“我不会害怕的。”6月13日晚，刚从广州某高校毕业、22岁的文文(化名)发的这条微博，只有两名好友评论。10月25日晚，她发表5段长微博后，此后每条微博都有上百名认识的、不认识的网友给她留言。

"I won't fear."June 13 late,Just a university graduation from guangzhou/The 22-year-old text(alias)Hair of this article micro bo,Only two good friends comment.Late October 25,,She published after 5 long micro bo,Since then each micro bo have hundreds of know/Do not know the net friend give her the message.

　　在长微博里，文文说，6月时，她被诊断出患有“再生性障碍贫血”，身体失去造血能力。她没有自怨自艾，婉拒同学提出的帮助，在微博毫不忌讳地谈自己的病况，并告诫大家注意身体，继续述说生活中快乐的鸡毛蒜皮小事。“我更愿意去传递正能量，出现问题想着怎么去解决，而不是逃避。”这个自认“不算乐观”的女孩如是说。

In the long micro bo in,Text said,June,She was diagnosed with"Regeneration barrier anemia",The body lose hemopoietic ability.She didn't whine about your mistakes,Decline classmates offer of help,In micro bo not taboo to talk about their state of illness,And told everyone to pay attention to the body,Continue to declare life happy little trifles."I'd prefer to go to transfer positive energy,Thinking about how to solve the problem,Instead of trying to escape."The identity"Is not optimistic"Girl said.

迷茫时请求祝福 Ask the confused blessing

　　“我不知道怎样跟别人说我的心情，我脆弱，我经不起打击。”6月时得知自己的病后，文文向外界封锁了这个消息。在拍毕业照前一天，她刚在医院输了两袋血，“满血复活”，仿若无事般，她将自己最灿烂的笑容定格在照片里。

"I don't know how to tell anyone my mood,I fragile,I can't afford to blow."June told his after illness,Text to external blocked the news.Working on graduation day,She just in the hospital lost two bags of blood,"Full blood resurrection",Nothing like as,She will be your most brilliant smile rating in the picture.

　　毕业季，同学们各奔东西，很少有人留意到，本来生性爱往外跑的她甚少出来与同学聚会，她的微博，依旧频繁更新，说生活琐事，语调俏皮。文文没有公开透露过自己的恐惧、低落，她积极配合治疗。医生告诉她，倘若吃药半年未见起色，建议她做干细胞移植，即俗称的“换骨髓”。

Graduation season,The students are each to rush the thing,Few people noticed,Original birth sex rushed out of her little out and the students gathered,Her small bo,Still frequent updates,Said life trivia,Intonation nifty.Text has not publicly revealed his fear/low,She actively cooperate with treatment.The doctor told her,If the medicine failed to respond to half a year,Suggested that she do stem cell transplantation,That is commonly known as the"In bone marrow".

　　眼看半年之期快到，文文又因为低烧入院。思忖再三，她决定将自己的病情说出来，“我迷茫，我失落，我不知道应该怎么办。我22岁人生的转折，应该是光明且灿烂的改变，可是现实却开了这么一个玩笑……”在长微博的最后，文文请求大家给她祝福，“我是一个很容易受感动的人，让我知道你愿意用不止10分钟的时间停留在这条微博上，愿意了解我这四个多月来的碎片化生活。”之后，数以百计的网友给她留言和转发她的微博。

See half a year come to the stage,Text and because low fever to the hospital.Contemplate repeatedly,She decided to speak out his condition,"I lost,I lost,I don't know how should I do.I am 22 years old life turning point,Should be bright and brilliant change,But the reality was opened so a joke..."In the end of the long micro bo,Text ask you to give her wishes,"I am a very vulnerable to people moving,Let me know that you are willing to use more than 10 minutes of time stay in this article on the micro bo,I would like to know the four months fragmentized life."after,Hundreds of net friend give her a message and forward her micro bo.

笑说“凶手脆弱” Smile to say"Murderer fragile"

　　27日上午，羊城晚报记者在天河区某三甲医院血液科的病房里，见到刚打完针的文文。她正盘坐在病床上，翻阅着一沓厚厚的化验单。将近一周没洗头，她将很油的头发绑着盘起来。“她身体里的血小板含量很低，怕一洗头，热水刺激，手指抓，皮肤会破开，会血流不止，所以不敢洗头。”在一旁陪护的文文妈妈介绍，女儿上星期的“嗜中性粒细胞绝对值”(免疫力的指标)，“低到几乎没有”。此次入院是等待输白细胞，因为病人的血液需求量太大，求过于供，她需要继续等待。文文妈妈曾在天河城的血站等了两个小时，希望有热心市民能捐血给文文，“但我发现，很多人都是带着互助单来献血的，就是他们都有想指定献给的人了。”

27 morning,The yangcheng evening news reporter from the tianhe district in a hospital ward onset,See just after needle text.She is disk sitting in bed,Browse through a pad of thick paper.Nearly a week didn't shampoo,She will be very oil hair tied up the plate."Her body platelet content is very low,Fear a shampoo,Hot water stimulation,Fingers grasp,Skin will break,Will flow more than,So can't shampoo."On the side of the accompanying guessed mom is introduced,Daughter last week's"Neutrophil absolute value"(Immunity index),"Low to almost no".The admission is waiting for lost white blood cells,Because the patient's blood demand is too big,oligopoly,She needs to continue to wait for.My mother used to introduce in tianhe city of blood stations waited for two hours,Hope to have enthusiastic people to donate blood for text,"But I found,A lot of people are with mutual single to the blood donation,Is that they all have want to specify to people."

　　向记者谈起自己的病情时，文文的语气平常，有时还跟病友开开玩笑：“嘿！我们都是吸血鬼，而且吃的是人血。”养病期间，她每天看电视、看报，还报名参加商务英语(中级)的考试，打算精神好的时候备考，“逃避不了，病还是在那里。8月底出院之后，我每天看柯南，后来觉得里边的凶手都太脆弱了，心理素质太差，会影响病人的情绪，所以就不看了，哈哈。”

To reporters about their their condition,The tone of the ordinary text,Sometimes also with wardmate joking:"hey!We are all a vampire,And food is human blood."For illness during,She watch TV every day/Read the newspaper,Also sign up for business English(intermediate)exam,Going to the good spirit for reference,"Escape from the,Disease or in there.The end of August after discharge,Every day I see conan,Then feel inside the murderer too vulnerable,Bad psychological quality,Will influence the patient's mood,So no,Ha ha."

婉拒同学捐血 Decline students to donate blood

　　文文还想以自己的经历，给周围的人敲响警钟。“我想破脑袋，也没有想到一个完全能说服自己的得病原因。不是遗传，没有特别接触化学工业物质，只能归罪于自己的生活太粗糙了，每晚不过12时不睡觉，经常看电脑、上网、玩手机，经常吃利口不利身的东西，少运动。”她认为，“活得太累”很可能是导致得病的原因。

Text still want to in their own experience,Give the people around alarming."I want to break the head,Did not think of a completely can persuade its sick reason.It is not genetic,No special contact chemical industry material,Can only blame on himself for life is too rough,Every night but 12 without sleep,Often watch computer/Internet/cellphone,Often eat Swiss adverse body things,Little movement."She thinks,"Live too tired"Probably lead to a source of illness.

　　26日，一贯保持午睡习惯的她，这天没有睡，“太激动了，那么多人给我留言，我都一条一条看，每个人都回复。”受感动的她，又写了新的微博。“我的原意只是把事情说出来而已，没想到反应这么大！不管怎样，总之太！谢！谢！大！家！了！”发完这条微博，傍晚5时多，她才恋恋不舍地去“午睡”。

26,Always keep the siesta habit of she,This day didn't sleep,"So excited,So many people to give me the message,I have a a see,Everyone reply."Touched her,And write a new micro bo."I tried just put things just speak out,Didn't expect reaction so big!No matter how,In a word too!thank!thank!big!home!the!"Send out a micro bo,In the evening when 5 more,She just be reluctant to go"siesta".

　　得知文文的遭遇，不少同学提出要为她捐血，但她一一婉拒。“不到万不得已，我不想麻烦大家。目前血液和金钱方面，我们暂时还能负担。我更想呼吁大家去不指名地献血，帮助更多的人。”文文在微博跟关心她的人“约定”：“这个病算是个人比较私隐的事情，虽然公开了，但我还是不想老是说我的病怎样怎样，说点开心的鸡毛蒜皮的小事，才属于本人的风格。我会随时说点关于血液病的知识或者由我个人经历感悟到的一些养生保健文字，行不？”

That the experience of text,Many students offered to donate blood for her,But she decline one."Less than as a last resort,I don't want to trouble you.At present the blood and money,We'll also can afford.I'm more like to urge everyone to not named to donate blood,To help more people."Text in micro bo to care about her"agreed":"This disease is personally privacy thing,Although the public,But I still don't want to always said my disease how,Say something happy trivial things,Just belongs to my style.I will always say a point about the knowledge of blood or by my personal experience of health care to some of the text,Do not?"

　　文文说，她的病需要长期的治疗，几乎望不到头，而悲观于事无补。“悲观对我的身体也不好，我以后还有很长的路。”( 文/图 记者 林园 )

Text said,Her illness need long-term treatment,Almost can't see the other end,And pessimism to no avail."Pessimistic to my bad health,I'll still have a long way."( Wen/diagram reporter garden )