无能为力的揪心 Helpless my heart breaks

　　7月上旬，接到报社的安排到沿河和德江两县采访利群阳光的学子故事，刚接到采访安排其实有点“诚惶诚恐”，原因不是在采写上有问题，而是在每县采访两人的名额限制下，如何寻找到较为合适的学子。另外则是如果采访了学生，最终又没能评选上，对原本抱有希望的学生是一种打击，记者也无言以对。

In early July，Received the arrangement of the newspaper to the river and DE jiang two county interview LiQun sunshine students story，Just got interview arrangement was actually a bit“With reverence and awe”，The reason is not in the collection &composition problems，But in every county interview two people's quota limitation，How to find the suitable students。In addition it is if interviews with students，In the end, can't the selection，To originally hopefulness of the students are a blow，Reporters have also。

　　由于不熟悉学生的情况，在去之前便只能先通过当地的学校推荐一些人选，再根据推荐的人选由记者来每县挑选两位学生作采访。

Because do not familiar with the conditions of the students，Before she went there and can only be through the local school recommend some candidate，Then according to the candidate recommended by a journalist to each county choose two students for interview。

　　或许是两县地处边远，信息闭塞的缘故，很多师生家长还并不知道有利群阳光助学活动的存在。面对记者的诧异，一位校团委书记说，这样的情况很多时候还是由于信息闭塞造成的。有时候有家长或学生听说上级有扶贫助学之类的项目分发下来时，便认为该他所得，如果没有评选上，就认为是被“有关系”的占取了，被有关负责人“卡住了”，甚至还对有关负责人进行言语诋毁，根本不去了解相关的政策和规定。类似的事情发生多了，有关负责人便不太喜欢到上级去跑项目，即便知道外界有一些助学活动，也不太愿意告知家长和学生，认为“多一事不如少一事”，“少惹些骂和恨”。

Perhaps two county is located in the remote，Information block's sake，Many teachers and students parents still do not know a LiQun sunshine student activities existence。Facing journalists' surprise，A secretary of the school said，This situation many times or because information caused by the block。Sometimes parents or student heard that superior have poverty alleviation student and so on project distribution down，Then think this his income，If no selection on，That is“There is a relationship between”Occupy took，Be relevant person in charge“stuck”，Even to the related person in charge to verbal slander，Don't to understand relevant policies and regulations。Similar things happen much，Relevant person in charge and don't like to superior to run the project，Even know the outside world have some student activities，Also not too would like to inform parents and students，think“The less trouble the better”，“Less make some scold and hate”。

　　这次好在经过记者详细介绍，以及挑明“不一定能评选上”后，挑选到的学生愿意接受采访并公布照片。不可否认，在有限的时间和大概了解的情况下，或许记者挑选的学生不是最需要帮助和品学兼优的，但他们在困境中奋发图强的求学经历确实感动着记者。

This may after reporters detailed introduction，And TiaoMing“Can not on the list”after，Selected by students who are willing to accept an interview and published photos。undeniable，In the limited time and probably understood，Perhaps reporter selected students are not the most need of help and excellent，But they in distress make efforts study experience really touched the reporter。

　　这些学生均来自较为偏远的农村，有的到县城读书要走路一个多小时山路才能搭上客车，有的在单亲家庭长大，有的从小就是留守儿童。他们的父母常年在家务农或外出打工，在物质和学习上都不能给予很好的支持，但家长希望孩子“跳出农门”的愿望一直都很坚定：只要娃娃读得书，大人再苦再累，借钱卖粮也要咬牙送娃娃读书！

These students are from relatively remote rural，Some read to the county have to walk more than an hour to get on the bus mountain，Have grown up in a single-parent family，Some usta left-behind children。Their parents perennial at home or out of the farm work，In the material and study can provide very good support，But parents hope children“Jump out of NongMen”Wish has been very firm：As long as the doll to read books，Adult again painstakingly again tired，Borrow money sell corn will grind to send doll reading！

　　农村孩子的自理能力比较强，在学习上多靠自觉外，生活上也多靠自己，所采访的学生高中求学阶段都是在出租屋自己洗衣做饭，而且特别体谅父母的辛劳付出，懂事的他们早早地就为父母分担家务。

Rural children's physical ability is stronger，In the study on the more consciously，Life is also much on their own，High school students were interviewed by studying stage are let their laundry cooking，And special consideration for parents' hardship pay，Sensible they early for parents share housework。

　　一位有着六姐弟的女学生，父母均是在家务农，而且母亲患有一种不知名的疾病，多年来给家庭欠下了不少外债。记者采访回到贵阳不久，该学生发信息询问：助学金评选出来没有，如果她评选上了，可否提前将助学金领走，因为她母亲病情加重脑部急需动手术，想先用这笔钱为家庭分担一点压力，也算是尽一点孝心。

A has six elder sister and younger brother of female students，Parents are at home soil，And mother had suffered from an unknown disease，For many years to the family owe a lot of foreign debt。Reporters return to guiyang soon，The student send information inquiry：Grants list no，If she on the selection，Can you advance to the grants collect，Because of her mother's illness brain are in urgent need of an operation，Want to use the money for the family share a bit of pressure，Also be do a little filial piety。

　　女孩还说她是“瞒着父母，完全没有顾及自己的尊严”才询问的，但记者看到信息时，确实很揪心，因为那时候还没有开始评选。而当评选结果公布出来有她的名字，记者将此告诉她时，得知她的母亲已去世……

The girl said she is“From parents，No take into consideration their own dignity”Just ask the，But the reporter sees information，Really come，Because at that time hasn't begun to selection。And when the selection results published have her name，The reporter will tell her，Learned that her mother had died……

　　(本报记者 杨国军)

(Our reporter YangGuoJun)