文/片　本报深度记者　刘志浩

文/片本报深度记者刘志浩

　　4月16日的复旦大学投毒案再一次将19年前清华大学那桩离奇的“朱令铊中毒”事件拉入公众视野。

4月16日的复旦大学投毒case再一次将19年前清华大学那桩离奇的"Zhu to thallium poisoning"Events into public view.

　　其实19年来,诸多对朱令案的关注一直未曾离去。朱令案已经成为一道伤疤,如果没有一个公开透明的结果,不同时期的人们,总会因为某种原因将它揭开,尽管这样会很疼……

其实In 19 years,Many focus on zhu make the case hasn't left.Zhu made case has become a scar,If you don't have an open and transparent,People in different periods,For some reason it will always be solved,Even though it will be very painful……

　

　活着 alive

　　未经过滤的空气 Without the air filter

　　隐藏着足以致命的威胁 隐藏着足以致命的威胁

　　“不要直接进去,先换鞋!”辗转来到方庄朱令家门外,30多岁的志愿者王华并没有让齐鲁晚报记者直接进去,完成“换消毒鞋套”和“洗手”两道程序,才能跨进吴家狭小的里屋。

"Don't enter directly,To change the shoes first!"Home to fangzhuang zhu,More than 30 - year - old volunteer wang hua doesn't let the qilu evening news reporter directly into it,To complete"In disinfection shoe covers"and"Wash your hands"The two programs,To gain the wus narrow back room.

　　这样是为了避免朱令被外面带入的细菌感染。

这样是为the避免朱令被外面带入的细菌感染.

　　最里面的屋子里,喉管被切开的朱令躺在床上。她不能像常人一样用鼻子呼吸,未经过滤的空气,对于她来说,既是维系生命的必需,同时又隐藏着足以致命的威胁。

最里面的屋子里,Throats are cut zhu to lie on the bed.She can't like normal people breathe through your nose,Without the air filter,For her,Is not only the necessary to sustain life,At the same time hides a deadly threat.

　　对于逝去的时光,1973年11月24日出生的朱令似乎毫无记忆。她还停留在中毒发生之前,如果问她多大年纪了,她会吃力回答:23岁。

对于逝去的时光,Born on November 24, 1973, zhu made seems to have no memory.She still stays in the poisoning occurred before,If asked how old she is,She will be difficult to answer: 23 years old.

　　大剂量铊中毒的后遗症之一便是膈肌麻痹,右肺严重萎缩,直接后果导致现在的朱令呼吸功能虚弱。

大剂量铊中毒的后遗症之一便是膈肌麻痹,Characterized by severe atrophy,Direct consequence leads to zhu make the respiratory function of weak now.

　　“她这边的肺缩得只剩下拳头大小了。”昏暗的小屋内,朱令72岁的父亲吴承之将右手放在自己的肺部位置“熟练”比划着,语气中并未带太多情绪。

"Her lungs indentation left on this side of the fist size."In the dark room,Zhu made a 72 - year - old father Wu Chengzhi position put his right hand in his lungs"skilled"Gesticulating with,Tone did not bring too much emotion.

　　母亲朱明新在屋里默默看护着朱令,“得及时吸痰,不然憋时间长了会有危险。”

母亲朱明新在屋里默默看护着朱令,"Suction secretions in time,There will be dangerous or suppress too long."

　　志愿者王华很多年之前就知道朱令的案子,直到2011年,在英国做访问学者的她,偶然从刚认识的一个大学教师那里才得知朱令家的地址。

志愿者王华很多年之前就知道朱令的case子,It was not until 2011,She in Britain as a visiting scholar,Accidentally met from a university teacher there didn't know zhu to home address.

　　回国后,她很快找到朱令家,“可能是之前看她的报道太多,第一次就有一种一见如故的感觉。”顺理成章地,王华成为帮助朱令的志愿者之一。

回国后,She soon found zhu to home,"Look at her report before may be too much,There is a feeling of the start for the first time."It stands to reason,Wang hua is become one of the volunteers who helped make.

　　平时的主要任务,就是在朱令家帮着两个年过七旬的老人照顾朱令,同时还负责联络国内热心的网友们,回应他们提出的看望朱令或往吴家寄送东西的愿望。

平时的主要任务,Is in zhu to make two new years in her seventies with the help of the old man to take care of the z order,At the same time is also responsible for contact enthusiastic netizens in China,Response to their proposed visit to zhu or send to wu s desire.

　　王华的另一个任务是和海外的“帮助朱令基金会”联系,定期汇总国内外的捐款。

王华的另一个任务是and海外的"Who helped make the foundation"contact,Regularly collect donations from both at home and abroad.

　　“两年前的一个小感冒就花去了60万元。”作为现在与吴家最为亲近的人之一,王华深知钱对于朱令的意义:日常护理,可能出现的疾病的治疗,以后可能送往的护理中心,无论哪一项,没有巨额的费用支撑,都难以完成。

"Two years ago a little cold just spent 600000 yuan."As now with the wu is one of the most close to people,Wang hua know money to make the meaning of zhu: daily care,The treatment of diseases that may occur,Later may be sent to the care center,No matter which one,No huge support,Hard to finish.

　　尽管朱令的同班同学童宇峰2004在美国成立了“帮助朱令基金会”,并在海外华人中有一定影响,但这些年来收到的捐款非常有限。“从2004年到2013年,10年间有10万美元左右。”王华拿出一个本子,指着上面密密麻麻的数字说。她也会不定期汇总国内捐款,并进行公开。

尽管朱令的同班同学童宇峰2004在美国成立the"Who helped make the foundation",And has a certain influence in the overseas Chinese,But over the years received the donation is very limited."From 2004 to 2004,About $100000 over a decade."Wang hua to come up with a book,指着上面密密麻麻的数word说.She will not regularly collect donation in China,And a public.

　　近期给朱令捐款的数额有了明显的增长,原因很明显,复旦大学投毒案重新唤醒了人们对尚无结果的朱令案的关注,这让王华感觉很欣慰。

近期给朱令捐款的数额有the明显的增长,For obvious reasons,Fudan university poisoning case to awaken the people no results of zhu make the case to the attention of a,It makes wang hua feel very gratified.

　　对于此次媒体的介入,她的想法其实很简单,一方面或许能推动朱令案情,另一方面更为现实的是,募集足够多的钱。

对于此次媒体的介入,Her idea is very simple,On the one hand may be able to push the case zhu,On the other hand is more realistic,To raise enough money.

　　

呵护 To caress

　　至少应该保证 至少应该保证

　　她生命延续下去 她生命continue下去

　　让虚弱的朱令过多地与外来人接触,还是冒了很大风险的。

让虚弱的朱令过多地与外来人接触,Or take a big risk.

　　随着来访者的增多,4月18日,王华特意以长微博的形式,发布了采访朱令的“媒体须知”,提醒采访者来之前做足功课,还要尊重隐私,不要拍摄朱令的病态照片,更不要“随意进入朱令的房间”。

随着来访者的增多,On April 18,,Wang hua specifically in the form of long weibo,Released the interview to zhu"Media information",Remind the interviewer to do their homework before,To respect the privacy,Don't take pictures Julia to pathological,Not to mention the"Optional to enter zhu to make room".

　　“平时照顾令令,联系网友,取送一些快递件,都是她(指王华)来做的。”吴承之说,“其实王华也挺不容易。”

"At ordinary times to take care of,Contact the net friend,Send some express pieces,Is she(Refers to wang hua)To do the."Wu Chengzhi said,"Wang hua is also pretty is not easy."

　　的确,4月27日,王华一刻都没闲着:由于对朱令家情况很是熟悉,在本报记者与吴承之交谈时,王华能时不时做一些补充,或者提醒吴说得不准确的地方。

的确,On April 27,Wang hua moment didn't idle: due to your family situation is very familiar with,When our reporter talked to Wu Chengzhi,Wang hua to do some supplement from time to time,Inaccurate or remind wu said.

　　同时,王华还把近些天网上有关朱令的报道的情况汇总,拷到了桌子上一台老式笔记本电脑上,因为这台电脑无法上网。

同时,Wang hua is the nearer skynet about zhu make the report summary,Kao in on an old laptop on the table,Because this computer can't surf the Internet.

　　“凡是对案子有帮助的东西,我会不定期地从网上搜出来,拷给吴叔叔。”王华说。这几天,她联系给吴家安装了一台能上网的电脑。

"Who can help you in case something,I will not regularly to find from Internet,Kao to Wu Shu uncle."Wang hua said.This a few days,Her connection to the wu to install a computer can connect to the Internet.

　　自4月16日以来,王华接待的媒体已经将近30家,为此她几乎天天往朱令家跑,丈夫甚至和他开玩笑说,干脆住那边算了。

自4月16日以来,Wang hua receiving media has nearly 30,To do this她几乎天天往朱令家跑,Her husband even joked with him,Live there instead.

　　“忙了一天,老公等不及吃了些剩饭,说你自己在外随便吃点吧,夜幕降临背着大包精疲力尽回到家……”4月19日的微博中,王华写道,不过随即她又像是给自己打气:“是啊,我们还有多少坚守正义、坚守信念的人啊!”

"A hard day,The husband can't wait to eat some leftovers,Said outside literally eat yourself,Nightfall knock-kneed home exhausted……"On April 19 in weibo,Wang hua wrote,But then her and like to give yourself strength:"yes,We still have how many stick to justice/Faith of the people!"

　　王华的到来,至少能让这个原本有些沉闷的家庭,多一些欢快气氛。

王华的到来,Can at least make the originally some boring family,Some more lively atmosphere.

　　“吴叔叔朱阿姨将来万一有个什么事,谁来照顾令令?”采访中,王华不止一次地说,案子固然重要,但眼下对于朱令来说,最要紧的是找到一个能够护理的地方,“至少应该保证让她的生命延续下去……”

"Wu Shu uncle aunt zhu what one thousand a in the future,Who will take care of the order?"In an interview,Wang hua said more than once,It is important to have case,But for zhu to make right now,The most urgent is to find a can care,"Should ensure at least to let her continue to life……"

　　但是,护理机构的高昂费用,又是这个仅靠养老金和网上捐款所维系的家庭很难承受的巨大压力。

but,The high cost of care,Is this only on pension and family online donation so hold hard to withstand enormous pressure.

　　“我能帮忙照顾,但很多事不是志愿者能够解决的。”每谈及此,王华的脸色就会黯淡下来。

"I can help to take care of,But the volunteers a lot of things is not able to resolve."Per talked about this,Wang hua face goes dim.

　　4月21日深夜,王华在微博上写下了自己对朱令案的看法:朱令案件不一定能够得到结论,但至少政府要让人相信,他是全心全意要为受害的公民伸张正义的。这是(政府)履行其“中国梦”承诺的最好方式。”

4月21日深夜,Wang hua on weibo wrote his opinion of zhu made case: zhu cases may not get the conclusion,But at least the government should let people believe,He is wholeheartedly for the victims of civil justice.This is(The government)To meet its"The Chinese dream"The best way to promise."

　

　努力 Efforts to

　　种子已经撒下 The seed has now

　　不怕迟到的春天 Not afraid of late spring

　　如果这次也算在内的话,19年来,社会舆论对于朱令的关注,已经历了三次高峰。

如果这次也算在内的话,In 19 years,Public opinion attention for zhu,Has gone through three times of peak.

　　在朱令遭遇投毒两年后的1997年,北京大学爆出“铊投毒”案,案情很快真相大白,这也让媒体的目光重新投向清华铊中毒案。当然,这次集中报道并没有什么结果。

在朱令遭遇投毒两年后的1997年,Beijing university came out"Thallium poisoning"case,It soon became clear case,This has also left media's vision back to tsinghua thallium poisoning.Of course,,This report is not what the results.

　　回想当年那些经历,一再说自己是个“逃兵”的黄林,语气中明显多了几分激动之情。

回想当年那些经历,Says he is again and again"Desertion,"The huang Lin,Tone much more evident in a few minutes of excitement.

　　除了关注朱令的病情外,当时黄林把更多时间和精力投入到对于事实真相的调查上。

除the关注朱令的病情外,When huang Lin to put more time and energy into the truth of the survey.

　　2006年,身在北京的黄林,足迹遍及朱令家、确诊朱令为铊中毒的陈振阳教授家、朱令所在学校、协和医院。她还多次陪着朱令母亲朱明新找当时的警方办案人员,并联系了德国一位知名的犯罪心理学家,为犯罪嫌疑人做了一幅“精确的心理画像”。

2006年,Huang Lin in Beijing,In zhu to home/Confirmed to zhu for thallium poisoning Chen Zhenyang professor home/Zhu to school/Union medical college hospital.She has many times accompanied zhu mother Zhu Mingxin find police investigators at that time,And contacted the German psychologist a prominent crime,Make a picture for the criminal suspect"Accurate psychological portrait".

　　“陈教授和他的夫人崔明珍教授都是代表着尚存的中国知识分子的良知与骨气的人。”在一篇发表于2006年的帖子中,虽然仅有几面之缘,但黄林还是给予了两位专家这样的高度评价。她发现,其实早在化验结论出来前,这两位铊毒方面的专家,就已经根据媒体报道,推测到朱令可能是铊中毒,“崔老师甚至还为没有坚持自己的观点内疚不已。”

"Professor Chen and his wife Cui Mingzhen are still represents the Chinese intellectuals of conscience and the man of character."In a paper published in the post in 2006,Although only a few,But huang was given two experts spoke highly of.She found that,Even before the test results come out,The two specialists in thallium poisoning,Already, according to media reports,Presume that zhu is probably thallium poisoning,"Cui teacher even guilty for not insist on your opinions."

　　与此相对,“他们很早就去找了协和医院,但当时院方专家却不采纳这个结论。”回顾当年与陈、崔两位专家的交谈经过,黄林依然有些忿忿不平:“院方的治疗方案显然有问题,但就是没人愿意承认。”

与此相对,"They went to the union hospital very early,But at that time, the hospital experts don't adopt this conclusion."Review with Chen/Cui two experts talk after,Huang Lin still has some resentment:"The hospital treatment obviously has a problem,But no one wants to admit it."

　　尽管之后吴家也曾与协和医院就此事对簿公堂,结果以“医院并未认错,听说只是出于人道主义考虑给了一些补偿。”黄林说。

尽管之后吴家也曾与Union medical college hospital就此事对簿公堂,The results in"Hospital did not admit,I heard only for humanitarian reasons give some compensation."Huang said.

　　当时朱令学校方面的态度,也给黄林留下了“非常差”的印象。

当时朱令学校方面的态度,Also gave huang"Very poor"The impression of.

　　“出了事,先想到的是维护所谓的声誉,缺乏对生命起码的尊重。”谈及此,黄林的声调明显高了起来。除此之外,黄林认为,对于朱令案中一些关键证据的“被盗”、丢失,学校也有不可推卸的责任。

"Something was wrong,First think of is to maintain the reputation of the so-called,A lack of respect for life."Talk about this,Huang Lin's voice is high up.In addition to this,Huang Lin think,For zhu to some key evidence in case"stolen"/lost,Schools have unshirkable responsibility.

　　经过充分的调查走访,黄林自认为已经取得了充足的证据,同时她还联系了北京的几位顶尖级律师,“准备起诉学校以及部分犯下作伪证与渎职罪的教师和领导”,但却因为一些“复杂”的内情最终只能被迫放弃。

经过充分的调查走访,Huang Lin thought has made ample evidence,At the same time she also contacted several top lawyer in Beijing,"Ready to Sue the school and some of the teachers and leaders committed perjury and malfeasance",But because some"complicated"In the final would be forced to give up.

　　个中原因,黄林不愿多谈。

个中原因,Huang Lin don't want to talk more.

　　黄林说,为了调查朱令的事,她的生活和工作受到很大影响,而她所知道的一些网友,甚至有人为此丢了工作,“这件事改变了我们这些人对社会、对一些制度的看法。”

Huang said,In order to investigate the matter to zhu,Her life and work be badly affected,And she know some netizens,甚至有人To do this丢the工作,"It has changed our these people on society/Opinion of some system."

　　最终,自认为已经“山穷水尽”的黄林,最终放弃了对朱令案的参与。“该做的基本上都做完了,很多事并不是我们想做就能做到的。”

最终,Since the thought to have"no"The huang Lin,Finally gave up on that case involved."Basically is done,A lot of things is not what we want to do can do it."

　　“打开了已经尘封六年的文件夹,那些资料和对话重新鲜活,仿佛昨天。”与她同时期的那批志愿者已经星散,回想当年情形,作为其中少数几个在北京的人,黄林坦承自己承担了太大的压力和期望,“最后折戟沉沙,非常惭愧。”

"Open the folder has been dusty six years,Those information and dialogue alive again,As if yesterday."With her at the same time the group of volunteers has been scattered,Remember the situation,As part of a handful of people in Beijing,Huang admits she took on too much pressure and expectations,"The final forays,Very ashamed."

　　虽然“就像其中一位德国的朋友说的,种子已经撒下,不怕迟到的春天。”

虽然"As one of the Germany friend,The seed has now,Not afraid of late spring."

　　

延续 continue

　　为朱令发声 为朱令发声

　　其实是为自己呐喊 Is actually cries out for himself

　　让黄林欣慰的是,随着近期朱令案的持续受关注,在百度贴吧“朱令吧”,一批新的ID又在延续着他们当年的工作,“至少人们没有忘记,这就有改变的可能。”

让黄林欣慰的是,With the recent zhu make case of sustained attention,In the baidu post bar"Zhu to make it",A new ID again in the continuation of their work,"At least people did not forget,Is it possible to change it."

　　“不知有多少人和我一样,从知道这件事起就一直这样默默关注……”4月30日凌晨2:54,一位名为“手手大魔王”的网友发出的一条帖子,引发了众多共鸣,回帖中甚至不乏十几岁的高中生。

"I don't know how many people and me,Since know it has been so silently attention……"On April 30, at 2:54,One is called"The hand large-handedness Lord"A post from netizens,Triggered many resonance,Reply even teenage thering is no lack of high school students.

　　“对于这个案子的关注,已经从‘70后’、‘80后’延续到‘90后’了。”朱令的代理律师张捷感叹,只要真相不明,他相信人们会一直关注。

"Attention for this case,Has gone from‘After 70’/‘After 80’Continue to the‘After 90’the."Zhu to attorney, Zhang Jie exclamation,As long as the truth is unknown,He believes that people will continue to focus on.

　　4月29日,曾经担任过百度贴吧“朱令吧”吧主的李晓对齐鲁晚报记者说,和2006年差不多,没想到现在关注这个事的人还是很多。尽管这位每年都要去北京看望朱令的志愿者也不知道,究竟什么时候才能真相大白,但她现在依然很关注事件的最新进程。

4月29日,A former baidu tieba"Zhu to make it"Master li to qilu evening news reporter said,And almost 2006,Focus on the things still have a lot of that now.Although the every year go to Beijing to visit zhu volunteers also don't know,What time can we the truth,But now she is still very concern the latest process.

　　半个多月时间,关于朱令案的讨论,就达到了6000多个帖子。讨论依然热烈。

半个多月时间,Discussion of zhu make the case,To reach more than 6000 posts.Discussion is still warm.

　　“朱令事件已经不仅仅是家庭的悲剧,还成为一道社会的伤疤。”5月1日下午,一位长期关注此事的学者分析,从目前情况看,重启司法审判的可能性很小,但是,“真相不出来,人们就会一直揭这道伤疤。”

"Zhu event has not only is the tragedy of the family,Has become a social scars."The afternoon of May 1st,A long-time attention of scholars,Look from the current situation,There is little possibility of resumption of the judicial trial,but,"The truth does not come out,People will have been revealed to the scar."

　　“我为朱令的遭遇悲愤,却也是为自己的命运惊恐。我为朱令发声,其实是为自己呐喊。”回帖中的这句话,被网友们引用了多次。

"I suffered by the zhu to indignation,But also for their own destiny.I raise my voice to zhu,Is actually cries out for himself."The words in reply,Cited several times by netizens.