输给父亲 Loss to the father

　　“02、03、06、09、11、27；04”这组数字，马啸至今没有忘记。那是一年前，他离开北京时买8000元双色球的选号。

"02/the/06/09/11/and;the"This group of digital,MaXiao has not forgotten.It was a year ago,He left Beijing buy 8000 yuan of ShuangSeQiu large.

　　那是第二场赌博。五年前，他和父亲赌自己能在北京安身立命，他输了。购买彩票像一次“出老千”，如果能中个头奖，他就能反败为赢，不用走父亲规定的道路。

That is the second gamble.Five years ago,He and his father on his living in Beijing,He lost.Buy lottery tickets like a"A cheat",If you can in a first prize,He can counteraction to win,Don't go the way of father provisions.

　　他又输了。他只能像少年时一样，在父亲的护航下，获得人们羡慕的一切。

He lost again.He can only as young as,In his father's escort,Get people envy of all.

最后一搏 The last stroke

　　一年前的9月27日，北京下了一场秋雨，凉意渐浓。30岁的马啸兜里揣着一张晚上11点多的火车票，这一天，他要离开漂了4年的北京。临走时，他去了趟彩票店。这个彩票店在西四环玉海园小区附近，距离马啸与朋友“诗人”合租的两室一厅有1000米远。因为下雨，那天彩票店里人不算多。

A year ago on September and,,Beijing was a rain,Cool idea gradually thick.30 years old MaXiao your pockets a at 11 o 'clock train ticket,This day,He will be away for drift the four years of Beijing.When he left,He went to the lottery shop.The lottery shop in the west fourth ring road buried jade sea garden near village,MaXiao distance with friends"The poet"Shares of the two rooms one hall is 1000 meters far.Because of the rain,On that day people lottery store isn't much.

　　“02、03、06、09、11、27；04这组数字50倍倍投，其他79注也是50倍倍投，机打。”

"02/the/06/09/11/and;the this group of digital 50 times for times,The other 79 note is 50 times for times,Machine play."

　　柜台后面的小姑娘抬起了头，眼前的大主顾穿着驼色的风衣，戴着黑框眼镜，右手握着一个黑色万向轮行李箱的把手。8000块钱，按照7%的提成，算个大生意。

Behind the counter girl raised its head,The sight of the big customer in camel coat,Wearing a black frame glasses,The right hand holding a black universal wheel suitcase handle.8000 dollars,According to 7% of the commission,Is a big business.

　　拿着8000块钱换来的16张、每张5注的50倍倍投彩票，马啸和穿着工装裤的大叔、套着珊瑚绒睡衣的主妇、一身涂料斑点的家装工人、拎着小坤包的白领女孩儿们一起坐在了彩票站为客人准备的椅子上。这晚是双色球的开奖日，中或者不中，晚上9点半就会有结果。

Take 8000 dollars for 16 zhang/Each 5 note 50 times times for lottery,MaXiao and wearing overalls uncle/Set the coral fleece pajamas housewife/A paint spot domestic outfit workers/Carry small KunBao white-collar girls sitting in the lottery station for guests chair.This night is the ShuangSeQiu present day,Or miss,Night at half past nine can have the result.

　　彩票站店面不大，墙上挂着各个品种的彩票中奖号码走势图，地上散落着被丢弃的各式彩票。马啸一会坐下，一会站起溜达，等待着开奖。时钟指向21点30分，屋外的雨还在下……“本期的双色球中奖号码为06、10、11、25、32、33；05”，一组数字从中国教育电视台双色球开奖主持人的嘴里念了出来。

Lottery station store is not big,Hanging on the wall all kinds of lottery number simulations,The ground scattered castoff all kinds of lottery.MaXiao sit down for a while,Stand around for a while,Waiting for draw a lottery.The clock points to 21 point 30 points,Outside the rain still falls……"This issue of ShuangSeQiu winning number for 06/10/11/25/32/and;the",A set of Numbers from China education television ShuangSeQiu draw a lottery host read out of his mouth.

　　马啸低下头核对着手中的16张彩票，“很惨，都没中。看来，必须回家了”，马啸站起来，转身，出门。

MaXiao bowed his head to check the hands of 16 lottery tickets,"Very miserably,Didn't in.It seems,Must go home",MaXiao stand up,turned,Go out.

　　夜色中的北京车水马龙，不知名的人们顶着风雨匆匆赶路。打车去西站的路上，马啸特意让师傅多转了个弯，看了看租住多年的房间和曾奋斗过的出版公司。

In the Beijing heavy traffic,Unknown people against the wind and rain hurried on.Take a taxi on the way to west railway station,MaXiao purposely let teacher many turns a corner,Looked at the lodges years of room and have had struggled publishing company.

　　穿过玉海园、经过林静小吃、开过五棵松地铁站……沿着西长安街，马啸的北漂生活在雨中结束了。明天，他将放弃北京辛苦的奋斗，迎来稳定、高福利、有保障、安全感的“体制内的幸福”。

Through the jade sea garden/After Lin snacks/Drive through the WuKeSong subway station……Along the west changan avenue,MaXiao north drift life ended in the rain.tomorrow,He will give up Beijing hard struggle,Have stable/Gao fuli/guaranteed/Sense of security"In the system of happiness".

　　那是很多人都想要的生活，可马啸，一直都不喜欢。

That's a lot of people want to life,Can MaXiao,Always don't like.

父亲铺的路 Father paved road

　　马啸1981年10月出生，父母均在山西一地级市政法系统工作，父亲身居高位。“老马当兵出身，转业后进了政法系统，他也想让我走这条路”。

MaXiao in October 1981 was born,Parents are in a city of shanxi politics and law system,Father in high offices-just."Nag soldier was born,Transferred to civilian work last in the politics and law system,He also want to let me go this way".

　　初中毕业时，马啸第一次见识了父亲权力的力量。

Junior middle school graduate with,MaXiao first learn of the father power strength.

　　马啸从小成绩忽上忽下，最喜欢的事儿是打篮球。老马在儿子眼里是个“粗人”，不经常回家，但对于自己的篮球运动却很支持。从初一开始，前前后后给他买过十几个样式不同的篮球。

MaXiao results from up and down,Favorite thing is playing basketball.Jade in her son's eyes is a"chuff",Do not often go home,But for their own basketball is support.From the first began to,Up and down to he bought ten several different style of basketball.

　　老马第一次变脸是在马啸升入初三下学期后，不仅阻拦马啸去打篮球，还从学校请了三门主课的老师给儿子补习。对于父亲突如其来的严厉，马啸并没有放在心上，敷衍补习的同时策划着周末溜号去打球。那年中考，马啸的成绩毫不意外地没有突破400分大关，距离当年省属示范高中的分数线相差一百多分。马啸着急了，他读的是当地最好的初中，他可从没想过自己考不上高中。

Claude makelele face for the first time in MaXiao into third day after next semester,Not only stop MaXiao to play basketball,Also from the school invited three main subject teacher to his son remediation.For father's sudden severe,MaXiao and no heart,Play with the planning and the weekend sneak away to play.That year tests,MaXiao achievement not surprisingly, no break through 400 points mark,The distance provincial demonstration senior high school fractional line differ one hundred points.From TaoHong pregnant,He read the local best junior middle school,He can never thought I take an examination of in high school.

　　陆陆续续地，同学们拿到了高中、职高或者是中专的录取通知书。其他成绩差的同学的父母们都提着礼物四处奔波，老马却不动声色。

One to,The students got the high school/Vocational or technical secondary school's admission notice.Other bad grades of the students parents was carrying a gift on the move,Jade is indifferent.

　　离开学还有一周，马啸的焦灼和对父亲的埋怨达到了制高点，“大不了就不读了”。但没想到，一所省属示范高中的录取通知书突然寄到家里。

Learn and leave a week,MaXiao self-idle anxious and father's complaints to the high ground,"Big deal will not read".But I didn't know,A provincial demonstration high school admission notice sent to the home suddenly.

　　马啸后来才知道，在中考进入录取阶段一周后，老马就已经帮儿子拿到了示范高中的校长批条。为了给他个教训，才瞒了他一个暑假。

MaXiao afterwards just know,In the mid-term exam admission stage into a week later,Jade have help son got the demonstration senior high school principal PiTiao.In order to give him a lesson,To deceive him a summer vacation.

　　那所重点高中赞助费明码标价是两万元，可光有钱上不了这个学校，马啸渐渐认识到老马的“能量”。

The key high school sponsor fee plain code marks a price is twenty thousand yuan,Can light up the money in this school,MaXiao come to realize the old horse"energy".

　　在高中，马啸参加了学校的篮球队和广播电台。他天生有一把好嗓子，每周五当一次男主播，让他感觉非常良好。一个不大不小的理想，也在他心中默默地生根发芽。

In high school,MaXiao attended the school basketball team and radio stations.He was born with a good voice,Every Friday when a male anchor,Let him feel very good.A little ideal,Also in his heart silently take root germination.

　　高考后，马啸给自己预估了一个不高也不低的分数，上重点线肯定是没戏，但越过本科线也不是没可能。他在学校发的填报志愿书里，找出了所有二本和专科的播音主持专业。老马看过儿子填写的草表，甩过来一句“胡闹”就不再说话。马啸很想反驳什么，却开始第一次后悔自己耽误了时光，“如果我的成绩足够好，也许就能安排自己的命运”。

After the college entrance examination,MaXiao to estimate a is not high also not low scores,On ChongDianXian is certainly no,But over the undergraduate course line is also not may.He's at school hair fill in the application form,Find out all the 2 and specialized professional broadcasting and hosting.Jade seen son to fill in the grass table,Left over a"mischief"It is no longer speak.MaXiao wanted to refute??????,For the first time but regret the delay time,"If my grades good enough,Maybe can arrange their own destiny".

　　“第一志愿，我帮你选好了，警官高等专科学校。你也不想想自己的成绩能不能上本科。关键是上了本科，哪怕是清华北大，你以为就能落个有编制的事业单位？”老马甩下自己的决定离开了马啸的房间。一个有编制的事业单位，对青春期的马啸来说算不上什么。在体制内厮混几十年的老马却特别看重。他的预想没错，多年以后，公务员越来越热。今年国家公务员考试仅招2万余人，却有137万人报名。

"The first volunteer,I help you choose good,Police college.You don't want to want to own achievement can go on undergraduate course.The key is in the undergraduate course,Even if is tsinghua Beijing university,Do you think can fall a organizational institutions?"Jade thrown off his decision to leave the MaXiao room.A compilation of the institution,The roots of MaXiao speaking not??????.Within the system hang around with decades of jade has a particular value.He expected that's right,Years later,Civil servant more and more heat.This year the national civil servant exam only recruit more than 20000 people,There are 1.37 million people signed up.

　　在填报志愿的短短三天里，马啸用沉默作为对父亲无声的反抗。但老马并没有当回事，他看着儿子在提前录取一栏写下了自己选好的学校，就没再理会马啸在后面的志愿栏里齐刷刷地写满“播音主持”。老马离开家后，约了教委的朋友去吃饭。

In the fill volunteer within three days,MaXiao use silence to his father as a silent revolt.But old horse did not seriously,He looked at the son admitted ahead of a bar down his choose good schools,It didn't pay attention to MaXiao behind volunteer column together brush to write full"Broadcasting and hosting".Jade left home,About the education commission friends to dinner.

　　果然，高考录取刚刚开始，马啸就在当地报纸上看到了自己的名字，录取学校是一所警官高等专科学校。一所随处可见警官制服的专科学校，让他“感觉被送进了监狱”。

Indeed as expected,College entrance examination admission has just started,MaXiao in the local newspaper to see his name,Admission school is a police officer college.A police officer everywhere the uniform of the school,Let him"Feeling was put into the prison".

延伸阅读： readings:

哈尔滨3000大学生争考清洁工 称没勇气拒绝 Harbin 3000 college students for exams dustman says no courage to refuse

　　2012年9月，母亲兴奋地拿着报纸走进屋，把“哈尔滨招事业编制环卫工”的新闻塞到佟鹏眼前时，他觉得“好像没了拒绝的勇气和力气”。母亲仔细研读了招聘公告，发现了最为闪光的四个字：“事业编制”。“这就是给政府干活。”母亲劝说儿子，“扫大街有啥的，政府不垮，我们不垮。”

In September of 2012,Mother excitedly took newspapers entered the room,the"Harbin recruit business establishment dustbinman"News plug to TongPeng when eyes,He felt"He didn't seem to have the courage and strength to".Mother carefully read the recruitment notice,Find the most flash four word:"Business establishment"."This is the work for the government."Mother persuade son,"Sweeping the street have what of,The government does not collapse,We don't beat."

　　大学里弹了四年吉他、喜欢重金属音乐的佟鹏，最终决定听母亲的话。他累了，也想通了：“努力拼搏并不是让梦想实现，只是让自己过得好一点。”[详细]

The university four years played the guitar/Like the heavy metal music TongPeng,Finally decided to listen to mother's words.He was tired,Also think the:"Hard work and not make dreams come true,Just let them a little."[detailed]

　　大学生掏粪工两年无人离职 事业编制月薪2500元 College students' nightman two years no one exit business prepare monthly salary is 2500 yuan

　　2009年6月，济南市环卫局城肥二处招聘5名淘粪工，在那一场招聘中，390多人参加考试，最终孟佳、王延峰等5人如愿当上了淘粪工。“大学生当淘粪工，这是对大学文凭的不负责任；他们甘愿当淘粪工，无非是为了‘事业编制’这个铁饭碗，或许，他们很快就会调离一线。”各种争议始终伴随着他们。2011年6月15日，城肥二处政工科科长谢华对记者说：“我很负责任地告诉你，他们5个人至今还在一线做淘粪工，没有人离开，也没有人调离一线。”[详细]

In June 2009,Jinan city HuanWeiJu fat 2 place recruitment five tao dung work,In that a recruitment,More than 390 people took part in the exam,Finally MengJia/WangYanFeng five people do when the cat dung work."College students when tao dung work,This is a college degree irresponsible;They willing to work when tao dung,No more than is to‘Business establishment’The iron rice bowl,perhaps,They will soon be removed from the line."All kinds of disputes has always been with them.On June 15, 2011,City fertilizer 2 place politics engineering course section chief takeda said to reporters:"I am very responsibly tell you,They 5 people still in a line do cat dung work,No one left,And no one transfer a line."[detailed]

在京大学生七成想留京工作：公务员成首选 College students in Beijing seven ChengXiang leave Beijing work:Civil servants as first choice

　　七成多北京地区的大学生希望留在北京工作，同样有这一愿望的大学生在全国超过了四分之一。中华英才网最新发布的调查报告显示，北京市作为人才中心的吸引力日益增强。与此同时，年轻学子们“坚守北上广”的呼声似乎也越来越清晰。[详细]

More than seventy percent of Beijing college students want to stay in Beijing to work,There are also the desire of college students in the national more than a quarter.Net of China person of outstanding ability latest survey,Beijing as the center of the talents growing attraction.meanwhile,Young students"Stick to north wide"Call also seems to be more and more clear.[detailed]

调查：超4成受访者表示若人生重来仍做公务员 survey:Over of the respondents said that if life back to still do civil servants

　　“9470个考生竞争一个岗位”，这是10月24日，2013年度国家公务员考试报名结束后，出现的新纪录。本次“国考”报名总人数达137万，这一数字连续4年突破百万关口。与此同时，一个“唱反调”的话题也在升温：“当下拼命挤进公务员队伍的年轻人，未来命运会不会跟十多年前的下岗国企工人一样人到中年被体制抛弃，浑身没有一样市场需要的技能？”

"9470 the examinee the competition for a post",It is October 24,2013 the national civil servant exam after registration,The new record.this"Countries take an examination of"The total number of 1.37 million,This number four consecutive years breakthrough million gates.meanwhile,a"naysayers"Topics also in heating:"Then try very hard to squeeze into civil service team of young people,The future destiny would not with ten years ago state-owned enterprises laid-off workers in middle age was abandoned system,Not all the needs of the market skills?"

　　反调所言会成为现实吗？潇湘晨报联合大湘网分别针对公务员和非公务员群体开展两项网络调查，截至2012年10月29日晚7点，参与人数分别为2307人和2927人。结果显示，18.00%的受访公务员认为“这是必然的”，仅有8.64%的人认为“完全没可能”。针对非公务员的调查数据，与之非常接近。[详细]

FanDiao said it will become a reality?Xiaoxiang morning joint big xiang net respectiely on civil servants and civil servants group to carry out two network survey,By the end of 2012 on October 29, 7 PM,The number of involved in 2307 and 29and respectively.Results show that,18.00% of the respondents think that civil servants"This is inevitable",Only 8.64% of the people think"impossible".According to the survey data of civil servants,The very close to.[detailed]

国外考公务员也火爆 韩公务员被称为"神职业" Foreign civil service exam also popular Korean civil servants are called"God professional"

　　不仅在中国，在世界许多国家，公务员也是令人羡慕的"铁饭碗"，甚至"金饭碗"。在印度，拥有全球竞争最为激烈的公务员考试制度，数十万人争夺几百个职位的局面年年可见。在韩国，绝大多数考生选择脱产班，增加"中标率"。而在欧美，经济危机下的就业压力让越来越多年轻人选择报考工作稳定的公务员。[详细]

Not only in China,In many countries of the world,Civil servants is also an enviable"Iron rice bowl",even"A golden bowl".In India,Owns the most competitive civil service examination system,Hundreds of thousands of people for hundreds of job situation from year to year visible.In South Korea,Most candidates choose full-time class,increase"Bid-winning rate".And in Europe and the United States,The economic crisis of the employment pressure let more and more young people choose to enter oneself for an examination work stable civil servants.[detailed]

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