河北大学研究生毕业回家种地致老父气极服毒 记者对话“种地研究生”苗卫芳

Hebei university graduate student to go home to father kept very poison gas reporter dialogue"Sow the land graduate student"MiaoWeiFang

　　近日，网上出现的《研究生毕业回家种地 老父气绝服毒》视频，让河北保定阜平柳树沟村41岁的苗卫芳成为“新闻人物”。这位河北大学中国近现代史专业2008级的硕士研究生，曾因考研成功而成为整个村子的骄傲，后却由于找不到满意的工作无奈回家务农。苗卫芳回乡后，其父苗风山感觉压力巨大，选择了服毒自杀。苗卫芳因此成为村民教育孩子的“反面教材”。

recently,Online in the[Graduate home father kept ghost poison]video,Let hebei baoding fuping willow ditch village of 41 years old MiaoWeiFang become"People in the news".The hebei university modern history of China professional level 2008 master graduate student,Once for one's deceased father grind successful and become the pride of the whole village,But after because I fail to find a satisfying job but home soil.MiaoWeiFang after home,His father MiaoFengShan feel great pressure,Chose to commit suicide by poison.MiaoWeiFang therefore become the education of children"Negative materials".

　　众多网站论坛纷纷转发，很多网友在评论中感叹“知识难改变命运”。

Many web BBS are forward,A lot of net friend in the comments exclamation"Difficult knowledge change destiny".

　　昨日，记者对话苗卫芳，解读为何“知识难改变命运”。

yesterday,Reporter MiaoWeiFang dialogue,Interpret why"Difficult knowledge change destiny".

要的不是“铁饭碗” Will not"Iron rice bowl"

而是“环境适合” but"Environment suitable for"

　　记者：有报道称，您回到家乡之后，便开始频繁地换工作，一直对工作不满意，打算寻找一个“铁饭碗”，是这样么？您认为什么样的工作才是“铁饭碗”？

reporter:Reports say,After you come back to my hometown,Began to change the job frequently,Has been to the work not satisfied,Going to looking for a"Iron rice bowl",Is that so?Do you think what kind of work is"Iron rice bowl"?

　　苗卫芳：我需要澄清一下，我并不是要找一个什么“铁饭碗”，我的想法也并没有那么守旧。我想找的是一个有正儿八经工作环境的工作。因为我是写书的，而且还有许多课题要做，如果找一个在工地上工作的话，就不适合。我要的工作环境是，能够工作，又能够做自己的事。要说这样的要求也并不过分。

MiaoWeiFang:I need to clarify,I'm not looking for a what"Iron rice bowl",I think also and not so conservative.I want to find a formal working environment work.Because I am writing the book,And there are many topics to do,If find a at the site works,It is not suitable for.I want to work environment is,To work,And be able to do your own thing.To say such a request is not too much.

　　比如说，这样的要求在文联、科研机构、文化机构等都是允许并且鼓励的，但是这些工作恰恰都是“公务员”，经常被称为“铁饭碗”。

For example,Such requirements in literary federation/Scientific research institutions/Cultural institutions are allowed and encouraged,But they just are"Civil servants",Is often called"Iron rice bowl".

　　我不是要什么“铁饭碗”的，只是想要一个有适合环境的工作。

I am not want"Iron rice bowl"of,Just want a job for the environment.

　　记者：您有没有曾经尝试过考一下公务员，找这样一个“适合环境”的工作呢？

reporter:Have you ever tried to take an examination of the civil servants,Find such a"Suitable for environment"Work??

　　苗卫芳：我也尝试过，但是年龄不允许，基本上报名都会因为“条件不符合要求”而被拒绝。大龄研究生是一个群体，以我研究生同学的情况来看，30岁以上的同学能够占到四分之一左右。在研三的时候，我曾经和同学一起报名公务员考试，他也是一个大龄研究生，每次他被拒绝了之后，便告诉我，肯定你也报不上了。

MiaoWeiFang:I also tried to,But the age does not allow,Basically will sign up for"Conditions do not conform to the requirements"But be refused to.Older graduate student is a group,Graduate students in my situation,30 years old classmates can account for about a quarter.In the research of three,I once classmates and the civil service examination,He is also a older graduate student,Every time he was refused later,He told me,Sure you will be not top.

现在许多单位找我 Now many units looking for me

但是我都拒绝了 But I refused

　　记者：您现在已经是知名度很高了，这样的曝光是否给您的生活带来了改变呢？是否比之前有了改善？

reporter:You now have is the well-known,Such exposure whether to give your life brought change it?Whether improved than before?

　　苗卫芳：现在有许多单位找我去工作，我都拒绝了。我不可能因为这个事情向社会“讨”要这么一个工作。我的目标还是很明确的，就是要通过考试，以自己的努力找到一份工作。

MiaoWeiFang:Now there are many units looking for me to go to work,I refused.I can't because of the things to the society"please"To such a job.My goal is still very clear,Is to pass the exam,In their own efforts to find a job.

　　我们县里针对现在和过去的代课老师，组织了一场考试，通过考试，这些老师可以正式成为一名在编的老师。我现在就是在准备这个考试，考期很快要到了，所以现在也都在积极准备这些。

In our county now and past substitute teacher,Organized a field test,Through the test,These teachers can officially became a enrolled teacher.I now is in preparation for the exam,Exam is coming soon,So now also are actively preparing for these.

　　之前是不能考的，报不上名的，这是今年县里新出的一个政策，要解决代课老师的遗留问题，所以，这次才报上名。

Before you take an examination of is not,Report not the name of the,This is county this year new a policy,To solve the legacy of a substitute teacher,so,The name to the newspaper.

　　记者：您这是从家里搬到了学校来好好复习，家里是否给了压力？主要来自哪些方面？

reporter:You this is from home and moved to the school to review well,Home whether to the pressure?Mainly from what respect?

　　苗卫芳：我这算是逃出来的吧。我对这里还是熟悉的，母校对我还是宽容的，在这儿可能没事。

MiaoWeiFang:Was it I escaped it.I'm here is familiar,To my Alma mater or tolerant,Here may be nothing.

　　以前我在家本身是个压力，不让我在家待着。现在父亲自杀都成新闻了，周围的亲戚朋友都在骂，说“家丑不外扬”，但是却成为大家都知道的事情。这个主要责任还是在我，其他的责任都是比较小的。他们已经做得很好的，如果能够让父母都觉得回家种地没什么，估计当时父亲也就不会有那个(自杀)的念头了。

I used to at home itself is a pressure,Don't let me stay at home.Now all the ChengXinWen father committed suicide,Around the relatives and friends are in scold,said"There is a skeleton in the cupboard are",But as everyone knows things.The major responsibility or in me,Other responsibilities are smaller.They've done very well,If can let all parents think home sow the land nothing,Estimated at that time father won't have that(suicide)The thought of.

　　父母周围的压力很大，比我就业的压力都大。因为父亲在我读研的时候说过，这次肯定没问题了，怎么着也应该有个好工作了。但实际上，却是如此荒唐地回去。一切期望都被打破了，脸面也被击了个粉碎。

Parents around under a lot of pressure,Than I employment pressure is big.Because my father in my said to go to graduate school,This sure no problem,How wear also should have a good job.But in fact,It is so absurd to go back.All the expectations have been broken,Their faces were also hit a crushing.

说我嘀嘀咕咕有病 Said I mutter to oneself sick

我那是在读英语 I was reading English

　　记者：有评论称，北大的才子可以去卖猪肉，那研究生为什么就不能去种地呢？您是怎样看待研究生种地的问题的？

reporter:Critics say,Peking University who can go to sell pork,Why can't the graduate student to sow the land?What do you think the graduate student a tiller of the ground the question?

北大才子就不该卖猪肉 North wit shouldn't sell pork

　　苗卫芳：北大的才子，如果真的是才子的话，他就不应该卖猪肉。他卖猪肉还不如直接操刀去做，我认为这就不是他应该去干的事儿。猪肉就应该由屠夫去卖，如果北大才子当初学的是屠宰或者农牧专业，去卖猪肉无可厚非，如果学的是法律、历史、中文专业的，他就不应该干这个。他又不是内行，而且干起来肯定不如屠夫了。

MiaoWeiFang:Peking University who,If really is wit words,He should not sell pork.He sold pork than direct requests to do,I think it is not he should go to do business.Pork should by the butcher to sell,If the north who had studied slaughter or professional agriculture and animal husbandry,To sell pork understandable,If learn is legal/history/Chinese professional,He should not do this.He's not adept,And dry up sure as the butcher.

　　研究生种地的道理是一样的，如果不是学这方面专业的话，就不应该去种地。

Graduate student a tiller of the ground truth is the same,If not learn this word of professional,You should not go to sow the land.

　　记者：有村子里的村民说你就连种地都种不好，是这样么？

reporter:A village villagers say you even sow the land all kinds of bad,Is that so?

　　苗卫芳：我种地，肯定没有专业农民种得好，种好了才怪嘞！村里有人在污蔑我，因为曾经在村里，我不屑于那些人，人家不屑于我。他们用“嘴”打击我、鄙视我。村里人肯定对我是不屑一顾的，是对立的。我路上见到他们也不打招呼，背地里坏话肯定就多了。

MiaoWeiFang:I kept,Sure no professional farmers grow well,Kind of good just strange MAO!The village people in slander me,Because once in the village,I disdain those people,Somebody else's disdain I.They use"mouth"Beat me/Despise me.And sure to me is an imperious,Is opposite to the.I see the way they don't say "hello",Secretly of certainly is much.

　　他们向媒体说我有神经病，说我总是自言自语，嘀嘀咕咕的，实际上，我那是在读英语，我读英语怎么了？他们听不懂，就说我有神经病。这也很正常。但是，在城市里就没这个事，环境还是不同的。

They said I was crazy to the media,Said I always talks to himself,Whispering so I,In fact,I was reading English,I read English how?They couldn't understand,He said I was crazy.This also is very normal.but,In the city is not the thing,Environment or different.

　　记者：您现在家里情况如何？父母的情绪还都稳定么？

reporter:You are home situation how?Parents' emotional all stable yao?

　　苗卫芳：那当然，现在多个方面在做工作，政府层的领导都会去的，也会有一些精神和物质上的帮助。农村社会是一个“熟人社会”，好事不出门坏事传千里，所以这个事情一出，十里八乡都知道了，都知道谁谁谁家里出了个研究生，结果毕业回家种地去了，最后把老子气得自杀了。

MiaoWeiFang:Of course,Now in many aspects of the work,The government layer leadership will go,There will also be some mental and physical help.Rural society is a"Acquaintances society",Good news goes on crutches bad news travels fast,So the things a,All good to know,All know who who who home a graduate student,Graduated from the home to the farm,Finally the Lao tze gas have committed suicide.

　　当地领导都会劝一下家里的父母，然后再给家里一些帮助。虽然说，我在村里是毫无地位的，但是我在县里的知名度相当大，受好多人重视的。村里的人见到我，看都不看我一眼，他就算是看，也是嘲笑我，暗地里嘀咕我。

Local leaders will advise the home parents,Then give the home some help.although,I in the village is no status,But I am in county's popularity is quite large,By many people attention.People in the village to see me,Look at my one eye,He even see,Also laugh at me,Secretly whisper I.

　　但是，当地的领导对我还是很重视的，见了我之后也会询问我的就业问题，想办法、出主意。要不是有着这种精神上的支持，帮助我，让我能够支撑下来，否则我一定自杀的，我不会自杀吗？该自杀的是我。

but,Local leadership to I was very important,Saw I will ask me after the problem of employment,Think of a way to/brainstorm.If it weren't for has this kind of spiritual support,Help me,Let I can support down,Otherwise, I must have committed suicide,I won't commit suicide?The suicide is my.

自杀本身具有偶然性 Suicide itself has contingency

　　记者：有人认为，您气得父亲自杀是一种不孝的行为，您怎样看？

reporter:Some people think that,Your spirit father's suicide is a kind of unfilial behavior,How do you see?

　　苗卫芳：这个问题怎么说呢。这个事情有着偶然性，自杀本身就具有偶然性。因为他说过自杀，但是谁又能把这话当得特别真呢？这个事情发生是相当意外的，之前他还说过这样的话，别人说过这样的话也有很多，“我自杀得了，还真不如死了呢”，但是，真正自杀的又有几个。

MiaoWeiFang:The problem how to say.This thing has a chance,Suicide itself has contingency.Because he said suicide,But who can take this as a particularly true??This happens is quite unexpected,Before he also said such a thing,Others said such a thing also has a lot of,"I have committed suicide,Return true not dead",but,The real suicide and have a few.

　　梦想不能丢，但肯定要更加务实一些

Dream cannot be lost,But some must be more pragmatic

　　记者：您这次从父亲自杀的家里出来到外面时，有没有和父亲再说过什么话？

reporter:You this time from father suicide home out to the outside,Ever and his father say any words?

　　苗卫芳：我说，如果能够找到一个让你体面的工作，农忙时我还回来帮你种地；如果找不到，就不种了。如果找不到的话，就连业余农民也当不成了，除了时间不允许，家人也不认可。现在，我宁可在外面自己漂着。

MiaoWeiFang:I said,If you can find a let you decent job,When I rush back to help you sow the land;If can't find,Is not the kind of.If can't find words,Even the amateur farmers also when not,In addition to time is not allowed,The family is not recognized.now,I'd rather outside their the drift.

　　记者：您是如何评价自己的？发生在您身上的这些事情，又如何评价？

reporter:How do you evaluate yourself?Happened to you on these things,And how to evaluate?

　　苗卫芳：事情本身，是个悲剧，是社会悲剧，命运悲剧，和性格悲剧。个人命运、个人性格和社会三种因素造成了这个“悲剧”，那个因素占得更主要很难说，这是社会悲剧的大背景下，发生性格的悲剧、命运的悲剧。

MiaoWeiFang:Thing itself,Is a tragedy,Tragedy is the social,Destiny tragedy,And personality tragedy.Personal fate/In personal character and social three factors that caused the"tragedy",The factors accounted for more main it's hard to say,This is the background of social tragedy,The tragedy occurred character/The destiny tragedy.

　　我个人的性格肯定是因素之一，因为更多的人没回去，或者回去了父亲也没有自杀呀。但是，回去的话，自杀的可能还真有。因为抱着有环境可以写书的想法，我才敢回去的，有这个底气回去的。我和家里说了，他们也理解不了，他只说我是个种地的，可我是有更高追求的种地的呢！对家庭，我还是有些愧疚的，虽然说自己还能够支撑下来，但自己仍然一个人在外漂泊着，本身就是个悲剧呀，对自己，对家庭，对父母，都没有做到兼顾。

My personal character is certainly one of the factors,As more people didn't go back,Or go back to her father also does not have the suicide ah.but,Back,,Suicide might really have.Because holding the environment can have the idea of writing a book,I don't dare to go back,Have the bottom spirit back.I and home said,They also understand,He only said that I was a tiller of the ground,Can I have the pursuit of higher? A tiller of the ground!To family,I was somewhat guilty of,Although say they can support down,But he's still a person outside the drift,Itself is a tragedy ah,to,To family,For parents,Didn't it all.

　　以后有规划的话，梦想不能丢，但是肯定要更加务实一些，在更加务实的基础上，实现自己的梦想。 记者张丹

Hereafter have planning words,Dream cannot be lost,But some must be more pragmatic,On the basis of more pragmatic,Realize your dream. Reporter zhang