“妈，我保不住你的头发了，但我会拼死保住你的生命。”……记录下这些的是一个今年刚满18岁的长春女孩——闫慧。从去年10月自己的母亲被查出白血病，在她的QQ空间里，写下了自己的妈妈与病魔抗争的日记。近日，这些日记在微博热传，很多网友都为这位小女孩的坚强而动容。

"mom,I almost your hair,But I'll desperate to keep your life."...To record these is a firm this year full 18 years old girl 闫慧 - changchun.From October last year his mother was found leukemia,In her QQ space,Write down his mother struggle against disease diary.recently,These diaries in micro bo heat transfer,Many people for the little girl's strong and vulnerability.

　事件回放 Event playback

　　艰辛写就抗癌日志 Hard write anti-cancer log

　　去年10月4日，拿到诊断通知的一个小时后，医生单独叫闫惠进了办公室，告诉她现在治疗妈妈的办法就是骨髓移植，不然只有3个月生命，手术费最低也要50万元。那时的她刚上中专二年级，年仅17岁。那天晚上，闫慧写下日记：“妈，你知道吗，面对你的时候我装作很轻松的样子，我要把所有眼泪哭干，这样再面对你的时候就可以忍住不流泪了”。

Last October, 4,,Get diagnosis notice after an hour,The doctor alone that 闫惠进 the office,Tell her mother now treatment method is a bone marrow transplant,Not only three months of life,The minimum operation fee also wants 500000 yuan.At that time she just on the technical secondary school second grade,Only 17 years old.That night,闫慧 write diary:"mom,You know what?,In the face of you I pretend easy appearance,I want to put all the tears crying dry,So to face you can endure not tears".

　　在妈妈住院开始治疗后，闫慧没有中断过记录。她记起，有一次妈妈问她为什么写？“我就告诉她，写下来是为了以后你出院了，让你看看你这会儿怎么奋斗的。”

In her mother began after treatment in hospital,闫慧 not ceased record.She remembered,Once my mother asked her why she write?"I will tell her,Write it down to later you was released from the hospital,Let you see you now how to struggle."

　　从那以后，在车上、晚间的病房外，她都坚持记录母亲透析的情况、自己签化疗书时紧张到手抖的心情，还包括母亲的食欲、体重，甚至每一个生气的瞬间……不少网友感慨，真是比任何情节都催人泪下。

From then on,In the car/The night of the ward,Her mother insist on record of dialysis/Own label chemotherapy book nervous hand shake mood,Including the mother's appetite/weight,Even every angry moment......Not a few net friend regrets,Is really than any plot all cuirenleixia.

最近动态 Recent dynamic

　　日志暂停 抗癌继续 Log suspended cancer to continue

　　忍耐、治疗、打工、停学、再上学，5个月后的今年3月14日，闫慧迎来了自己没有生日蜡烛、没有蛋糕、没有成人礼的18周岁生日。

patience/treatment/work/rustication/In school again,After five months this year on March 14,,闫慧 ushered in the oneself does not have the birthday candle/There is no cake/No adult ceremony of 18 years old birthday.

　　她是这样写的，“早上5点，老妈从她床上爬到我身上，捧着我的脸左右亲，嘴里还嘟囔着‘女儿生日快乐’，突然就觉得我怎么那么幸福，昂起头，冲着天空咆哮：我18岁啦！依然记得去年十月的那个女孩，穿梭在大街小巷，奔走于医院和学校之间，一块面包装在书包里几天都忘了吃，整晚不睡觉，哭累了就写日志。”

She is such a writing,"5 o 'clock in the morning,Old mama from her bed climbed to my body,Holding my face or so close,Return in mouth mutters‘Daughter happy birthday’,Suddenly feel I how so happy,Hold your head up because,Shouted at the sky roar:I am 18 years old!!Still remember the girl last October,Shuttling back and forth in the streets,Rushing in between hospitals and schools,A piece of surface packing bag in a few days all forget to eat,Don't sleep all night,Cry is tired to write log."

　　屏幕前的许多人为之动容，闫慧说这是自己最后一篇日志，由于找了工作非常忙碌，一直没有时间再更新，“早晨给妈妈准备好早餐和午餐后，我再到单位上班，晚上下班后给妈妈做饭。”

Screen many people moved emotionally,闫慧 said it was his last diary,Due to find the job is very busy,There has been no time to update,"In the morning give mother ready for breakfast and lunch,I'll go to work to the unit,In the evening after work to give mom cooking."

　网友声音 Net friend voice

　　我想为你做点事 I want to do something for you

　　触风即燃：每坚持一天都需要很大的勇气和耐力。

Touch wind that is burning:Each insist on a day takes a lot of courage and stamina.

　　小坤也无奈：加油！祝愿妈妈早日康复。

Small kun also helpless:refueling!Wish mom recovers at an early date.

　　人民视讯：“妈，我保不住你的头发了，但我会拼死保住你的生命。只要太阳明天依旧升起，我就不会低头！”加油！孩子！

People's video:"mom,I almost your hair,But I'll desperate to keep your life.As long as the sun still rises tomorrow,I can't get down!"refueling!children!

　　小辫儿逸事：祝福，学习，感动。

Pigtail anecdotes:blessing,learning,moved.

　　赵柯-汕头大学enactus：看完，又感动，又惭愧，又难过，又欣慰……我想为你做点事，哪怕一点点。

ZhaoKe - enactus shantou university:read,And moved,And ashamed,And sad,And gratified...I want to do something for you,Even if a little.