150万与200 1.5 million and 200

　　中国每年等待器官移植的有150万人，但两年来器官捐献的总量只有200多例

China each year waiting for organ transplants have 1.5 million people，But two years the amount of organ donation only more than 200 cases

　　从1999年到2012年5月初，深圳多器官捐献成功72例，大部分发生在2010年全国器官捐献试点以后。

From 1999 to early May 2012，Shenzhen more successful 72 cases of organ donation，Most occurred in 2010 the national organ donation after the pilot。

　　这是一个看起来有点可怜的数字，尤其是和中国每年等待器官移植的150万人相比。但和两年来全国器官捐献的总数字——200多例相比，深圳仍走在最前列。

This is a look a little poor Numbers，Especially and China each year waiting for organ transplants compared to 1.5 million people。But in the past two years and the national organ donation of total number--200 more than an example，Shenzhen still walk at the forefront。

　　在深圳红十字会的副会长赵丽珍看来，深圳作为一个年轻的外来移民城市，“没有负担，更愿意付出。”

The Red Cross in shenzhen, vice President of ZhaoLiZhen opinion，Shenzhen as a young immigrants city，“No burden，More willing to pay。”

　　高敏、高正荣、彭宣祥，三位深圳的器官协调员，都是外地来深圳的务工人员。他们文化程度不高，从农村来到深圳，做义工，最终加入了这个职业。

Gao min、GaoZhengRong、PengXuanXiang，Three shenzhen organs coordinator，Are all from the workers to shenzhen。They do not have a high level of culture，From the countryside to shenzhen，Do volunteer，Eventually join this occupation。

　　他们没有编制，只能算是红十字会聘用的志愿者。除了每个月一千多块钱的工资，做成一个案例，赵丽珍说，“会适当的给一些补贴。”

They didn't prepare，Only can be hired by the Red Cross volunteers。In addition to more than $one thousand a month's salary，Make it a case，ZhaoLiZhen said，“Will the appropriate to some subsidies。”

　　高敏觉得，很多时候，是捐献者的执着和坚持，让器官协调员更加认同自己的这份工作。

Gao min think，Most of the time，Is the donor's persistent and persistence，To identify more with their own organs coordinator in this job。

　　蔡旭丽，31岁。她坚持要求捐出自己的器官。每一次她预感自己快要走了，就会给高敏打电话。最后一次，电话是她的丈夫打的，她没有力气说话。高敏赶到之后，又一次承诺帮她完成心愿，蔡旭丽才安静的离去。

CaiXuLi，31。She insisted on donate their organs。Every time she feeling I was going to go，Will give gao min a call。The last time，Telephone is her husband dozen，She had no strength to speak。Gao min after to，And a commitment to help her desire to complete，CaiXuLi just quiet leave。

　　另一个给予高敏“坚持做下去的力量”的人是14岁的丁思成。

Another give gao min“Do it strength”Man is DingSiCheng 14 years old。

　　去年7月，妈妈殷小利突发性脑出血后脑死亡，这个单亲家庭的男孩打电话给高敏，想要捐献妈妈的器官。

Last July，Mother YanXiaoLi sudden death back of intracerebral hemorrhage，The single parent families boy to call gao min，Want the organ donation mother。

　　他说妈妈提过，如果死了，要把器官捐献了。“妈妈提过8次。我记得。”

He said mother mentioned，If the dead，The organ donation。“Mother mentioned eight times。I remember。”

　　丁思成的坚持出乎所有人的意料。

DingSiCheng insisted not all anyone expected。

　　他是未成年人，法律上没有权利决定是否捐献。他就说服舅舅，要求舅舅做他的监护人，帮他签器官捐献同意书。

He is a minor，The law has no right to decide whether donations。He convinced uncle，Do the guardian of his uncle requirements，Help him for organ donation agreement。

　　“我能做的是帮他完成这个心愿。”这个特例经过高敏的协调得到了批准。

“I can do is to help him with this dream。”The special case of gao min through coordination get approved。

　　更大的考验还在等待着丁思成和高敏。

The bigger test was still waiting for DingSiCheng and gao min。

　　2011年8月2日，晚上9点，殷小利心脏突然停跳。抢救。无效。如果心跳无法恢复，殷小利将无法完成捐赠意愿。

On August 2, 2011，9 PM，YanXiaoLi heart suddenly stopped。rescue。invalid。If the heart never recover，YanXiaoLi will be unable to complete a donation will。

　　“所有人都盯着我”，高敏说。继续抢救。

“All people staring at me”，Gao min said。Continue to rescue。

　　丁思成坐在病房外，一遍一遍地揪头发。高敏看着他，“心揪成一团”。

DingSiCheng sat in the ward，Again catch hair。Gao min looked at him，“Heart pulled into a ball”。

　　凌晨一点，医生请家属放弃抢救。高敏说：求求你们，再抢救一下。专家组马上来。

At one o 'clock in the morning，The doctor please give up rescue families。Gao min said：please，Again salvage once。Expert group to come at once。

　　这个时候，护士冲了出来，“心脏复苏过来了！”

This time，The nurse rushed out，“Heart recovery！”

　　专家组到了楼下。高敏蹲在地上起不来，她说：“思成，你妈妈有心坚持，她是为了这份心愿。”

Expert group to downstairs。Gao min squatted on the ground up not to come，She said：“Thought into，Your mother insist on it，She is to this wish。”

　　回忆当时的情景，丁思成说，当时自己就怕帮不了别人。“妈妈到了另一个人生命里，我才不会太多忧伤。”

Recall the scene at the time，DingSi this，She was afraid can't help others。“Mother to another in a personal life，I don't so much sadness。”

　　殷小利成功捐献了一对眼角膜，一个肝脏，一对肾脏。医生后来通过高敏问丁思成，你妈妈的半月板也可以帮人，能取吗？

YanXiaoLi success donated corneas a pair，A liver，A pair of kidneys。The doctor later through the gao min DingSiCheng asked，Your mother's meniscus can also help，Can take it？

　　丁思成抬起头，肯定地说，“能。”

DingSiCheng looked up，Say for sure，“can。”

　　高敏注意到，丁思成当时的眼睛是发亮的。

Gao min noticed，DingSiCheng at the time, the eyes are bright。

　　“让我们见见受捐者”

“Let's meet ShouJuanZhe”

　　没有被捐赠者主动提出见见捐赠者的亲属，高敏认为，有时应该表现出感恩

Not be donors offered to meet the relatives of the donors，Gao min think，Sometimes should appear to be grateful for the gift

　　终于走到了手术室前。

Finally came to the operating room before。

　　袁德珍在走廊里，把田干从头摸到脚，再从脚摸到头。她一直记得田干露出的脚趾冰凉的触感。

YuanDeZhen in the hallway，From the TianGan touch to the feet，From the feet touch round again。She always remember TianGan show toes the tactility of cold。

　　推入手术台，家人不能再进去。手术室里，是器官协调员陪着他们走这一程。

Push the operating table，His family can't go in。The operating room in，Is the organ with them coordinator go this way。

　　默哀。拍照片。记录被取走的器官。看着他们被重新缝合。为捐献角膜者装上义眼。

Moment of silence。photos。Records are take organs。Look at them to be stitched。For the cornea donation put on righteousness eye。

　　完整的遗容对捐赠者和他们的家属都非常重要。

Full body lying in state of donors and their families are very important。

　　高正荣到现在还记得捐赠者黄晓玲交给她的眼罩，眼罩外侧是一对小兔子的图案。黄晓玲患了八年的结肠癌，丈夫不知所踪，她只能把孩子送给别人抚养。

GaoZhengRong can still remember HuangXiaoLing donors to give her eye，The patch is a pair of small rabbit's design。HuangXiaoLing had eight years of colon cancer，Her husband not been found，She can only send their children to others raise。

　　临死前，黄晓玲决定捐献角膜。但她担心：眼睛给摘了，血淋淋的会不会很难看？

Before he died，HuangXiaoLing decided to contributions cornea。But she fears that：Eyes to pick the，The bloody can very ugly？

　　她托人买了一个眼罩。叮嘱高正荣，角膜捐献之后要帮她戴上。有兔子图案的那一面要朝外。“那样才好看。”

She is subject to buy a mask。Told GaoZhengRong，The cornea donation to help after she got。A rabbit design side of the to outwards。“That look good。”

　　黄晓玲还有一个心愿。她儿子从小给了别人，她希望儿子长大后能知道身世。于是她录一段视频，托高正荣等孩子长大后交给他。

HuangXiaoLing and a wish。Her son gave others since childhood，Her son grew up hope can know that story。So she recorded a video，"Such as GaoZhengRong children grow up to him。

　　一个85岁的老人想要捐遗体和器官。怕儿女不同意，他打电话给高正荣，要求他用笔记下来：谁干涉的话，就是不忠不孝。

A 85-year-old old man wants to donate body and organs。Afraid of children don't agree，He called GaoZhengRong，Request he notes down：Who interfere with words，Is not loyal unfilial behaviour。

　　在诸多心愿中，最难完成的是，捐赠者家属常常会提出——让我们见见受捐者。

In many wishes，The most difficult task，The donor often put forward-let us meet ShouJuanZhe。

　　6月8日，高敏见到一个想要捐赠女儿器官的母亲。她说只有一个条件：女儿的心脏要捐给年轻的女孩；移植之后，她要见这个女孩，让女孩叫一声妈妈。

June 8,，Gao min see a want to donate organs mother daughter。She said only a condition：Her daughter's heart to donate to the young girl；After transplantation，She wants to see the girl，Let the girl called mommy。

　　母亲的要求没有被答应，最终捐献失败。

The mother's demands are not promise，Finally donation failure。

　　按照惯例，除非被捐献者主动提出或者同意，两方是不能见面的。而从来没有被捐赠者主动提出见面。

According to the usual practice，Unless donor offered or agree，The two sides are couldn't meet。And never be donors offered to meet。

　　高敏曾想象各种双方见面的情景，其中一幕是，一个女孩贴着一位陌生老人的胸口，听她爸爸的心跳。“那画面该多美。”

GaoMinCeng imagine they meet all kinds of situations，One scene is，A girl stick a strange old man's chest，Listen to her father's heart。“The picture this beautiful。”

　　只有高正荣安排过角膜捐献者家属和受捐者的见面。

Only GaoZhengRong given corneal donor family members and ShouJuanZhe meeting。

　　整个过程简短而安静。

The whole process short and quiet。

　　捐赠者家属可以用显微镜看一下受捐者的眼睛。在显微镜下，隐隐能看出一圈暗青色状如尼龙丝的线，那是角膜移植的痕迹。

The donor can use a microscope look at ShouJuanZhe eyes。Under a microscope，Faint can see a dark blue circle, like the gold line，That is the trace of the cornea transplant。

　　对于家属而言，这是亲人唯一能显示自己存在的方式。

As for family members，This is the only ones to show he way of being。

　　不能询问对方的姓名和所在的城市。一切到此为止。

Can't ask their name and city。All so far。

　　高敏说，她可以理解受捐者各种顾虑。只是有时候，表现出来感恩会让捐赠者的亲属和器官协调员得到更多的快乐。经过近两年的努力，高敏手中已经有几千份志愿捐赠书。她经常会收到外地的志愿捐赠资料，资料里很多人身体还很健康，也很年轻。赵丽珍说，等绝大多数人都有了这种观念，一切都自然而然的时候，器官协调员这个角色，就可以消失了。 (张寒)

Gao min said，She can understand ShouJuanZhe various concerns。Only sometimes，Gratitude can let show the relatives of the organ donors and get more happy coordinator。After nearly two years of hard work，Gao min hand has thousands of volunteer donations book。She often will receive the field of voluntary donation material，Material in a lot of people are still physically fit，Also very young。ZhaoLiZhen said，And most people have the idea，Everything is natural，Organ coordinator this role，Can disappear。 (A cold)