前日，是内江市资中县公民镇逢场的日子，在公民中心卫生院门口的一个防艾宣传点前，聚集了很多居民，他们都是来听世界艾滋病日防治宣传的。负责宣传防艾知识的，除了卫生院的医生，还有多名艾滋病感染者。

The day before yesterday,Is NaJiangShi ZiZhongXian citizens town take days,In the citizen center health centre at the entrance of the gate of an AIDS before booth,Gathered many residents,They are listening to the world AIDS day prevention propaganda.Responsible for AIDS knowledge publicity,In addition to the hospital doctors,There are more than people infected with HIV.

　　这个车程距离资中县城只有半小时的小镇是被国际上称为“艾滋阴霾中的灯塔”，因为公民镇有一个成立了十年的“公民家园”，目前的成员是42名艾滋病感染者。十年来，不断有旧伙伴离世，也有新的伙伴加入，不变的是，“公民家园”始终是一个有温暖而无歧视的所在。

The driving distance ZiZhongXian city only half an hour's town is known as the international"The lighthouse in AIDS haze",Because the citizens have a established ten years"Citizen home",The current members are 42 people infected with HIV.Ten years,Something old partner continuously from the world,There were also some new partners to join,Constant is,"Citizen home"Always is a warm and no discrimination in.

从受助到助人给病人捐2000元钱 From the recipients to help patients to donate money 2000 yuan

　　今年45岁的李本才是一名艾滋病患者。之前在做木材生意挣了些钱，“但是去年上半年木材厂就关了，这一年基本都没得啥子收入。”在这种情况下，他还是拿出不多的积蓄去帮助别人。

45 years old this year LiBen is a AIDS patients.Before doing lumber business to earn some money,"But in the first half of last year lumber mill was shut,This year basic didn't have what income."In this case,He was out of our small store of money to help others.

　　“其实也没什么，就是以前大家帮助了我，我现在条件好一点了，也应该帮助别人。”据李本才介绍，2010年，他听说附近镇上有一个女白血病患者，因家庭困难无法支付医疗费，就给这家人送了2000元，“不久那个女的就走了，有个女儿才5岁。”去年和今年，李本才都给这个小女孩汇去了1000元，“现在我的女儿已经出来工作了，没啥好担心的了，现在每天生活都过得很轻松，能帮到别人我也很开心”。

"In fact also nothing important,Everyone is used to help me,I now conditions better,Should also help others."According to LiBenCai introduced,In 2010,,He had heard that near the town has a female leukemia patients,Because of family difficulties cannot afford medical treatment,Give the people sent 2000 yuan,"Soon the woman went away,Have a daughter was just five years old."Last year and this year,LiBenCai all give the little girl went to collect 1000 yuan,"Now my daughter has been out of work,Nothing to worry,Now everyday life is very easy,Can help others I am also very happy".

从等待到养鱼不能等着天上掉钱 From the wait to fish can't wait for heaven off money

　　“我们今年开始逮鱼了，每年能产一两万斤鱼，有希望。”44岁的金组建和48岁的杨天军是同一个村的感染者，“我们虽然没有劳动能力，但是也不能在家等着天上掉钱。”

"This year we started to catch fish,Every year, can produce YiLiangWanJin fish,There is hope."The 44-year-old gold form and 48 years old YangTianJun is the same village of the patients,"Although we did not have the ability to work,But also can't at home waiting for heaven off money."

　　“多亏了杨天军，不然我肯定活不了。”据金组建介绍，他是4年前才加入“公民家园”的，发现自己染病后，想在外面一死了之。“他给我打电话，骗我说我妈要过世了，喊我赶快回来。”金组建说，正是这个善意的谎言，挽回了他的生命。

"Thanks to the YangTianJun,Or I must live."According to the gold form is introduced,He is four years ago to join"Citizen home"of,Find yourself after the disease,Think outside of a dead."He gave me a call,Cheat me say my mother to passed away,Shout I hurry back."Gold form said,It is this white lies,Saved his life.

　　2010年，加入“公民家园”两年后，金组建和杨天军四处凑钱承包了20多亩地，养鲢鱼、草鱼、鲤鱼。“我们不能干重活，也不能逮鱼，因为怕万一割伤了流血会传染，所以都是雇人做这些事。”

In 2010,,join"Citizen home"Two years later,Gold form and YangTianJun around the chip in contract more than 20 acres,Raise silver carp/Grass carp/carp."We can't to do hard work,Cannot catch fish,For fear of one thousand cut the blood will infect,So is to employ people do these things."

从害怕到尊重他们为村民主持婚事 From fear to respect them for the villagers host marriage

　　44岁的张军也是一名感染者，目前，他和金组建、杨天军一起负责“公民家园”的内部管理工作。“我是一个志愿者，希望能帮大家做些事情。”据张军介绍，他们在“公民家园”项目主任杨俊的帮助下，今年成功申请到艾滋病项目的资金支持。“申请项目要招投标，从制作方案到投标，我们都是亲力亲为。”

The 44-year-old s is a infections,At present,He and a gold/Responsible for YangTianJun together"Citizen home"Internal management work."I am a volunteer,Hope can help you do something."According to introduce s,They are"Citizen home"Under the help of the YangJun project director,This year successful application to AIDS project funding."To apply for the project bidding,From the production plan to bid,We are all do it yourself."

　　现在，他们三个人不光成为了“公民家园”内部的组织者，还成为了村里各种红白喜事的组织者。“从被歧视到被认可、被尊重，这个过程很不容易。”杨天军说，曾经村里人很害怕他们，但现在，不仅有说有笑，每逢村上有了婚丧嫁娶，还会请他和金组建去主事。“都是把我们当上宾对待，觉得自己很受尊重。”

now,Three of them not only become the"Citizen home"Internal organizers,Also became the village all kinds of wedding and funeral organizers."From the discrimination to be recognized/respected,This process is not easy."YangTianJun said,Once everyone is afraid of them,But now,Not only talking and laughing,Whenever the murakami weddings,Also please him and gold form to leaders."Are we treat as a distinguished guest,Feel very respected."

　　张军说，作为“公民家园”的志愿者代表，他们经常都会去外地参加感染者的活动。“我们就用自己的亲身经历去开导他们，告诉他们艾滋病不是什么可怕的东西，要正确对待。”

S said,as"Citizen home"Volunteers representative,They often go abroad to participate in the activities of the infections."We will use own experience to educate them,Tell them what AIDS is not a terrible thing,To treat correctly."

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他们的微笑驱走我心里的阴影 They smile drive away the shadow of my heart

　　这是我第一次走近艾滋病感染者群体，去采访的路上，我脑中有无数的想象，我以为我会见到一些无法掩饰悲伤神情的人，我以为我会听到让人心情沉重的抱怨与哭诉……

This is the first time I approached group of people infected with HIV,On the way to interview,My mind there are countless imagination,I think I'll see some could not hide sad expression of the people,I think I hear mood letting a person is heavy complain and SOB...

　　然而当我推开“公民家园”办公室的门，几位艾滋病感染者热情地招呼我坐下，然后很自然地说出自己的姓名、感染时间时，我觉得不自然的那个人反而是我。当我小心翼翼地询问是否需要化名、照片是否需要打马赛克时，张军爽朗地笑了，摆摆手说：“不用，没得啥子需要隐藏的。”

However, when I push away"Citizen home"Office door,Several people infected with HIV warm greetings I sit down,Then naturally speak his name/Infection time,I do not think it is natural that man it is I.When I gingerly ask if need alias/If you need to play when photo Mosaic,S bright and clear laughing,Pendulum motioning with his hand said:"Don't,Have no what need hidden."

　　金组建说，刚从外地回到村里时，天天躲在家里不出门，是“公民家园”让他重新找回了对生活的信心。“现在村里面的人经常跟我勾肩搭背的，反而是我会提醒他们多注意。”

Gold form said,Just outside the village from back to when,Stay at home every day to go out,is"Citizen home"Let him rediscover the life of faith."Now the people in the village often told me the GouJianDaBei,It is I'll remind they pay more attention to."

　　十年来，在“公民家园”绝大多数的艾滋病感染者是在这里找到认同与存在感，他们都是在这里完成自己的“新生”。“政府不光免药费、治疗费，还给他们免电费、发种子。”“公民家园”项目主任杨俊说，近年来，公民镇的艾滋病感染者数量基本稳定，没有出现爆发式增长，生活在公民家园的艾滋病患者都乐观地积极接受治疗。

Ten years,in"Citizen home"The vast majority of people infected with HIV is found here identity and existence move,They are here to finish their"new"."The government not only avoid expenses for medicine/treatment,Give them free of charge/Hair seed.""Citizen home"Project director YangJun said,In recent years,Citizens of the town number of people infected with HIV basically stable,There is no explosive growth,Living in citizen home AIDS patients are optimistic and active treatment.

　　“公民家园”用昼夜不熄的“火光”，给予艾滋病感染者爱的温暖。(见习记者王瑶 图为受访者提供)

"Citizen home"Day and night with the don't extinguish"firelight",The warmth of love to give people infected with HIV.(Trainee reporter WangYao the respondents provide)