“妈妈，疼，你把手放到后面一点。”5岁的小付琳泪水掉了下来，妈妈汪翠仙知道，女儿是疼得受不了了才会哭。自从患上了骨肉瘤，才半年多的时间里，小付琳肩膀上的肿块已经足足有个排球大。汪翠仙只能用手帮她托着肿块，因为只要一松手，肿块就会压得小付琳无法呼吸。只有在疼得受不了的时候，小付琳才会哭两声，但一见到最爱吃的鸡腿，她的哭声就会马上止住。

“mother，pain，You put his hands on the back a little。”Five little FuLin tears fell down，Mother WangCuiXian know，Daughter is't stand the pain will cry。Since had bone sarcoma，Just a little more than half a year of time，Small FuLin shoulder bump has been fully a volleyball big。WangCuiXian can only use hand to help her holds the mass，For as long as a let go，Mass will pressure little FuLin cannot breathe。Only in pain when can't stand，Small FuLin will cry two sound，But a see favorite chicken leg，Her cries will immediately stopped。

意外 accident

　　与同学玩耍摔断手 And students play broken hand

　　2011年9月，刚满5岁的小付琳第一次走进唐家小学，在学前班就读。9月21日中午12点多，小付琳在学校和同学玩耍时，不慎被同学从乒乓球桌上推了下来，重重地摔在了地上。在同校就读的哥哥付鹏见状后，准备把妹妹背回家。“谁知道一碰她的手，她就疼得大哭，最后是老师帮忙送回来的。”

In September of 2011，Just over five years of small FuLin first entered the wealthy tangs elementary school，In the kindergarten attend。On September 21, more than 12 o 'clock at noon，Small FuLin in schools and students play，He was his classmates from table tennis table push down，Fell on the ground。Clusters in studying brother FuPeng after looked at，Ready to give our sister back home。“Who know a touch her hand，She was hurt to cry，The last is the teacher help send back。”

　　当天下午4点，汪翠仙把女儿送到了武定县医院。医生建议小付琳做手术，上钢板。术后10多天，小付琳出院了。一个月之后，小付琳来医院复查，恢复情况很好。汪翠仙说，尽管那两个月，小付琳总是吊着一只胳膊，但她每天都跟妈妈念叨回学校上学的事。

In the afternoon 4 o 'clock，WangCuiXian their daughter to the WuDingXian hospital。The doctor suggested that small FuLin surgery，On steel plate。After more than 10 days，Small FuLin was released from the hospital。A month later，Small FuLin to hospital review，Recovery is very good。WangCuiXian said，Although the two months，Small FuLin always dangled a arm，But her mother every day to talk back to school things。

折磨 torture

　　肿瘤不断在长大 Tumor constantly to grow up

　　看着女儿的情况越来越好，汪翠仙也觉得小付琳可以回学校上学了。“送回去了两次，老师都怕再出问题，还是叫我们等到完全康复了再来。”可汪翠仙根本没想到，女儿短时间内再也无法回到学校了。

Look at her daughter's situation is getting better and better，WangCuiXian also felt the small FuLin can back to the school to go to school。“Back twice，The teacher are all afraid of again out of the question，Or that we wait until fully fit again。”Can WangCuiXian didn't know，Daughter inside short time never return to the school。

　　去年12月，汪翠仙发现女儿做过手术的右肩开始肿胀，足足有鸡蛋那么大。到镇上医院看了之后，吃了消炎药，依然不见好转。今年春节期间，小付琳第三次复查的结果显示，上次摔伤的部位再次骨折了。

Last December，WangCuiXian found his daughter has had surgery done right shoulder start swelling，A good egg so big。Come to town hospital after seeing it，Ate anti-inflammatory drugs，Still not get better。During the Spring Festival this year，Small FuLin review results show that the third time，The last part of the fracture hurt again。

　　今年2月初，小付琳做了第二次手术，医生告诉汪翠仙带着孩子到昆明的医院去好好检查。汪翠仙连忙筹钱带着小付琳来到昆明，也没检查出是什么问题。到了4月份，小付琳的手已经肿得有碗口那么大。“看这种长势，我们也无能为力，去别的医院看看吧。”半个月后，小付琳肩膀上的肿块仍在继续长大，再上昆明求诊时，汪翠仙听到的却是一个让她陷入绝望的答案。回家后，小付琳肩膀上的肿块一直在长大，5月底，小付琳住进了成都军区昆明总医院(43医院)骨科。在进行了穿刺活检手术后，小付琳肩膀上的肿块被确诊了 ——骨肉瘤。

Early February，Small FuLin do a second operation，The doctor told WangCuiXian took the children to kunming hospital to have checked。WangCuiXian hurriedly raise money with a small FuLin came to kunming，Also didn't check out what is the problem。In April，Small FuLin hand is swollen have wankou so big。“See this growing，We can't do anything about it，Go to other hospital and see it。”After half month，Small FuLin shoulder bump continue to grow up，To kunming when attending，WangCuiXian hear is a let her into despair of the answer。After coming home，Small FuLin shoulder bump has been grown up，At the end of may，Small FuLin live in the chengdu military area command kunming general hospital(43 hospital)orthopaedic。In the biopsy after surgery，Small FuLin shoulder bump are identified - bone sarcoma。

　无奈 but

　　家境贫困无钱治疗 Family circumstances poverty without money treatment

　　“我当时听见手术费要6万元，真的是天文数字。”汪翠仙并不知道女儿的病有多严重，她只知道光是用于截肢的6万元手术费，家里根本无力负担，更不要说后期化疗康复的费用。

“I had heard operation to 60000 yuan，Really is astronomical。”WangCuiXian didn't know her daughter's disease how serious，She only know that light is used for amputation of 60000 yuan operation，Home fundamental unable to afford，Not to mention the cost of late chemotherapy rehabilitation。

　　放弃治疗，并不是汪翠仙愿意看到的结果。在女儿前几次检查中，能借的亲戚朋友都慷慨解囊，从43医院回家后，跟亲戚朋友借的钱也只剩下1000多元。

Give up treatment，And WangCuiXian is not willing to see the results。In the daughter a few times before the examination，Can lend relatives and friends are generosity，From 43 hospital after coming home，With friends and relatives borrow money only 1000 yuan。

　　7月初的一天早晨，小付琳要起床了，汪翠仙连忙招呼女儿等她梳好头就来抱小付琳起床。突然，一股血从小付琳的床上喷到了汪翠仙的床上。汪翠仙吓得全身发抖，拿起棉花就往女儿破了的瘤子上盖，但是根本没用，不到10分钟，床单上全部是血。汪翠仙找到女儿就读的学校求助，老师们捐了1万多元。7月12日，小付琳才又再次住进了医院。

In early July day morning，Small FuLin will get up，WangCuiXian hurriedly called her daughter comb good start to embrace the little FuLin up。suddenly，A stream of blood from FuLin bed spray to WangCuiXian bed。WangCuiXian frighten shaking，Take up cotton went to daughter broke and got a cover，But it's not even，Less than 10 minutes，The sheets are all blood。WangCuiXian find daughter school for help，Teachers donated 10000 yuan。On July 12，Small FuLin again to live in the hospital。

　　前天，记者见到小付琳时，她精神还算不错。汪翠仙告诉记者，那是因为前一天，小付琳再次大出血后输了血。而输一次血，最多只能维持三四天。

The day before yesterday，Reporters saw small when FuLin，Her spirit was fairly good。WangCuiXian told reporters，That's because the day before，Small FuLin again after massive haemorrhage lost blood。And lose a blood，Most can only maintain 3 or 4-day。

梦想 dream

　　读书是她最大的奢望 Reading is her greatest expect

　　尽管如此，小付琳依然每天都问汪翠仙，“妈妈，我的手到底能不能好？我还想去读书。”似乎已意识到自己没那么快会重回校园，在家的时候，小付琳每天主动和妈妈一起去学校接哥哥放学。“这个老师对我最好了，学校里的花开了，我平时最爱在那里玩了……”看着女儿在学校大门外，讲述着她熟悉的一切，汪翠仙心如刀割。

Even so，Small FuLin still ask WangCuiXian every day，“mother，My hand can really good？I also want to read。”Seem to have realized I didn't so fast will return to campus，At home，Small FuLin every active mother and brother go to school after school。“The teacher to me the best，The flower opens in the school，I usually love play there......”Looking at her outside the school gate，Tell her all the familiar，WangCuiXian him。

　　在汪翠仙眼里的女儿懂事、乖巧，因为家庭条件的原因，她甚至觉得对女儿有很多愧疚。“她长这么大，我们根本没有给她买过一件像样的玩具。”汪翠仙眼里噙着泪水，向记者叙说着乖巧女儿的一件件事。

In the eyes of the WangCuiXian daughter sensible、cleverly，Because the cause of the family condition，She even felt on the daughter has a lot of guilt。“She looks so much，We didn't buy her a decent toys。”WangCuiXian eyes with tears,，On the basis of the clever daughter to the reporter pieces things。

　　在昆明，小付琳见到了小朋友骑的单车，汪翠仙带她问了价格之后，小付琳拉着妈妈的手说：“太贵了，不用买，以后我自己赚钱来买。”

In kunming，Small FuLin met children ride a bike，WangCuiXian belt she asked the price later，Small FuLin took the mother's hand and said：“It's too expensive，Don't buy，After I make your own money to buy。”

　　小付琳的外公去世前一直躺在病床上，她和外公勾过手指，告诉外公以后一定会好好读书，长大了做个好医生，治好外公的病。而现在，小付琳却总是说：“妈妈，我的手不会好了，以后没有办法读书，不能当医生了……”

Small FuLin grandfather died ago has been lying in bed，She and her grandpa hook a finger，Tell grandpa will be a good reading，Grew up to be a good doctor，Cure grandpa disease。And now，Small FuLin always says：“mother，My hand will not good，Later have no way to read，Can't be a doctor...”

　　“读书”。当记者问小付琳，病好了之后最想干什么时？这两个字从她嘴里脱口而出。这个对于其他孩子再平常不过的事情，现在却成了小付琳最大的奢望。如果您愿意帮助小付琳，请拨打本报热线4100000或13887883914(汪翠仙手机)。(孙琴霞 摄影报道）

“reading”。When the reporter asked small FuLin，After the disease to do？This two word from her mouth blurt out。The other children to ordinary things，Now it has become a small FuLin biggest expect。If you are willing to help small FuLin，Please call our hotline at 4100000 or 13887883914(WangCuiXian mobile phone)。(SunQinXia photojournalism）