几乎每天，61623部队医院楼道里都会传出吵闹声，没有人知道，在其中一间病房里，正上演的是一场关于生与死的抉择。

Almost every day,61623 army hospital in the corridor will spread the noise,No one knows,In one room,Is put on a field about life and death choice.

　　由秉钺，此前曾被诊断患有肾炎，为了救他，一家人欠下30万外债，目前唯一活下去的方式只有换肾。面对紧缺的供应，父亲决定捐肾救子。而此时，由秉钺却发现，母亲已隐瞒身患心脏病7年，“她再不手术随时有生命危险”。

By grasping tomahawk,Previously had been diagnosed with nephritis,In order to save his,The family owe 300000 foreign debt,The only way to live only in the kidney.In the face of the shortage of the supply,The father decided to donate renal save the son.the,By grasping tomahawk found,Mother had already suffering from heart disease hide seven years,"She don't surgery have dangerous life at any time".

　　11月12日，在北京市武警总医院父子配型成功，巨额手术费让一家人望而却步，执拗的儿子坚持先救母，倔强的母亲坚持先救儿。

On November 12,,Father and son in Beijing armed police general hospital, type-specific success,Huge operation let family flinch,The son of difficult to save first mother,Stubborn mother insist to save first son.

重担 burden

儿子患病父扛重担 Son sick father carry heavy burden

　　我这辈子最害怕电话声响，它一响，就是医院在催款

In the course of this life I fear most phone sound,It rang,The hospital is in pay

　　对于由秉钺来说，活着可能更是一种痛苦。

For the good tomahawk speaking,Alive may is a kind of pain.

　　14年前，父子俩在内蒙古扎兰屯的茫茫林海间担任护林员。一纸肾炎的确诊书，让这个原本壮实的男子轰然崩塌，老父亲由长青重担独揽肩头。

14 years ago,The father and his son in the Inner Mongolia zhalantun vast between linhai as a forest ranger.A paper nephritis diagnosis book,Let this was great man with collapse,Old father by evergreen burden arbitrary shoulders.

　　儿子常住医院，由长青就将家里的10亩地和房子卖了，换了几千元钱，填入无底洞般的医药费里，却杯水车薪。

Son permanent hospital,The evergreen will home 10 acres and sell the house,In the thousands of dollars,Fill in the abyss of medicine fuller,But ocean.

　　父亲到农场打工，他总是拼命地干活，干别人几倍的量，每月能挣两三千。春天播种小麦油菜，夏天锄草浇水，秋天收割后农活少了，每天天麻麻亮的时候，他就提着一个大的编织袋，扛着小铲子，走进深山挖草药。

Father to farm work,He always work hard,Do others the amount of several times,Can make 23000 per month.Spring sowing wheat rape,Summer hoeing watering,Autumn in farm work less,Every day when just awning,He is carrying a big woven bag,Carried small shovel,Into the mountains to dig herbs.

　　每天从农场干活回来，由长青就直奔农场的唯一一部电话，询问后勤师傅：“有没有我的电话？”由长青说，如果电话一响，就意味儿子来通知医院的钱又花光了，“我这辈子最害怕的声音是电话铃声，怕得晚上惊醒坐起，感觉电话又响了……”

From the farm work every day back,The evergreen went directly to farm the only a telephone,Ask logistics master:"Have my phone?"The evergreen said,If the phone rang,Means son to inform the hospital, the money is spent,"In the course of this life I fear most is the voice of the telephone,Afraid to wake up with a start sitting up in the evening,Feel rang again..."

　　由长青挣的钱永远赶不上医院的花费速度。老父亲只得向亲友拆借，刚开始，大家对他表示同情，或多或少地解囊相助。时间长了，大家纷纷表示无能为力。

The evergreen earn QianYongYuan couldn't catch up with the cost of hospital speed.Old father had to borrow to relatives and friends,Just began to,You feel sympathy for him,More or less in one's pocket to help.Time long,You have said powerless.

绝望 despair

逃避巨债喝药轻生 Avoid huge debt drink the medicine commit suicide

　　我想一了百了，这些烦恼和巨债，再与我无关

I want to devoid of,These troubles and huge debt,Then I have nothing to do with

　　更坏的事情还是发生了。由秉钺的妻子在他重病后，离家而去，抛下只有几岁的儿子和这个不堪重负的家庭。

The worse thing was still to come.By grasping tomahawk wife after in his serious illness,Left home and go to,Left only a few old son and the burden on the family.

　　2009年，由秉钺在解放军总医院确诊为尿毒症，最好的治疗方法是换肾。

In 2009,,In the people's liberation army general hospital by grasping tomahawk diagnosed with uremia,The best treatment is in the kidney.

　　“换肾？听说几十个病人等一个肾，很多人在等待过程中去世”，由秉钺说，黑市上也可以买到肾，但对这个早已债台高筑的家庭，何以承受如此重担？

"In renal?Heard dozens of patients for a kidney,A lot of people waiting for death in the process",By grasping tomahawk said,On the black market can also buy kidney,But to the already deep in debt family,Why bear such a burden?

　　2009年10月4日，平时每顿吃两个大馒头的由长青滴水未进。由长青觉得，就算他拼了老命，也不可能挣到那几十万的医药费，他想一了百了，从此千头万绪的烦恼和巨债，再与他无关。他一伸脖子，喝下去十毫升的剧毒打虫药，发现异常的工友将他送到医院抢救。13天后，他才再次苏醒过来，工友说，在这13天里，家人寸步不离守在他的身边，“他们说，如果你真的死了，他们就随你而去”。

On October 4, 2009,Eat every meal at ordinary times two big steamed bread by evergreen drip not into.The evergreen think,Even if he hard spell,Can't earn that hundreds of thousands of medical expenses,He wants to devoid of,From now on how to deal with the trouble of huge debt,Then he had nothing to do with.He stretched out his neck,Drink down 10 ml of highly toxic anthelmintic,The abnormal workers took him to hospital.13 days after,Did he come back to life again,Workmate said,In the 13 days,Family keep close to keep in his side,"They say,If you really dead,They will come with you".

　　从鬼门关回来的他，听不懂工友的话，他的神经受到严重的损伤，他只记得，当时儿子和妻子围在他的床边，满脸泪水刺疼了他的心。

From the jaws of death back his,Don't understand workmate words,His nervous suffered serious damage,He only remember,At that time the son and his wife around his bed,With tears streaming from thorns hurt his heart.

希望捐肾救子寻求生机 Hope to donate renal save the son seek vitality

我不能再寻死，活着是责任也是担当 I can't try to commit suicide,To live is the responsibility is bear

　　在最黑暗时，一家人看见了曙光：那年冬季，他们在电视上看到一个新闻节目，一个母亲为自己的儿子捐肾，最终儿子活了下来。一家人泪流满面地看着这个故事，看完后抱成一团痛哭：这是一线希望。

In the dark when,The family saw dawn:That year winter,They saw on TV a news program,A mother as her own son to donate kidney,Finally son survived.The family was in tears at the story,After watching the gang up and wept bitterly:This is a ray of hope.

　　父亲握着儿子的手说：“我死都死过一回了，还有什么可怕的？我去捐肾救你，如果配型不成功，我就把我的肾卖了救你！”

Father son is the one who holds the hand said:"I dead died once the,What is there to fear?I went to donate renal save you,If type-specific don't succeed,I'll just get my kidney sold to save you!"

　　由秉钺感觉到父亲铁钳般双手传来的力道和决心，“我不能再有寻死的念头，活着是一份责任，也是一份担当”。

By grasping tomahawk feel father iron tongs, hands came hard and determination,"I can't have entered idea,Life is a duty,Is a bear".

秘密母亲患病隐瞒7年 Her mother's illness secret hide seven years

　　我患心脏病已经7年了，医生建议我去做手术，但我不敢去，因为会花钱。这些钱要留给儿子当医药费，我只能瞒着他

I suffer from heart disease has been 7 years,The doctor advised me to do surgery,But I dare not go,Because will spend.The money for son when medical expenses,I can only deceive him

　　这个家里有个秘密，蒙在鼓里的只有由秉钺一个人。

This home has a secret,Only in the dark by grasping tomahawk a person.

　　早在7年前，母亲闵淑珍已被确诊为心脏病，当时医生就建议手术治疗，但为了给儿子节省医药费，闵淑珍只去药店买了一些简单的药物，并对儿子隐瞒了病情。

As early as in seven years ago,MinShuZhen mother has been diagnosed with heart disease,At that time the doctor suggest surgical treatment,But in order to give son save medical expenses,MinShuZhen only went to a chemist's shop to buy some simple drugs,And the son conceals the illness.

　　每次发病时，她都吞咽两颗救心丸，这是她唯一的应对措施。

Every time when the,She swallowed two JiuXinWan star,This is her only measures.

　　细心的母亲偷偷地在房间的犄角旮旯里藏着药，吃药时躲着儿子，但她感觉自己发病的间隔越来越短，发病时的痛苦急遽倍增。

Careful mother secretly in the room corner hide medicine,Take medicine when hide son,But she felt the pathogenesis of interval is more and more short,The pain of the disease rapidly multiplication.

　　事情最终还是败露。今年11月，由秉钺再次病危，父母从家中赶往医院的路上，一时着急上火闵淑珍在公交车上犯病，父亲不得不给儿子打电话：“你妈不行了，安排好医院准备抢救。”

Eventually found out things.November,By grasping tomahawk ill again,Parents from home on the way to hospital,The worry MinShuZhen fire on the bus to fall ill,Father to son had to make a phone call:"Your mother that won't be possible,Arranged for hospitals to rescue."

　　当父亲背着母亲出现在医院门口时，儿子看到母亲那颗白发苍苍的头颅耷拉在父亲的肩头上，乌紫的嘴唇半开。

When father carrying mother appeared in the door of the hospital,Son see mother that a white-haired head slouch in his father's shoulders,Black purple lips ajar.

　　母亲在急诊室抢救的过程中，儿子一直跪在门口等待，他心里默念着，如果上天硬是要取走他们家的一条命，“那就取我的吧”。

Mother was in the process of emergency rescue,Son has been kneeling at the door waiting for,His heart with meditation,If god just to take away their house of a life,"That he took me".

　　36个小时后，母亲悠悠转醒，听到儿子的第一句话却是责怪声：“你怎么能不告诉我？怎么能不告诉我？”

36 hours after,The mother turned up,Hear son's first words is blame sound:"How could you not tell me?How can you not tell me?"

现实为了省钱食堂讨粥 The reality in order to save money for the dining room porridge

我们搬到对面的医院去住，因为那里更便宜 We moved to the hospital to live,Because there is more cheaper

　　昨天，两份检查结果被放在了病房的桌子上。

yesterday,Two test results were placed in the ward on the table.

　　为了维持儿子的体能，老父亲每天下楼给他打包两个蔬菜，再去对面一职工食堂讨一碗免费的白粥。

In order to maintain the son's fitness,Every day the old father went downstairs to his pack two vegetables,To opposite a worker dining room for a bowl of free white porridge.

　　他们从武警总医院的病房搬到对面的61623部队医院，“因为这里的住院费便宜”。

They from the armed police general hospital wards moved to the 61623 army hospital,"Because the hospitalization expenses cheap".

　　曾经体重150斤的大胖子由秉钺已消瘦得只剩下100斤，两眼深抠，左手手臂上鼓着两个葡萄大小的肉包：这是透析的出血口和输血口。

Once the weight be 150 catties big fatty by grasping tomahawk has peaked have to only 100 jins,Two eyes deep cut,The left hand arm drum with two grapes the size of the pork bun:This is a XieKou dialysis and transfusion mouth.

　　父亲坐在儿子床头照顾他时，两人形成那么鲜明的对比：儿子因常年住院，皮肤苍白，全身肌肉松弛；父亲面目黧黑，密布的细纹在随着他的言谈波动，厚茧早已将他手板包实，手指头比儿子粗两倍。

Father son sitting on a bed to take care of him,Two people form so bright contrast:Son for perennial in hospital,Skin pale,Muscles relaxation;Father look dark,With fine lines in with his speech fluctuation,HouJian already will he plank snug,Fingers than son coarse two times.

抉择 choice

救子救妻必选其一 Save the son to save his wife will choose one

我的肾给你，用我的命换你的命 My kidney give you,With my life in your life

　　11月12日，在武警总队医院一家人拿到了配型成功的结果通知，“凑齐17万的手术费就可以进行手术”，医生说。

On November 12,,In the armed police corps hospital family got type-specific successful results notice,"Gather together together 170000 operation can undergo surgery",The doctor said.

　　同时拿到的还有母亲心脏造影的结果，“必须尽快进行心脏支架手术，需要几万元的手术费”，医生说。

At the same time also to mother heart imaging results,"Must as soon as possible the heart of the problem of stent,Need to tens of thousands of yuan operation",The doctor said.

　　对于这个家庭来说，无论救了哪一个，另一个就不得不放弃，他们面对的，是一场生与死的抉择。

For the families,No matter which one saved,Another you have to give up,They face,Is a life and death choice.

　　“先给母亲做手术吧。”儿子翕动着鼻翼开始抽泣，母亲低着头，扯着衣角抹泪。

"First to mother's operation."Son close and open the nose began to SOB,Mother low head,Wipe the tears at the thy skirts.

　　只有老父亲还在喃喃地说：“我今年已经五十多了，我回去求人，我去乞讨，也要凑够医药费。我死都不怕了，还怕什么呢？我的肾给你，用我的命换你的命。”（本报记者王奕 怀若谷）

Only old father still mumbling:"I this year has more than 50 a,I went back to ask for help,I beg to,Also want to gather together enough medical expenses.I die all not afraid,Fear? What?My kidney give you,With my life in your life."(Our reporter WangYi bosom if valley)