一次考试失意，让她得了 A test frustrated，Let her have学校恐惧症 School phobia

　　一个落榜生是如何走出人生低谷的？

A LaBangSheng is how to go out the trough life？

　　“为什么初中三年你学不好？为什么你要复读？”

“Why junior middle school three year you learn？Why do you want to answer read？”

　　面对这两个提问 ，相信很多在中考中失利的同学，都会很难受。小涵也是。

In the face of these two questions ，Believe that many in the examination of the students in defeat，Would be very uncomfortable。Small culvert is also。

　　作为一名中复生，她经历了自己当初难以想像的复读一年，她的体会是“如果没有理想，很难支撑你这一年受到的挫折不把你打垮。”

As a resurgence in，She went through his original unimaginable answer read a year，Her experience is“If there is no ideal，It is difficult to support you this year by setbacks don't you put to rout。”

　　而今，再战中考的她，终于获得了一个自己满意的成绩。回望这一年来的“魔鬼式”复读，小涵在网上发了一篇帖子 《一个中复学生对想中复的家长同学说的二三事 》，分享她这一年来的心路。

now，Refight tests of she，Finally get a satisfied with my performance。Look back this year“Devil type”Answer read，Small culvert in online hair a post 《A double students to want to double parents students say two or three things 》，Share her this year a way。

　　小涵说，认识自己，找到动力，她领悟到的这些，足够支持她，应对今后的挫折。

Small culvert said，Know themselves，Find power，She realized that these，Enough support her，Deal with the frustration。

　　“我觉得，还是需要靠自己去调整。”小涵说。

“I think，Still need to rely on their own to adjust。”Small culvert said。

　　小涵一直都爱读书，即便在那噩梦般两年。中考前，她看到一篇文章，找到了自己的人生目标。

Small culvert have always loved reading，Even in the nightmare as two years。Tests before，She saw a article，Find your life goal。

　　其实，文章里只是“说了些社会问题，跟人口有关。一般人看了，并不会有多大感触。”小涵叹了口气。但正是这篇文章，促使她去思考。

In fact，The article is“Said some social problems，Related with population。The average person see the，Does not have how old feelings。”Small culvert sighed。But it is this article，Prompted her to think about。

　　“不思考就只有死路一条了。”小涵突然意识到，“我为什么要读书”、“为什么要努力读书”、“我想成为怎样的人”、“我以后做什么”，小涵不断地追问自己。

“Don't think the only one。”Small culvert suddenly realized，“Why should I read”、“Why do you want to study hard”、“I want to be”、“I will do what”，Small culvert constantly ask yourself。

　　“如果只是为了混口饭吃，人生就太没意义了。”小涵认真地说，“我想做点有意义的事，哪怕是做很小的事。”成长，就是一瞬间。对于转变，小涵说得淡然。可蜕变的过程，却充满苦痛。

“If just for mixed mouth eat for rice，Life is just too without meaning。”Small culvert said earnestly，“I want to do something meaningful，Even if is to do small things。”growth，Is instant。To change，Small culvert speak indifferently。But the process of metamorphosis，Is full of pain。

　　一篇文章开启心灵大门

An article open heart gate

　　“我不要读职高。我要读高中，我要上大学，我要深造。”她对父母说。“我们非常支持她。”小涵爸爸肯定地说。

“I don't read vocational。I will read high school，I wanted to go to the university，I want to study。”Her parents said。“We are supporting her。”Small culvert dad say with certainty。

　　中复这一年，小涵6点半出门，7点到校，“大家都还没来，我就先背单词”。晚上8点，她自习完回家，到家后继续学习至晚上11点，有时看到凌晨1点多。

Double this year，Small culvert go out at half past six，At 7 o 'clock，“Everyone hasn't come，I'll back words”。8 o 'clock in the evening，She self-study after home，After the home continue to learn to 11 o 'clock in the evening，Sometimes see more than 1 am。

　　“玩”这个词，在这一年里消失彻底。“其实，我挺喜欢玩的。”小涵吐了吐舌头。 每次感到累了，小涵就这样给自己鼓劲，“想想自己的目标，想想自己为何而来。”她说。

“play”The word，In this years disappear completely。“In fact，I like playing。”Small culvert vomitted to stick out your tongue。 Every time feel tired，Small culvert so give yourself pull for，“Think about your goals，Think about why you come from。”She said。

　　如果没有中复这1年，“可能就蔫掉”。小涵说，中复班不少同学，“被父母逼着来读中复，父母觉得孩子读职高没面子。”这些人，课堂照混，作业照抄，就算父母来学校找老师，也没用。

If there is no double this year，“May fade away”。Small culvert said，Double class a lot of students，“Parents were forced to double to read，Parents think children read vocational didn't face。”These people，Classroom as mixed，Homework copy，Even if the parents came to the school to see the teacher，Also useless。

　　今年中考，她考上了理想的高中。“我想过正常的高中生活，不想再高复了。”小涵笑着说。

Examination of this year，She admitted to the ideal high school。“I want to have a normal high school life，Don't want to the high the。”Small culvert smiled and said。

　　目标支撑走完再考复习路

Target support through you take the exam review road

　　交谈中，小涵的表达能力十分出色，她很有主见。而这，都是读书给予的滋养。可以说，读书让她改变。

conversation，Small culvert ability is very good，She is very independent。And this，Is reading to nourish。Can say，Reading make her change her。

　　小学时，爸爸给小涵买了一套文学作品，“想让她在小学时尽量多读书，慢慢养成读书的习惯。”

Elementary school，Dad give small culvert bought a set of literary works，“Want to let her in elementary school as far as possible when read more books，Slowly form the habit of reading。”

　　这个引导，开了个好头。从此，小涵爱书“一发不可收拾”。“她看过很多书，很多我都没看过。”涵爸爸笑道。这段时间，小涵在看《君主论》。

This guide，Off to a great start。From now on，Small culvert love books“Spiralling out of control”。“She read a lot of books，I haven't seen a lot。”Culvert dad laughed。This period of time，Small culvert watching《Monarch theory》。

　　可小涵却说，“文科是我的弱项”。这是为什么？“死记硬背的，我记不来。”其实，这也是最初两年，她无法适应的原因。

But the small culvert said，“Liberal arts is my weaknesses”。This is why？“Rote of，I can't remember to。”In fact，This is also the first two years，She couldn't adapt to reason。

　　“从来不是一个应试的人，也不擅长应试。但我知道，我必须去适应。如果我想做点什么，只能上高中上大学，才能有机会。我没有其他路可以走，这是一个应试的评价体系。”小涵坦言。

“Never is a man of passing the exam，Also not good at examination。But I know，I have to go to adapt to。If I want to do something，Only high school go to college，Can have the opportunity to。I have no other way can go，This is a examination evaluation system。”Small culvert said。

　　不过，“这一年的转变，起码能说明，我有这个能力适应。”小涵自豪地笑着。

but，“The change of this year，That at least，I have the ability to adapt to。”Small culvert proud smile。

　　读书，所以习惯思考

reading，So used to thinking

　　小涵，一直都是乖乖女，小学成绩拔尖，从不让家长操心。可初一的一场考试，差点改变她整个人生。

Small culvert，Has always been the darling female，Elementary school achievement best，Never let parents worry about。Can a month test，Almost change her whole life。

　　名次从70名跌至100多名，招致老师“臭骂”。随之而来的，还有父母的责备。这次跌落，就像一道诅咒，整整2年，小涵没有走出来。心理压力、成绩下降、骂声循环往复。

From 70 ranking dropped to more than 100，Incur the teacher“bollocking”。subsequent，And parents blame。The drop，Like a curse，For 2 years，Small culvert did not go out。Psychological pressure、Performance decline、Bristle cycle reciprocating。

　　渐渐地，小涵发现自己出现幻听，总感觉哪里不舒服。“到了初三，我们意识到这个问题，这不是批评督促可以解决的，我们咨询了专家。”小涵的爸爸说。

gradually，Small culvert found himself appeared auditory hallucination，Always feel what seems to be the trouble。“The third day，We are aware of this problem，This is not criticism urged can solve，We spoke with experts。”Small culvert's father said。

　　“她以前，很早就到学校。后来，总拖到最后才去。”小涵的爸爸说，“我们以为那是厌学。”专家说，“这是学校恐惧症，孩子有压力，委屈没处说。家长需要倾听孩子的内心。”

“She used to，Very early to school。later，Total drag to finally to。”Small culvert's father said，“We thought that is was tired of learning。”Experts say，“This is the school phobia，Children have pressure，Grievance have no place to say。Parents need to hear the child's heart。”

　　这段经历，也让小涵爸爸转变了态度，“不要求她必须做什么。其实，小孩知道她自己应该做什么，我们要给她空间。”

This experience，Also let small culvert dad change attitude，“Don't ask her to have to do。In fact，Children know that she should do??????，We want to give her space。”