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　　这是一个并不为人熟知的群体，他们照顾着一群特殊的病人——精神病患者，并由此承受着巨大的精神压力和心理压力。他们每天都面临着不可预知的突发状况，耳光、殴打、伤害……甚至还有社会上不公正、不理解的目光。

This is a not well known groups,They take care of a group of special patient - psychiatric patients,And thus suffered great stress and psychological pressure.Every day they are faced with unpredictable emergencies,A slap in the face/beating/Hurt...There are even social injustice/Don't understand eyes.

　　本报记者走进哈尔滨市第一专科医院，这是一所专门收治精神病患者的医院，通过对那里医护人员的采访，记者感受到了他们生命中的难以承受之重。

Our reporter walked into the first specialized subject hospital in Harbin,This is a special treated patients with psychiatric hospital,Based on medical personnel interview there,Reporter felt their life can not bear the heavy.

　　好在国家已经意识到这个问题，10月26日，全国人大常委会通过了《中华人民共和国精神卫生法(草案)》，此举标志着我国朝着举全社会之力、依法开展精神卫生工作的方向又迈进了一步。

That country has been aware of the problem,On October 26,,The National People's Congress standing committee passed[Mental health law of the People's Republic of China(draft)],The move marks in the whole society in our country for the force/To carry out mental health work direction and a step forward.

　　对精神病医护人员来说，这或许是前进的最好动力。

Mental health care workers to it,This is perhaps the best power forward.

　　“不是所有人都能理解精神病科医护人员的工作” "Not everyone can understand psychiatric medical staffs"

　　“名次我不要了，让我讲完行吗？”今年8月中旬，在一场由哈尔滨市总工会举办的职工演讲比赛中，来自哈尔滨第一专科医院选手孙婧媛的演讲超过了规定的5分钟，当主持人告诉她再不结束就要被扣掉10分的时候，这个女孩在台上一下子哭了起来。

"I don't place,Let me finish line?"In the middle of August this year,In a field by the Harbin city federation of trade unions at the worker in the speech contest,From Harbin first specialized subject hospital player SunJing gentle speech more than the prescribed for 5 minutes,When the compere told she don't end shall be deducted from the 10 points,The girl on stage suddenly began to cry.

　　现在再回想当天的比赛，孙婧媛有些不好意思：“我去的目的其实并不是为了拿到什么名次，而是希望更多的人了解、理解精神病科的医护人员。”

Now recall the day of the game,SunJing gentle some bad meaning:"I went to purpose is not to get what place,But hope more people to understand/Understand psychiatry of health care workers."

　　正是这争取来的时间为她赢得了热烈的掌声，并帮她在被扣掉10分的情况下获得了比赛的三等奖。

It is this for the time for she won warm applause,And help her in subtract under the condition of 10 points won the third prize of the game.

　　“我觉得，并不是所有人都能够理解精神病科医护人员的工作。”面对记者，孙婧媛说。

"I think,Not everyone can understand psychiatric medical staffs."In the face of the reporter,SunJing gentle said.

　　26岁的孙婧媛2007年毕业于大兴安岭职业学院，毕业后她通过事业单位考试，成了哈尔滨第一专科医院的一名护士。

26 years old SunJing gentle in 2007, he graduated from the da hinggan mountains vocational college,After graduation she through the business unit test,Become Harbin first specialized subject hospital a nurse.

　　与其他同学到医院就下病房不同，孙婧媛上班后的第一件事是接受三个月的业务培训。“我们培训的第一个内容就是如何使用约束带。”孙婧媛说，精神病科的病人与普通病人不同，因为疾病的原因，他们中有人会自残或伤害他人。遇到躁动厉害的病人，就必须用约束带把他们固定在病床上。

And the other students to go to hospital went down ward different,SunJing gentle after work the first thing is to accept three months of business training."Our training first content that is how to use constraint zone."SunJing gentle said,Psychiatric patients and normal different patients,Because the cause of the disease,Some of them will self-mutilation or hurt others.Meet the restless severe patients,We must use constraint take them in fixed bed.

　　除了学习使用约束带，孙婧媛要学的还有很多。

In addition to learn to use constraint zone,SunJing gentle to learn there are many.

　　“培训老师告诉我们，交接班的时候，务必要清点剪刀和止血带，少一个都不行。给精神病患者送药，还要坚持做到‘三到’——到床边、到口、到胃。有的患者认为自己没病，给他药他也不好好吃，要么扔掉，要么藏起来。这个时候你就要哄他、骗他。比如跟他不停地说话，看看药是不是藏在舌头下面了，告诉他多喝水对皮肤好，让他多喝水以保证药能够进入胃中。”孙婧媛说，这些都是她在上学时没有学到的，也是在综合医院工作的护士根本不需要做的。

"Training the teacher told us,When he,Be sure to count scissors and tourniquet,Less a all not line.To psychotic send medicine,Also insisting on‘Three to’- to the bedside/To mouth/To stomach.Some patients think you have no disease,Give him medicine he also not delicious,Or throw away,Or hide.This time you will coax him/Cheat him.For example and he kept talking,Look at the medicine is hidden in under the tongue,Tell him drink more water to the skin well,Let him drink more water to ensure that the medicine to enter in the stomach."SunJing gentle said,These are her in school did not learn,Is in comprehensive hospital nurse doesn't need to do.

　　为了达到目的，孙婧媛在工作中哄、骗、劝，无所不用，一天下来不知道要多说多少话，而且，有的病人根本不听或听不懂她的话，说急了，就会被病人打一巴掌、吐口水。有一次，她在给一个狂躁病人绑约束带的时候，手腕处被挣脱的病人咬得鲜血直流。

In order to achieve the objective of,SunJing gentle in the work coax/cheat/advised,Have no need not,One day down don't know how many words to say more,and,Some patients don't listen to or don't understand her words,Say nasty,It will be a patient a slap in the face/spat.once,She give a mania patients with bound constraint when,Wrist was aware of the patient bite blood dc.

　　即便如此，她也从来不敢对病人发脾气，只能将怨气存在自己肚子里。

Even so,She also can never temper to the patient,Only complaint will exist in the stomach.

　　“说实话，我也有烦的时候，但当着病人和家属的面，就得笑脸相迎。精神病患者有时候特别敏感，你表情、眼神不对了都容易刺激到他们。”孙婧媛说她回到家后经常一句话都不想说，有时候到婆婆家里吃饭她也不说话。不是跟老人关系不好，而是糟糕的心情让她一说话就想吵架，她怕老人生气。但回到自己家后，她常常会跟老公来一顿高分贝的“无理取闹”。

"To tell you the truth,I have tired of time,But in the presence of patients and their relatives on a face,Have to with smile.Psychotic sometimes especially sensitive,You look/Look wrong are easy to stimulate them."SunJing gentle said she got home often don't want to say a word,Sometimes to her mother-in-law dinner she also don't talk.Not with the old man on bad terms,But bad mood let her talk and then want to quarrel,She is afraid old man angry.But back to his home,She often will follow husband to a meal of high decibel"Make trouble without a cause".

　　“没办法，我需要宣泄一下。”孙婧媛说。

"Can't,I need a catharsis."SunJing gentle said.

　　而她丈夫有时开玩笑抱怨说：“我觉得你对待患者比对待我好多了。”

And her husband sometimes joke complained:"I think you treat patients than the treat me better."

　　剔骨尖刀扎出的伤疤 Eviscerate stickers pierced the scar

　　现在，不管夏天的天气有多热，綦若轩在母亲面前都不敢光膀子，总是穿着一件背心。每次要换背心的时候，他都要到母亲看不到的地方去换——在他的左肋处，有一道不想让母亲看到的伤疤，那是被一个病人用剔骨尖刀扎伤的。

now,No matter how hot the weather in summer,QiReXuan in front of mother can't strip to the waist,Always wear a vest.Every time to change the vest,He would go to the mother couldn't see place to change - in his left rib place,There is a don't want to let mother saw the scars,That's been a patient with knife knife pierced the injury.

　　“2003年的时候，有一个病人在家里发病了。家属弄不了他，跑到医院跪在地上求院里派人去把他接来。我带着一个新来的大学生去接他，上楼时我发现门口堆了一盆羊肉串的铁钎子，那时我就预感不好，跟我去的那个大学生要去拉门，被我拽回来了，但就在这时门开了，还没等我反应过来，一把剔骨刀就扎进我的左肋了。”

"In 2003,There is a patient in the home the disease.Families can't him,Run to the hospital kneeling on the ground for cinema sent for him fetch.I took a new college students go to meet him,When I go I found the door of a basin shish kebab iron bit,Then I think not,Go with me that college students should go to sliding door,Be my ye came back,But just then the door opened,They did not wait for my reaction to come over,A boning knife will strike into my left rib the."

　　在别人看来，綦若轩的腹膜没有被扎穿是不幸中的万幸，捡回了一条命。但在綦若轩看来，最万幸的是他把那个上去拉门的大学生给拽了回来。“要是他上去了还不知道怎么样呢。”

In others it seems,QiReXuan peritoneal has not been stabbing is very lucky of misfortune,Pick up back to a life.But in QiReXuan looks,The most fortunately he put that up sliding door of college students give ye back."If he go up still don't know."

　　还是这个病人，不久后在另一家医院的医生来接他去住院的时候，当场杀死了那名大夫。

Or the patient,Soon after another hospital doctor to take him to the hospital time,On the spot killed the doctor.

　　一直到现在，綦若轩都不敢告诉家里老人自己受伤的事儿。

Until now,QiReXuan don't dare tell the old man about his injury at home.

　　“干这一行，有时连找对象都难。”綦若轩说。

"Dry this line,Sometimes even look for objects are difficult."QiReXuan said.

　　在綦若轩大学刚毕业的时候，很多人都给他介绍过对象。但一听说他是精神病科的医生，有的姑娘就不来跟他见面了。后来，介绍人就说他是专科医院的大夫。“时间长了，人家总要问你是‘哪个专科’的大夫啊，这就瞒不住了。”说了实话之后，綦若轩发现，下次再约会就悄无声息了。

In QiReXuan university just graduated,A lot of people are to he introduced object.But a heard that he is a 'mad doctor,Some girl is not to tell he met.later,Broker said he is specialized subject hospital doctor."Time long,People always ask you are‘Which college’Doctor ah,It is not from the."Said after the truth,QiReXuan found,The next time the date, they silently.

　　“到这些年才稍微好了些，人们听说我是精神病专科的大夫不再躲着了。”綦若轩说，随着国家的重视和人们观念的改变，精神病科的医生护士不再像从前那样受歧视了。

"To these just a little bit better,People hear that I am a psychiatric specialized doctor no longer hiding."QiReXuan said,With the nation's attention and people's conception and the change,Mad doctors, nurses no longer that discriminated against.

　　“国家会越来越重视精神科工作的” "Countries pay more and more attention to the psychiatric work"

　　“你姓白，你是精神病院的大夫，我认识你。你人不错，我今天不骂你。”

"Your family name is white,You are a mental hospital doctor,I know you.You are a nice person,Today I don't scold you."

　　“你认错了，我不姓白。”

"You mistook the,I don't name is white."

　　其实她姓白，她叫白玉霞，2004年就从哈尔滨市第一专科医院的放射线科退休了。

In fact, her name is white,Her name is BaiYuXia,2004 the first college from Harbin city hospital radiology retired.

　　白大夫不止一次地对记者说：“和我的同事们比，我的压力是最小的，我在的放射线科简直就是我们医院的‘天堂’。”

BaiDaFu more than once said to reporters:"And my colleagues than,I pressure is the smallest,I am in the radiology it is of our hospital‘heaven’."

　　2003年，就是在这个被称为“天堂”的地方，当白大夫给病人摆好姿势，正要回操作室操作时，被病人拿着拍片用的暗盒砸了个正着。

In 2003,,It is in this is called"heaven"place,When BaiDaFu to pose for patients,Was about to back to the operating room operation,Be patient with a shooting with cassette smashed red-handed.

　　“我当时就什么都不知道了，醒过来后满脸都是血。”白大夫说，她醒来的第一件事就是坐在地上一顿大哭——就像30年前一样。

"At the time I what all don't know,After wake up face was full of blood."BaiDaFu said,She woke up the first thing is to sit down on the ground a meal into tears - like 30 years ago.

　　1973年春节，刚参加工作一年的白玉霞去收发室取报纸，忽然听到有人喊病人跑了。她回头一看，一个比她高出一头多的女病人迎面跑来。白玉霞连想都没想就冲上去要抱住这个患者，结果迎来的是患者的一记拳头。

The Spring Festival in 1973,Just to work one year to take the newspaper BaiYuXia mail room,Suddenly heard someone shout patients ran.She turn head a see,A higher than her a head of many female patient head on running.BaiYuXia even want to didn't want to blunt go up to embrace the patients,Results the patients in is a written fist.

　　“当时一下子打在我的胸口上，我有将近一分钟都没上来气。气没上来，我的眼泪先下来了。”白玉霞回忆说，当时她也是坐在地上一顿大哭。哭完后起身发现，屁股底下坐的冰都化了。

"When suddenly hit me in the chest,I have nearly a minute didn't come up gas.Gas didn't come up,My tears down first."BaiYuXia recalls,She was also a meal to sit down on the ground crying.After crying and found,The bottom underneath the ice sat all changed.

　　多年的工作经历让白玉霞有了一个“怪癖”，不能容忍别人在她身后走。

Years of work experience let BaiYuXia have a"quirk",Can't stand other people behind her go.

　　“曾经有一次我进病房，一个病人从门框上跳下来把我压趴在地上，骑到我身上敲我的脑袋。所以，我特别害怕别人在我后面。”白玉霞说，后来她就长了个“心眼”，开病房门后先问一声有没有人。但就是这样也有保不准的时候，一次，她刚打开病房门，还没开口问，一个女患者从门后冲出来给了她一个大嘴巴。

"Once I into the ward,A patient from jumping off the door I pressure drop to the ground,Ride to my body knock on my head.so,I especially afraid of others behind me."BaiYuXia said,Then she was long a"Mind's eye",Open ward door ask a sound anyone.But this is also have no guarantee time,a,She just open ward door,Haven't ask,A female patients from behind the door rush out gave her a big mouth.

　　2004年，因为身体的原因，白玉霞提前从医院退休，本以为从此不必再担惊受怕了，但没想到的是，后来她新买的房子附近竟然住了两位曾经的患者。有一天，当她抱着小孙子在楼下遛弯的时候，一个病人认出了她并问她是不是姓白，她赶紧否认。还有一次在逛街的时候，一个病人一边高喊着“白大夫”一边向她跑过来，吓得她赶紧找个角落躲了起来。

In 2004,,Because the cause of the body,BaiYuXia early retirement from the hospital,This thought since then don't have became a thing,But I didn't know it is,Then she buy a new house actually lived near two once of the patients.One day,When she hold grandson downstairs when group,A patient recognized her and asked her if she name is white,She hurriedly deny.Another time when in shopping,A patient while chanting"BaiDaFu"Side ran to her,Frighten her to find a corner to hide.

　　退休这些年，白玉霞时常会想起过去上班时的一幕幕：1971年刚毕业时被分配到这所医院，报到那天看着满院子的精神病患者不敢进门，她在大门口足足站了两个多小时；第一次进病房，她吓得心怦怦乱跳；每次交接班时清点人数，紧张得都像打仗一样；值完夜班后的第二天早上交接班后，整个人几乎都要瘫倒在地上……

Retirement years,BaiYuXia often think of the past when work appeared:In 1971 just graduate was assigned to the hospital,To report for duty that day looking at a yard full of psychotic patients can't in the door,She stood at the gate for more than two hours;For the first time into the ward,She was shocked to the heart throb;Every time when the handing-over head counting,Butterflies are like war;Value the night shift after the second day morning after hand-over,The whole people almost collapsed on the ground...

　　但白玉霞最难忘的还是工作的第一天，医院里插满了红旗，墙上贴着“欢迎1971届毕业生来我院工作”的大标语。当天，院里还特意举行了一个仪式欢迎37名新来的毕业生。

But BaiYuXia most memorable or first day on the job,The hospital put full red flag,Note posted on the wall"Welcome 1971 sessions of graduates to our work"Big slogan.The day,Cinema also specially held a welcome ceremony 37 name the new graduates.

　　“那天，一位老师非常热情地对我们说：‘同学们，请大家相信，我们将来一定会好的，国家会越来越重视我们精神科工作的’。”白玉霞说，这句话，她记了一辈子。但直到现在，她才感觉30年前的美好希望在一点点实现。

"That day,A teacher is very passionately say to us:‘The students,Please believe,We will have a good,Countries pay more and more attention to our psychiatric work’."BaiYuXia said,This sentence,She remembers all his life.But until now,She didn't feel 30 years ago in a little bit of good hope to achieve.

　　就在今年的10月26日，经过27年的酝酿、磨合，全国人大常委会通过了《中华人民共和国精神卫生法(草案)》，其中规定，全社会应当尊重精神卫生工作人员。同时，应加强对精神卫生工作人员的职业保护，提高精神卫生工作人员的待遇水平，并按照规定给予适当的津贴；精神卫生工作人员因工致伤、致残、死亡的，其工伤待遇以及抚恤按照国家有关规定执行。

In this year's October 26,After 27 years of brewing/Running in,The National People's Congress standing committee passed[Mental health law of the People's Republic of China(draft)],The provision,The whole society shall respect the mental health workers.At the same time,Should strengthen the mental health staff occupational protection,Improve the mental health workers salary standard,In accordance with the relevant provisions and give appropriate allowance;Mental health workers both for injury/disability/death,Its inductrial injury treatment and pension according to the relevant provisions of the state.

　　白玉霞认为，这样的法规出台，是对她几十年辛苦付出的最大认可。 张世光

BaiYuXia think,Such laws and regulations,She was in decades of hard work pay the biggest recognition. ZhangShiGuang