For example, some of the athletes want to win the line，Scene ugly doesn't matter，But I'm not so，I want to win, and win the simply。”TongWen said，“The other is the front judo a piece of gold are not，I again is the team the most promising，So people will pay more attention to me，Although there is no testified，But I can feel the pressure。”

　　正是因为佟文不断追求完美的进攻打法，使得她参加的比赛总是激情四溢，吴卫凤在评价佟文和秦茜时说：“别看秦茜水平不差，但对手敢拼秦茜，不敢拼佟文，这就是差距。”

It is for TongWen constantly in pursuit of perfect offensive game，Make her to the game always passion 4 excessive，WuWeiFeng in evaluation QinQian TongWenHe said：“Although QinQian level is not bad，But opponents who dares QinQian，Can't spell TongWen，This is the gap between。”

　　就在这届伦敦奥运会上，佟文前三场比赛场场将对手摔出“一本”，半决赛稍微保守一点就有机会翻盘，但对自己过于挑剔的佟文还是坚持出手——就连秦茜都认为“佟文姐的比赛就是好看。”

In this session of Olympic Games in London，TongWen first three games will fall out of the field of opponents“a”，The semi-final slightly conservative point will have a chance to win，But to take themselves too picky TongWen insisted on shot - even QinQian all think“TongWenJie game is good-looking。”

　　“其实，这次没有获得金牌不是说有多委屈，再委屈也比不上那次莫名其妙就被禁赛了，主要还是失望，对自己的表现失望。”佟文说，“奥运会对我们来说，是最高级别的比赛，本来还想好好享受比赛的。”

“In fact，This didn't get the gold medal is not to say that have much injustice，Then injustice can match the puzzling is the suspension，The main or disappointed，Disappointed with his performance。”TongWen said，“The Olympic Games for us，Is the highest level of competition，Just wanted to enjoy the game。”

　　属于佟文和秦茜的伦敦奥运会结束了，她们甚至没有时间再去别的赛场看看，好好感受一下奥运会的气氛——柔道队今天就要启程回家，在竞技体育“奥运战略”、“金牌为上”的背景下，中国女柔全都要面对深刻的反省和总结。

TongWenHe QinQian belongs to the London Olympic Games ended，They didn't even have time to go look at other field，A good to feel the atmosphere of the Olympic Games -- field today we shall set out on a journey home，In competitive sports“Olympic strategy”、“Gold medal for”Under the background of，China NvRou all to face deep self-examination and summary。

　　

下届奥运会还难预判 The next Olympic Games also difficult to anticipation

　　“打3届奥运会不是不可能的事，有人就曾做到这一点。”佟文说，“所以，我现在的想法就是要在下届奥运会上重新证明自己。”

“Play three games is not impossible，Someone had to do this。”TongWen said，“so，I now idea is to in the next Olympic Games to prove himself。”

　　尽管赛后信心十足地公开表示要在里约奥运会上复仇，但4年的奥运等待期，对心态乐观的佟文来说，还是过于漫长了——佟文不再是那个留在人们印象中能打能冲的“功夫熊猫”，而是一个已经摘除了半月板，每天训练后都要忍受两个小时更加难熬的康复过程的老将。

Although after the game said publicly confident in Rio Olympic Games revenge，But four years of Olympic waiting period，TongWen optimistic attitude to it，Or too long - TongWen is no longer that stay in the people impression can play to the impact“Kung fu panda”，But a has taken meniscus，After training every day from two hours more difficult rehabilitation process veteran。

　　“佟文马上就30岁了，我还一直把她当小孩子呢，如果等到下届奥运会，那佟文就33岁了。”吴卫凤的话带着心疼，“不过，她如果想打下届奥运会，我一定会陪她。我相信她能克服任何可以克服的困难，但我也担心她的身体，其实，这4年她受的罪已经够多了，换成普通人可能早就顶不住了。”

“TongWen'll 30 years old，I always put her when the little boy，If you wait until the next Olympic Games，The TongWen is 33 years old。”WuWeiFeng words with love dearly，“but，If she want to lay the Olympic Games，I will accompany her。I believe she can overcome any difficulties can be overcome，But I also worry about her body，In fact，This 4 years she was sin already have more than enough，For ordinary people would have top not to live。”

　　4年前佟文25岁，正处于可以接过大级别前辈的责任，帮助中国女柔建功立业的黄金时期。而本届伦敦奥运会的失利，却是佟文职业生涯中遇到的最大障碍。

Four years ago TongWen 25 years of age，Is in should take the responsibility of the big level predecessors，Help China NvRou building a solid career gold period。And the London Olympic defeat，It is TongWen career in the biggest obstacle。

　　“从外部竞争看，很多对手的实力与我们相比，都在伯仲之间，比赛中完全要靠临场发挥。从自身来讲，队伍处在一个新老交替的阵痛期，只靠一个人包打天下是不可能的。”举摔柔中心柔道部一名工作人员介绍说，“我们有成功的经验，也要吸取失败的教训。”

“See from the external competition，A lot of his opponent's strength and ours，In between the two，The game completely must depend on the face a play。Will tell from their own，Team in a new and old alternate pains period，Just a man BaoDaTianXia is impossible。”For fall soft center judo department a staff member said，“We have successful experience，Also want to learn from failure。”

　　“如果我不能练了，我就给秦茜当陪练，让她带着我俩的奥运梦想往前冲。”这是佟文前年在禁赛期间接受记者采访时说的话，那时佟文还不知道自己的申诉能不能成功，不知道自己来伦敦的希望还有没有。所以，她只能用训练和陪练来发泄自己的苦闷。

“If I can't practiced for，I will give QinQian when practice，Let her take our Olympic dream skelter。”This is TongWen the year before in the suspension period reporters words，Then TongWen still not know the oneself's appeal can you succeed，Don't know oneself to still have the hope of London。so，She can only use training and practice to vent their distress。

　　最理想的结果当然是姐妹俩能在巴西奥运会上携手作战，但奥运会不设无差别级的比赛，按照现在积分制的规则，每个国家一个级别只能有一名运动员参赛——所以，佟文和秦茜的竞争还要继续，用吴卫凤的话说，“没有牺牲，哪儿来收获。”

The most ideal results, of course, is two sisters in Brazil, the Olympic Games can fight hand in hand，But the Olympic Games do not set without distinction stage game，According to the rules of JiFenZhi now，Each national a level can only have a athletes - so，TongWenHe QinQian competition will continue，With WuWeiFeng words，“Without sacrifice，Where to harvest。”

　　但前提是，佟文能够坚持下来：和秦茜相比，这位即将30岁的老将在4年中将面对一个又一个未知数，毕竟人难胜天，更难战胜自己。(郭剑)

But the prerequisite is that，TongWen can insist on down：QinQian and compared，This is 30 years old veteran in 4 years will face a another unknown，After all, people difficult to overcome day，Harder to win over his。(GuoJian)