“农民研究生”的追梦人生 "Farmers graduate student"Endeavor of life

　　10月11日，优酷网拍客上传视频《研究生毕业回家种地 老父气绝服毒》，众多网站论坛纷纷转发，很多网友在评论中感叹“知识难改变命运”。

On October 11,,Youku making the upload video[Graduate home father kept ghost poison],Many web BBS are forward,A lot of net friend in the comments exclamation"Difficult knowledge change destiny".

　　据调查，这个视频的主人公是河北大学中国近现代史专业2008级硕士研究生苗卫芳，苗父经抢救脱离生命危险。

According to the survey,This video is the main character in hebei university modern history of China professional level 2008 MiaoWeiFang master graduate student,Miao father after the rescue out of danger.

　　41岁的苗卫芳，曾因考研成功而成为保定阜平柳树沟村的骄傲，如今却成为村民教育孩子的“反面教材”。他真的是“读书无用”的注脚吗？他为何会选择回家种地？他的悲剧背后有怎样的隐情？本报记者走近苗卫芳，解读这名“农民研究生”。

41 years old MiaoWeiFang,Once for one's deceased father grind successful and become baoding fuping willow ditch village pride,Now it has become the education of children"Negative materials".He really is"Reading useless"? The footnote?Why he will choose home sow the land?His tragedy behind the secrets of how?Our reporter approached MiaoWeiFang,Reading this name"Farmers graduate student".

　　

研究生回家种地 老父气绝服毒 Graduate student home father kept ghost poison

　　5月25日晚上10点，河北保定阜平县城南庄乡柳树沟村。

On May 25 at 10 o 'clock in the evening,Hebei baoding fuping county township willow ditch village, founded in.

　　苗卫芳63岁的母亲睡了一觉后醒来，发现67岁的老伴苗风山还在沉睡，她连推了几把他都昏迷不醒。她害怕了，叫醒隔壁的大儿子，忙把苗风山送往阜平县中医院。医生检查后，建议送往省城的大医院。

MiaoWeiFang 63 - year - old mother sleep sleep wake up,Found the 67 - year - old wife MiaoFengShan is still asleep,She even push the chair of a few he is in a coma.She was afraid,Wake up the next eldest son,Busy MiaoFengShan sent to the fuping county hospital of traditional Chinese medicine.After the doctor check,Suggestions to the provincial capital hospital.

　　当夜，苗风山被送往河北医科大学附属以岭医院抢救。血液检测发现，他的血液中安眠药成分3.9mg/L，而达到2.0mg/L即为中毒。所幸抢救及时，苗风山起死回生。

That night,MiaoFengShan was taken to the hebei medical university affiliated ridge hospital.Blood tests found,His blood sleeping pills composition 3.9 mg/L,And 2.0 mg/L as poisoning.Fortunately, rescued in time,MiaoFengShan back to life.

　　事后，家人才了解到，此前，苗风山趁到城南庄乡女儿家走亲戚的机会，在药店购置了一瓶100片装的安眠药藏在身上，回到家后趁老伴睡熟时服下。

afterwards,Home talents to know,after,Founded in, MiaoFengShan while to city township daughter home relative's opportunity,In the pharmacy bought a bottle of 100 onchip the sleeping pills hidden in the body,Back to home while his wife when asleep under clothing.

　　10月12日，回忆起这件事，苗风山坐在院子里，愁眉不展。苗家坐落在半山腰，四间平房被烧柴做饭熏得黑乎乎一片。为防山洪，房子地基以上1米的墙体是砖砌的，再往上便是泥胚子。家徒四壁，一台冰箱显得十分扎眼。

On October 12,,Recall it,MiaoFengShan sitting on the patio,Even when you are sad.Merchant is half-way down the hill,Four bungalow is wood cooking fume have a piece of black.To prevent flash floods,House foundation above 1 meter wall is built of brick,Again upgrade is mud embryo child.In necessity,A refrigerator is very loud.

　　苗风山指了指冰箱：“这是借钱买的，老伴儿有糖尿病，每天打三针胰岛素，药物要冷藏。”

MiaoFengShan pointed to the refrigerator:"This is to borrow money to buy,Husband or wife have diabetes,Every day to play three needle insulin,Drug be kept in cold storage."

　　他的老伴儿从炕上努力挣扎着坐起来，反驳起丈夫：“还说我呢，你现在连个烧火做饭的柴也捡不回来。”苗风山前几年腰椎脱落做手术后留下后遗症，现在两腿走路乏力，丧失了劳动能力。

His husband or wife from kang in efforts to struggle to sit up,Refute the husband:"Said? I,You are now even a fire to cook wood also pick up don't come back."Miao wind piedmont years lumbar off do leave sequela after the operation,Now the two legs walk lack of power,Lose labor ability.

　　苗风山说，自己寻短见，一方面是因为疾病缠身，无钱医治，更是因为儿子苗卫芳。

MiaoFengShan said,His life,On the one hand, because with the disease,No money to heal,But because MiaoWeiFang son.

　　2008年，苗卫芳通过自学考取河北大学中国近现代史专业的全日制硕士研究生时，曾是太行山深处这个不足百人的小山村的骄傲他是村子有史以来的第一名研究生。

In 2008,,MiaoWeiFang pass through self-study hebei university modern history of China professional full-time when master graduate student,Was deep in taihang mountains this less than one hundred people's small mountain village pride he is the history of the village of the first graduate student.

　　苦读三年毕业后，苗卫芳没能找到一份适合自己的工作，又回到了原点，到村里种地。

Swot three years after graduation,MiaoWeiFang can't find a suitable for their work,Back to the origin,Go to the village to sow the land.

　　街坊邻居议论纷纷难以理解。村民苗西平说：“这孩子这么多年学白上了，学的专业与种地也不对口。”还有村民以苗卫芳为“反面教材”教育孩子：“看他，这么多年学都白上了，以后不要跟他学。”

Neighbors comment in succession is difficult to understand.The villagers MiaoXiPing said:"The child learn so many years on the white,Learn professional and sow the land is also wrong."Some villagers to MiaoWeiFang for"Negative materials"Education child:"Look at his,So many years to learn all the white,Later don't learn from him."

　　苗风山老两口也“后悔供儿子念书”，他们原本期望孩子毕业后能有一个好的工作改变家里的贫困状况，可到头来他又回到村里种地。面对村民的闲言碎语，他们感觉压力很大。

MiaoFengShan the old couple also"Regret for son to study",They expected to children after graduation can have a good job change home poverty,But in the end he returned to the village sow the land.In the face of the villagers' gossip,They feel great pressure.

　　“我想着一死，烦心事再也看不到了。”苗风山说。

"I'm thinking about death,Troubles never see the."MiaoFengShan said.

　

　“我的梦就是创作文学” "My dream is to create literature"

　　1971年，苗卫芳出生，因家庭条件贫困，读到高二年级被迫辍学。他曾在当地槐树中学做过代课教师，那时，每月代课费只有240元，除了自己日常开销就所剩无几。

In 1971,,MiaoWeiFang was born,Because of the poor family condition,Read the senior grade two are forced to drop out.He worked in local locust middle school did substitute teachers,then,Monthly supply cost only 240 yuan,In addition to his daily spending is running out.

　　于是，苗卫芳开始四处找工作。他曾应聘到灵寿县护驾疃中学、行唐龙州中学任教，每月工资能拿到1500元左右，但他并不满足，尤其是在龙州中学这所私立学校，每到放寒、暑假，学生放假了，老师不教课工资也停发。

so,MiaoWeiFang began to go around to find work.He had to apply for LingShouXian guard the emperor Tuan middle school/HangTang longzhou middle school teacher,Monthly salary can get 1500 yuan or so,But he is not contented,Especially in longzhou middle school this private school,Each to put cold/Summer vacation,The students had a holiday,Teachers don't teach wage also stop hair.

　　那时，苗卫芳很羡慕公立学校的老师，捧着“铁饭碗”，寒、暑假里工资照拿。

then,MiaoWeiFang envy public school teachers,holding"Iron rice bowl",cold/During the summer vacation pay according to take.

　　苗卫芳说，他没有任何家庭背景，便想到只有发奋图强靠知识来改变命运。

MiaoWeiFang said,He doesn't have any family background,Thought then will to make the country strong only by knowledge to change destiny.

　　1999年，大学开始扩招。2001年，教育部出台新政策，允许25周岁以上公民参加高考，彻底放开高校招生的年龄限制。

In 1999,,The university began to enrollment.In 2001,,Ministry of education has issued a new policy,Allow 25 or more citizens to participate in college entrance examination,College enrollment completely let go the age limit.

　　2001年，苗卫芳边教书边开始了自学考试。三年时间里，他拿下自考专科学历，而后凭着一股韧劲儿，五年时间取得自考本科学历。

In 2001,,MiaoWeiFang edge teaching side started self-study exam.Three years,He scored from tests the specialized degree,And then with a stream of RenJinEr,Five years obtained from tests the undergraduate degree.

　　考试中，苗卫芳最怕英语。自考专科，英语课目不是必选；但自考本科，英语课目是必选的。苗卫芳第一次考了50多分未及格。于是，每天5点多，他跟任教学校的学生一起起床，拿着卡片写下单词，拼命背。第二次考试，他终于通过了。

exam,MiaoWeiFang most afraid of English.From tests the specialized subject,English topic not will choose;But the undergraduate course,English will be the subject was chosen.MiaoWeiFang first got 50 points not to pass the exam.so,Every day more than five,He told school students get up together,Write down the words with a card,Desperately back.The second test,Finally, he passed.

　　2008年，苗卫芳报考河北大学全日制研究生，一举成功，被录取进中国近现代史专业。

In 2008,,MiaoWeiFang enter oneself for an examination hebei university full-time graduate students,Every success,Be admitted into the modern history of China professional.

　　那一年，教育部也开始对扩招进行反思，并且首次表示1999年决定的全国高校大规模扩招太急促。但2009年，在全球金融风暴的背景下，研究生的招生规模也开始扩大了。

That year,The ministry of education also began to rethink expansion,For the first time in 1999 and said to the national college large-scale enrollment is too short.But in 2009,In the global financial storm's background,Graduate recruitment of students scale also begin to expand.

　　在校读研三年，除了写作一部学术专著完成毕业论文，苗卫芳业余时间还写出长达30万字的以代课教师为原型的长篇小说《二月兰》，由于没有更多费用买书号，目前只印刷了1000册作推广。

The school to go to graduate school for three years,In addition to writing a complete academic monographs graduation thesis,MiaoWeiFang spare time to write more than 300000 words to substitute teachers as the prototype of the novel[February blue],Since there is no more cost to buy book number,Currently only print 1000 copies for promotion.

　　二月兰，是太行山区的一种蓝色小花，生命力极强，而且每年阴历二月就怒放，花期持续数月才凋谢。“每个人都有一个人生梦，我的梦就是创作文学。”苗卫芳说。

February blue,Taihang mountain is a kind of small blue flowers,Strong vitality,And every year lunar calendar in February is in full bloom,Flowering last for months to fade."Everyone has a dream life,My dream is to create literature."MiaoWeiFang said.

　　

理想中的“铁饭碗” 仍未找到 ideal"Iron rice bowl" Still did not find

　　研究生三年毕业后，苗卫芳原本想着找一份收入稳定的工作，且工作环境又适合实现写作梦，然而，这样的工作他至今还未找到。

Graduate student three years after graduation,MiaoWeiFang originally thought to find a stable income work,And working environment and realize the dream for writing,however,Such work he still not found.

　　在苗卫芳看来，他理想的收入稳定的工作，就是所谓的“铁饭碗”当公务员或进事业单位。但是，公务员一般要求年龄在35周岁以下，他毕业时40岁的年龄一下子关上了通往公务员岗位的大门。每当听说有事业单位招聘，苗卫芳便准备好简历和资料，然而往往是高兴而去失望而归。

In MiaoWeiFang seems,His ideal income stable job,Is the so-called"Iron rice bowl"When civil servants or into institutions.but,Civil servants general requirements age 35 one full year of life in the following,When he left school at the age of 40 closed the door to the civil service jobs.Whenever hear a business unit recruitment,MiaoWeiFang and ready to resume and material,However often is happy to disappointment.

　　苗卫芳曾到保定七中应聘教师，他过五关斩六将，最后在试讲阶段被淘汰了，他认为招录“不公平”。

MiaoWeiFang had to baoding for every teacher,He overcome all the difficulties in the way,Finally in the teaching demonstration stage was eliminated,He thinks ZhaoLu"Not fair".

　　保定七中校办工作人员回忆，今年春天学校招聘教师，印象中确实有苗卫芳这个人，今年春天前来应聘，安排苗卫芳试讲了十几分钟，最后没通过的原因是，他的仪态、形象不佳，口才不好。“我们知道苗卫芳肚子里有知识，但作为一个教师，口才表达能力很重要。”该工作人员说。

Baoding school-run every staff memories,This spring school recruiting teachers,The impression do have MiaoWeiFang this man,To apply for this spring,MiaoWeiFang try to arrange more than ten minutes,Finally didn't pass reason is,His presence/Poor image,Eloquence bad."We know that MiaoWeiFang stomach have knowledge,But as a teacher,Eloquence expression ability is very important."The staff said.

　　经熟人介绍，苗卫芳还曾到保定东方双语学校宣传科工作，负责校报编辑和领导讲话稿写作，但上班十来天就辞职了。

The acquaintance is introduced,MiaoWeiFang had to baoding Oriental bilingual school XuanChuanKe work,Responsible for newspaper editors and leadership speech writing,But work ten to day he resigned.

　　该校办公室的杨老师说，苗卫芳离开的具体原因不大清楚，“人家是研究生，可能是这里容不下人家”。而苗卫芳说，他离开的原因是该校领导总是骂人，他也没有一个适合写作的环境。

The school office Yang said the teacher,MiaoWeiFang leave the specific reason for the very clearly,"The somebody else is a graduate,May be here to hold the somebody else".And MiaoWeiFang said,He left the reason is this school leader is always call names,He also does not have a suitable for writing environment.

　　今年7月份，灵寿县护驾疃中学得知苗卫芳研究生毕业后还没找到合适的就业单位，主动联系他回到该校教书。苗卫芳曾在灵寿护驾疃中学教过两年历史课，之后辞职前往另一所私立学校。

In July this year,LingShouXian guard the emperor Tuan middle school that MiaoWeiFang after graduate school haven't found the right employment unit,Active contact he returned to the school teaching.MiaoWeiFang once in spirit and guard the emperor Tuan middle school taught two years history,After another resignation to a private school.

　　该校负责人白祥虎说，学校给出每月2500元的工资待遇，可是苗卫芳要求2800元，否则不来。学校认为苗卫芳纠结于300元的差价，情商不是很好，就未答应他的薪酬要求。苗卫芳最终也未得到这份工作。

The school chief BaiXiangHu said,The school is 2500 yuan a month's salary,But MiaoWeiFang for 2800 yuan,Otherwise not.Schools that MiaoWeiFang entanglements in 300 yuan price difference,Emotional intelligence is not very good,Will not promise to his salary requirements.MiaoWeiFang finally also did not get the job.

　　经历一系列求职挫折后，苗卫芳又回到了原点，回村种地。谈起这种选择，苗卫芳说自己有一定的耕读情结，“这是一种逃避，一种退缩，还是一种无奈的选择呢？或许是兼而有之吧。”

Through a series of to apply for a job after the setback,MiaoWeiFang returned to origin,Back to the village sow the land.About this choice,MiaoWeiFang says he has certain GengDou complex,"This is a kind of escape,A withdrawal,Or a kind of helpless choice??Perhaps it is both."