2011年10月21日，河南一个小诊所里，一个小生命诞生了。女孩出生不久被诊断为脑瘫，孩子的父亲决定不要她了。她将孩子搂在怀中，开始浪迹天涯……

On October 21, 2011，Henan a small clinic，A small life was born。The girl was born soon diagnosed with cerebral palsy，The boy's father decided not to her。She will hug the child in his arms，Start roaming...

曾经的他“看起来还不错” Once he“It looks good”

　　1994年，家住安徽省蒙城24岁的姜玲，只上过小学，一直在家种地。

In 1994,，MengCheng in anhui province JiangLing 24 years old，Had taken only the primary school，Has been kept at home。

　　这一年在河南打工的表姐给她介绍了一个河南小伙，说人挺不错的。两人约定好在河南碰面，见面后觉得对方都挺好的。

This year in henan job cousin introduced her to a henan guy，Say nice。Two people in henan agreed to meet，After meet feel that they are quite good。

　　25岁那年，姜玲便离开了母亲，走进了另一个家庭。

25 years old，JiangLing and left the mother，Into the another family。

　　河南小伙，也就是姜玲的老公赵某，是家里唯一的儿子，母亲在他几个月大的时候就去世了。随后父亲娶了新妻子。

Henan small，Also is JiangLing husband ZhaoMou，Is home only son，Mother was in him a few months had passed away。Then father married a new wife。

　　姜玲自从嫁进赵家，便一直住在丈夫父亲留下的瓦房里。家里有10多亩的地，种些麦子和豆子，除去一家的吃穿，每年还能存下几千块钱。

JiangLing since marries into zhao，He has been living in her husband left in the old father。Your home is more than 10 acres of land，Kind of some wheat and beans，To remove a of food and clothing，Every year can save thousands of dollars。

　　1996年，姜玲为赵某生了一个儿子，两个人终于有了爱情的结晶。但是，痛苦的婚后生活到现在才开始。

In 1996,，JiangLing for ZhaoMou gave birth to a son，Two people finally have a love of crystallization。but，The pain of married life to now began to。

　　赵某从小失去母亲，性格孤僻敏感也很自卑，总觉得同村的人都嘲笑他，跟别人也处不好。脾气很暴躁，动不动就用皮带抽打自己的儿子。

From ZhaoMou who lost her mother，Eccentric sensitive is also very inferiority，Always feel village people laughed at him，With others also place is bad。Had a violent temper，Always belt his son。

　　儿子13岁那年辍学了，跟着姑姑去了上海打工，如今整整三年都没有回过家。

13 years old son dropped out，Work with aunt went to Shanghai，Now for three years, have been home。

　　姜玲29岁那年，又有了个女儿，并做了结扎手术。姜玲告诉记者，女儿生下来的时候也有四五斤重，但就是瘦，去医院检查也没检查出什么毛病，一年后就死了。

JiangLing 29 years old，And have a daughter，And do the ligation operation。JiangLing told reporters，Her daughter was born, and SiWuJin heavy，But is thin，Go to a hospital checking also didn't check out what's wrong with it，A year later died。

　　赵某一心想着多生几个儿子，认为这样在村子里就不会被人瞧不起了。现在女儿死了，姜玲为了满足丈夫的心愿，便来到医院，做了输卵管复通手术。

ZhaoMou intent on have more sons，Think that in the village will not be looked down upon the。Daughter is dead now，JiangLing in order to satisfy the wishes of her husband，Came to the hospital，Do the preformed fallopian tube operation。

流产四次后终于生下女儿 Abortion four times finally gave birth to her daughter

　　随后的几年，姜玲先后怀孕四次，但都由于劳作过度，习惯性流产了。

The years that followed，JiangLing successively pregnant four times，But due to excessive work，Habitual abortion the。

　　姜玲说：“他(赵某)很懒的，我怀我这个女儿，6个月大的时候，每天割豆子，跪在那里都得割。”

JiangLing said：“he(ZhaoMou)Very lazy，My mother me the daughter，6 months，Every cut beans，Kneeling there have to cut。”

　　2011年，已过40岁的姜玲再次怀孕。她告诉记者，如果这次是个儿子，说不定丈夫能对自己好点。

In 2011,，Has over 40 years old JiangLing pregnant again。She told reporters，If this is a son，Perhaps her husband to own good point。

　　怀着小孩，姜玲也没有放下手中的农活。在田地里和家里来回奔波。

Children with，JiangLing also didn't put down his farm work。In the fields and home rides。

　　2011年10月20日的晚上，姜玲突然感到腹部疼痛，然后开始出血，并被及时送到了镇上的小诊所。

On October 20, 2011 night，JiangLing suddenly feel abdominal pain，Then began to bleed，And be timely sent to the town's small clinic。

　　姜玲回忆说，第二天早晨，感觉小孩开始往下坠，下午3点的时候，不到7个月大的小孩生下来了。

JiangLing recalls，The next morning，Feel children begin to fall，At 3 o 'clock when the，Less than seven months old child born down。

　　由于是早产，孩子只有一斤多，医生建议送保温箱，但是家里实在拿不出这笔钱，便抱回家里，自己捂着。

Because is premature delivery，The child only one catties more，The doctor advised to send heat preservation box，But the family really don't have the money，Will hold in the home，Yourself holding。

　　每天用母乳喂着，小家伙竟然也长大了。但奇怪的是，小家伙8个月大还不会爬，手脚一点力气也没有。抱到医院，医生说，这是早产儿，可能是缺钙，补钙就可以了。但是一直没有好转。一心想要儿子的赵某看着这样的女儿怎么也高兴不起来。

Every day with breast feeding，Little thing unexpectedly also grew up。But it is strange that，Little 8 months still won't climb，Hands and feet a little strength also have no。Hold to the hospital，The doctor said，It is premature，May be short of calcium，Calcium is ok。But there has been no better。A thought to the son ZhaoMou looked at such a daughter how also not happy。

　　姜玲说，丈夫很不喜欢这个女儿，就算女儿哭得再狠，都不抱她。

JiangLing said，Her husband is not like the daughter，Even if the daughter cried more malicious，All don't hold her。

乞讨求医，只为了女儿 Healed for，Only daughter in order to

　　姜玲还告诉记者，当女儿有1个月大的时候，丈夫就跟别人在一起了。自己在那个家也没什么地位，因为女儿的问题夫妻之间的问题就更严重了。

JiangLing also told reporters，When the daughter has 1 months，Husband is together with others。Himself in the home also nothing important status，Because of her daughter's problem between husband and wife of the problem is more serious。

　　今年6月份，姜玲抱着女儿离开了那个冰冷的家，身无分文的她，来到了当地的汽车站。她跟工作人员说，我跟我丈夫离婚了，身上一分钱都没有，我想回我家。随后，在工作人员的帮助下，回到了安徽老家。

In June this year，JiangLing hold daughter left the cold home，Penniless she，Came to the local bus station。She told staff said，I told my husband divorced，Have a cent with me，I want to go back to my house。then，In the help of the staff，Back to the anhui home。

　　8月13日，在老家呆了两个月的姜玲，不愿意连累自己的老母亲，决定带着自己的女儿外出求医。走之前，母亲给了她500块钱，说给孩子买点吃的。

On August 13,，In the home for two months JiangLing，Don't trouble to his old mother，Decided to take his daughter out seek medical advice。Before you go，Mother gave her 500 dollars，Says giving children get some food。

　　为了省钱，姜玲在南京火车站睡了2天，后来由于女儿不舒服，便住进三山街附近的一个小旅馆，10块钱一个晚上。想着去大医院看病要花很多钱，姜玲便开始了乞讨生活。

In order to save money，JiangLing in nanjing railway station to sleep for two days，Later, as the daughter uncomfortable，He lives in three mountains near the street of a small hotel，10 dollars a night。Thinking about go to large hospital have to spend a lot of money，JiangLing began begging life。

　　她告诉记者，每天大概有50元左右的收入，好心人还给她送了一把伞，怕大夏天的把孩子晒坏了。姜玲告诉记者，孩子已经10个月大了，到现在还不会喊妈妈，也不会爬，像别人一般大的小孩现在已经开始学走路了。

She told reporters，Every day there are about 50 yuan income，Man back to she sent an umbrella，Be afraid of big summer sun the child is broken。JiangLing told reporters，The child has 10 months old，To now still not Shouting mommy，Also won't climb，Like other general big child has now started to learn to walk。

　　8月20日，姜玲带着自己的女儿来到了儿童医院。挂号费加上诊疗费一共花了10块钱，医生告诉她，小孩子得的是脑瘫，要赶紧入院治疗。住院要1年时间，还要加强锻炼。昂贵的医疗费用，没有工作的姜玲实在无法支付。

On August 20,，JiangLing took his daughter came to the children's hospital。The registration fee plus fee total spent ten dollars，The doctor told her，The child is cerebral palsy，To come to the hospital for treatment。Hospital to 1 year time，Will strengthen exercise。Expensive medical costs，No work JiangLing can't pay。

一个没有结婚证的婚姻 Without a marriage certificate of marriage

　　记者看到，姜玲的小女儿头比正常小孩大，眼光无神，手一点抓力也没有。在姜玲从书包里拿女儿病历的时候，记者发现，包里有一张报纸、一瓶奶粉还有一两件衣物。

The reporter sees，JiangLing little daughter head than the normal child big，Eye without the god，A little hand holding power also have no。In JiangLing from bag take daughter when medical records，Reporter discovery，Bag have a newspaper、A bottle of milk powder have a two pieces of clothing。

　　姜玲告诉记者，报纸是乞讨时拿来垫着坐的，而那个奶粉是菜市场好心人送给自己的。但是小家伙还有点偏食，喝不惯奶粉。

JiangLing told reporters，A newspaper is begging for pad when the sitting，And the milk powder market is good intention to their own。But little have some partial eclipse，To drink milk powder。

　　说着，姜玲从书包侧面的口袋里掏出一个奶瓶，里面还装着半瓶牛奶。小孩子好歹还有母乳可以喝，那么大人每天都吃些什么？姜玲说自己早上基本都不吃，晚上就吃一碗5块钱的面条。“不吃点面，哪有奶水啊。”

said，JiangLing bag from the side pocket and took out a bottle，Inside still wore half a bottle of milk。Children somehow and breast milk can drink，So every day the adult eat some of what？JiangLing said their morning basic all don't eat，The evening ate a bowl of noodles $5。“Don't eat point surface，Which have milk ah。”

　　小孩病得这么严重，孩子的父亲就不闻不问吗？姜玲哭着告诉记者，跟丈夫闹矛盾的时候，他狠心地说过，我也没有跟你办结婚手续，你反正也不受法律保护，我不用管你。

The child was ill so serious，The father of the child is dead？JiangLing cried and told reporters，With her husband when a contradiction，His cruel said，I don't have to do with you get married formalities，You anyway also not protected by law，I don't mind you。

　　16年的婚姻，竟然没有登记，没有法律的保障，记者很惊讶。姜玲说：“既然嫁给他了，就跟他过，没想那么多。”在农村，没有领证结婚的人很多，她觉得领不领证无所谓，反正都生活在一起了，还有了孩子。

16 years of marriage，Unexpectedly has no registration，There is no law to safeguard，Reporter surprised。JiangLing said：“Since to marry him，Just like he，Didn't want to so many。”In the countryside，No license married people a lot，She felt that brought no license doesn't matter，Anyway, all live together，And the child。

　　采访结束，姜玲带着孩子离开了，记者问她要去哪里，她说自己不知道，反正要继续走下去，她相信，只要自己一直走，也许会有奇迹。(南京大学实习生 颜露 记者 于志兵 报道)

The interview，JiangLing took the children left，The reporter asked her where to go，She said she didn't know，Anyway, will continue to go on，She believes that，So long as he walked，Maybe there will be a miracle。(Nanjing university YanLou intern reporter YuZhiBing reports)