执教近30年，每月只有400元补助，拾荒养家即便如此困窘，陈银玉也要每月贴钱办免费午餐。家人的反对，教师的职责，身份的困惑，舆论的关注……让这个身高只有1.5米的乡村女子承受了太多压力。作为一个缺乏后援的“黑户”，她和她的免费午餐还能撑多久？谁来卸去她身上的不可承受之重？

At nearly 30 years,Only 400 yuan monthly allowance,Glean and collect scraps support even so embarrassed,ChenYinYu also want to do TieQian monthly free lunch.Family against,Teachers' duty,Identity confusion,Public attention……Let this height only 1.5 meters of rural women have suffered too much pressure.As a lack of support"HeiHu",She and her free lunch can stay long?Who will not be lifted her body under the heavy?

　　当陈银玉坚持要贴钱办“免费午餐”时，她一度成为一个孤独者。

When ChenYinYu insisted that TieQian do"Free lunch"when,She was once become a lonely.

　　她是桑植县汨湖农垦场子弟学校唯一的老师，执教28年，每月只有400元生活补助，被迫拾荒养家。

She is SangZhiXian Mimi lake NongKenChang sons school only the teacher,Coaching and years,Only 400 yuan a month living subsidies,Forced to glean and collect scraps support.

　　苦劝妻子不听，丈夫王兆明在结婚20多年后提出要离婚，并曾带着儿子不辞而别，远赴广东打工。

Bitter advised my wife does not listen to,Husband WangZhaoMing in marriage after twenty years offered to divorce,And once took his son take French leave,Go to work in guangdong.

　　如今，陈银玉的“营养午餐”已坚持4个多月，舆论的褒奖纷至沓来。近日，她被评为张家界市2012年十大新闻人物。

now,ChenYinYu of"Nutritional lunch"To have more than four months,Public opinion in praise.recently,She was awarded in 2012 zhangjiajie ten people in the news.

　　但陈银玉的眉头依然紧锁：上头并未为“免费午餐”拨下额外款项，舆论的关注又让她进退两难，想停也停不了了。

But I still ChenYinYu lock:Above for not"Free lunch"Dial the additional money,The attention of public opinion and let her in a dilemma,Want to stop also couldn't stop.

　　让她心酸的另一件事是，她执教近30年，却不被承认是教师。至今，她无正式教师身份、无正式工资、无教师福利。

Let her feel sad is another thing,She nearly 30 years in charge,But don't be admitted that is a teacher.has,She has no formal teacher identity/No formal wage/No teachers' welfare.

　　

28年坚守与困窘，“欠家人太多” And years hold and embarrassed,"Owe family too much"

　　王兆明说，他们原本不必那么困窘。

Testified, huai,They had not so embarrassed.

　　他原是农场的主管会计，后来下岗了。1992年，他在张家界景区看中一家酒店，有23个床位。当时正值张家界旅游开发高峰，“打个地铺都要50块钱。”

He was the farm manager accounting,Then the laid-off.In 1992,,He take a fancy to a hotel in zhangjiajie scenic spot,There are 23 beds.It was zhangjiajie tourism development peak,"A shakedown to fifty dollars."

　　王兆明说，贷款拿到了，连房屋订金也付了，但陈银玉说什么都不放弃老师这个职位。他只好罢了。

Testified, huai,Loan got,Even the housing deposit is paid,But ChenYinYu said what all don't give up the teacher this position.He had to just.

　　现在看来，“生意非常红火，如果酒店开起来，我现在至少是千万富翁。”王兆明时不时要拿这事说妻子两句。

Now it seems,"Business is very prosperous,If the hotel open up,I now at least a multimillionaire."WangZhaoMing occasionally take it said his wife two sentences.

　　不开酒店，夫妻俩也不是没其他“门路”。陈银玉说，她是1980年代的高中毕业生，又是曾经的学生会主席，如果当时去深圳等地打工，会很吃香，她的同学中就有不少在广东发了财的；2002年她考了保险资格证，外出谋职难度也不大；2005年又拿到湖南第一师范的专科文凭，到一些私立学校当老师也有可能。

Don't open the,A husband and wife not other"opportunities".ChenYinYu said,She is in the 1980 s of high school graduates,And once the student body President,If at that time go to shenzhen work, etc,Will be very popular,Her classmates have a lot of fortune in guangdong;In 2002, she got insurance certificate,Go out looking for a job is difficult;2005 years and to hunan first normal college diploma,To some private school when the teacher may also.

　　但这些“门路”她都不走，她一直留在了汨湖农垦场子弟学校。

But these"opportunities"She didn't go,She has been living in the lake NongKenChang school children.

　　学校距桑植县城超过35公里，推开窗户就是大山。学校不通水电，上个厕所都要绕好几个弯。严格意义上来说，这算不上一所学校，而是一个教学点，因为它只有学前班、一年级和二年级，学生人数分别为13人、5人、5人。

School distance SangZhi county more than 35 kilometers,Push the Windows is dashan.School impassability hydropower,The toilet will be around several bending.Strict sense,This is not a school,But a teaching school,Because it only preschool/Grade one and grade two,The number of students were 13 people/Five people/Five people.

　　陈银玉记得，她1985年刚到学校的时候，可不是这般光景。

ChenYinYu remember,Her 1985 years just to school,This was not.

　　她说，那时学校从学前班一直到4年级，有学生近百人，当时能到国营农场办的学校当老师很风光：不仅解决城镇户口，还能拿固定工资。

She said,Then the school from kindergarten until 4 grade,Have students nearly people,At that time to the state farm for the school when the teacher is very scenery:Not only solve the urban registered permanent residence,Also can get fixed salary.

　　但后来，学生越来越少，老师也纷纷逃离，只剩下了陈银玉。

But then,Fewer and fewer students,The teacher also fleeing,Only the ChenYinYu.

　　周边的村小已经撤并完毕，很多学生都跑到汨湖中心小学去读书，但陈银玉说，汨湖农垦场子弟学校不能撤，“现在有些学生上学要走一个多小时，而我们学校距离中心小学还有4公里，这么小的孩子怎么走？”

Surrounding the school has the merger,Many students went to the lake center primary school living to read,But ChenYinYu said,Mimi NongKenChang lake school children can't cancel,"Now some students go to school to go more than an hour,And our school distance center primary school has four kilometers,Such a small child how to go?"

　　她坚持了下来，一晃就是28年。坚持的代价是困窘。

She insists on down,Flash is then years.Adhere to the price is embarrassed.

　　现在，她一家4口还住在农垦场的青砖房里，陈银玉名下只有一间房子，她找农垦场其他职工借了两间，一间给小儿子住（大儿子在张家界开车），一间当做厨房。儿子们早已到了谈婚论嫁的年纪，但没有房子，他们都没找到对象。

now,She is a 4 mouth still live in the room NongKenChang blue bricks,ChenYinYu name only a house,She found NongKenChang other worker borrowed two rooms,To live a little son(The first drive in zhangjiajie),A as the kitchen.The son had to talk about marriage theory to marry age,But there is no house,They didn't find the object.

　　陈银玉觉得亏欠家人太多。

ChenYinYu think owes family too much.

　　

拾荒养家，每月贴1540元办免费午餐 Glean and collect scraps support,Stick a month 1540 yuan do free lunch

　　2012年4月，因为小儿子胃穿孔动手术，家里花光了所有积蓄。到了暑假，陈银玉想找个兼职补贴家用。

In April 2012,Because the younger son gastric perforation operation,Home spent all his savings.During summer vacation,ChenYinYu want to find a part-time subsidies household.

　　陈银玉想去乡里的餐馆打零工。她说，“开学了我要回学校的”，结果没一家餐馆聘用她。

ChenYinYu want to go to the restaurant's doing odd jobs to turn an.She said,"The school I will go back to school",The result did not a restaurant hire her.

　　无奈之下，陈银玉只好去捡破烂。她觉得，捡破烂时间自由，又没人管。她的身影经常出现在马路边和乡里的垃圾堆旁。

Helpless under,ChenYinYu had to likes to collect things.She felt,JianPoLan time free,And nobody tube.Her figure is often in the street and the garbage heap.

　　家人强烈反对。75岁的老母亲更是出来“打头阵”，她觉得“老脸没地方放”。

Family strongly against.The 75 - year - old mother is out"Take the lead",She felt"Face does not have a place to put".

　　陈银玉自己觉得没什么，说起暑假捡破烂的收获，她挑起眉头说：“还可以，一个暑假赚了三千多。”

ChenYinYu feel nothing,Speaking of summer JianPoLan harvest,She make eyebrows said:"Can also,A summer earned more than three thousand."

　　但这笔钱还没捂热，很快就花光了，因为她在学校办了一个“免费午餐”。

But the money haven't over heat,Soon spent,Because she is at school to do a"Free lunch".

　　陈银玉说，学生们都很穷，早上吃不好，白天还要饿肚子。有3名学生没有母亲，陈银玉经常留他们吃午饭，这时其他学生也会凑过来，“好让人心酸的”。

ChenYinYu said,The students are very poor,Not to eat in the morning,The day also hungry belly.There are three students have no mother,ChenYinYu often leave them to eat lunch,Then the other students will come up,"Good let a person sad".

　　按国家规定，一二年级学生每天能拿到3块钱午餐补助，陈银玉打算，拿这些钱给学生们做午饭。但学前班是没有补助的，陈银玉也决定把他们纳入“免费午餐”范围。

According to the provisions of the state,A second grade students every day can get 3 dollars lunch allowance,ChenYinYu going to,With the money to the students to do lunch.But there is no allowance of preschool,ChenYinYu also decided to put them into"Free lunch"range.

　　2012年暑期，陈银玉刚把这个打算告诉丈夫时，遭到激烈反对。王兆明说，“粮食应该囤起来卖掉，钱用来盖房子，给儿子娶老婆。”

In the summer of 2012,The ChenYinYu just going to tell her husband,Was vehemently opposed to.Testified, huai,"Food should be store up sell,Money is used to build the house,Son to marry a wife."

　　陈银玉认为，“反正没钱盖房子，不如支持我，让孩子们填饱肚子。”

ChenYinYu think,"Anyway, have no money building a house,As support me,Let the children fill the stomach."

　　王兆明拗不过妻子，勉强同意。

WangZhaoMing her wife,Reluctantly agreed to.

　　2012年9月1日，新学期开学第一天，陈银玉的“免费午餐”开始了。

On September 1, 2012,On the first day of the new term,ChenYinYu of"Free lunch"began.

　　王兆明算了一笔账，每顿饭要七八斤大米，至少2斤肉，各项开支保守估计每天要100元钱。一个月按22天计算，除去财政下拨的午餐补贴，陈银玉每个月至少要搭进去1540元。

WangZhaoMing calculate a bill,Every meal to QiBaJin rice,At least 2 jins of flesh,All the expenses conservative estimate to 100 yuan every day.A month to 22 days calculation,To remove those who finance the lunch subsidies,ChenYinYu every month at least to build in 1540 yuan.

　　压力之下，王兆明又劝妻子别做了，陈银玉不同意。这回，王兆明撂出狠话：“你只管学生，这个家庭不要了。你要搞，我就走。”随后，他两次提出离婚。陈银玉说：“离就离，我还是要干下去。”

Under pressure,WangZhaoMing and advised my wife don't do,ChenYinYu don't agree with.This time,WangZhaoMing flow out malicious words:"But you students,The family don't.You want to make,I went."then,He put forward a divorce twice.ChenYinYu said:"From the,I will go on."

　　2012年10月16日，王兆明没有通知陈银玉，带着小儿子去了广东打工。接下来20多天里，他没给陈银玉打一个电话，甚至把手机号码都换了。

On October 16, 2012,WangZhaoMing ChenYinYu without notice,With the youngest son went to work in guangdong.The more than twenty days,He didn't give ChenYinYu make a telephone call,Even the mobile phone number changed.

　　陈银玉成了孤独者，只能教学、做饭一肩挑。

ChenYin help to complete the lonely,Only teaching/Cooking may.

　　11月份的一个周三，她炒完一道菜端去教室，回来时，焖在锅里的萝卜丝炒肉全糊了。看着被浪费的菜，想着所受的委屈，陈银玉哭了。

The November on a Wednesday,She Fried the course end go to the classroom,back,Braised shredded turnip in pan fry the meat all the paste.Looking at a waste of food,Thinking of the wrongs done,ChenYinYu cry.

　　12月22日，放心不下的王兆明回来了，继续帮陈银玉做“免费午餐”。

On December 22,,Be upset WangZhaoMing back,Continue to help ChenYinYu do"Free lunch".

　　王兆明说，自己在广东赚的5000元钱差不多也要垫进去了。

Testified, huai,Himself in guangdong earn 5000 dollars money almost will pad in.

　　

盛名之下，免费午餐将何以为继 reputation,Why will the free lunch

　　陈银玉拾荒养家和贴钱办“免费午餐”的消息很快传遍乡里。今年1月8日，潇湘晨报记者在距离汨湖农垦场子弟学校约6公里的地方问路，一说陈银玉，附近居民都能指明准确的路径。

ChenYinYu glean and collect scraps support and TieQian do"Free lunch"The news quickly spread around the village.January 8,,Xiaoxiang morning paper reporter in distance Mimi lake NongKenChang sons school about six kilometers place to ask the way,ChenYinYu said,Nearby residents can specify exact path.

　　2012年8月，在得知陈银玉的事迹后，张家界大峡谷景区聘请陈银玉为终身荣誉员工，每月发放1000元工资。9月，在央视和光明日报社联合举办的“寻找最美乡村教师”大型公益活动中，陈银玉被评为“特别关注乡村教师”。近日，她又被评为“2012年张家界十大新闻人物”。

In August 2012,In that ChenYinYu after the deeds,Zhangjiajie grand canyon scenic spot ChenYinYu employed for lifelong honorary staff,Issue 1000 yuan a month salary.September,In the CCTV and light, jointly organized daily"Looking for the most beautiful village teacher"The large-scale public welfare activities,ChenYinYu was named"Pay special attention to rural teachers".recently,She was named as a"Zhangjiajie in 2012, ten people in the news".

　　但在当地，除了桑植县劳动局在去年教师节送来2000元慰问金外，没有领导再来过，也没有额外的拨款。

But in the local,In addition to SangZhiXian labor bureau in teacher's day last year sent 2000 yuan consolation money outside,Did not have the leadership had come again,No additional funding.

　　反倒是一些家长看上陈银玉办的“免费午餐”，主动联系陈银玉，要把小孩送来读书。现在，已经有10多名家长预定了下学期的名额。

But some parents ChenYinYu are to do"Free lunch",Active contact ChenYinYu,The children sent to read.now,Has more than ten parents name for the number of next semester.

　　也有家长考虑陈银玉一个人难以支撑“免费午餐”，主动提出交一点生活费，不要交其他学校那么多。

Parents also have to consider ChenYinYu a person difficult to support"Free lunch",Offered to pay a cost of living,Don't pay any other school so much.

　　钱摆在眼前，但陈银玉不能收，因为大家都知道这是“免费午餐”，如果收费，没准有人会说她借机牟利。这个“帽子”她受不了。

Money put in front,But ChenYinYu can't accept,Because we all know this is"Free lunch",If the charge,Maybe someone will say she looking to profit.this"hat"She can't stand.

　　王兆明说得更直白：“已经开始了，不好收场，即便错了也要继续做下去。”

Huai testified more straightforward:"Has begun,Bad end,Even if the wrong will continue to do it."

　　媒体报道多了，传言也多起来，有人说陈银玉只不过想自我炒作，博取名声。陈银玉说，这些话她也听到了，但她不能跟儿子说，甚至不能跟丈夫说，只好当做没听见。“一般人不理解我，说实话，我的委屈谁知道？”

The media reported,Speculation is up,Someone said ChenYinYu just want to self hype,Seeks fame.ChenYinYu said,These words she also heard,But she can't with son said,Can't even with her husband and said,Have to as didn't hear."Usually people don't understand me,To tell you the truth,My grievance who knows?"

　　陈银玉在卧室里放着一个高级皮鞋包装盒，这是她捡来的。她把这些年来获得的几十本荣誉证书和资格证书整整齐齐放在里面，有空的时候就拿出来看看。

ChenYinYu in the bedroom, there was a senior shoes packing box,This is her to pick up.She put her over the years have dozens of this honor certificate and qualification certificate in apple-pie order inside,When you are free to take out to see.

　　“免费午餐”的未来会怎样？陈银玉和丈夫心里已经有了一个盘算：他们要继续做下去。过完年后，王兆明跟小儿子会外出打工，家里的田给别人种，收点谷子给“免费午餐”；陈银玉继续当老师，平常捡点破烂，再加上张家界大峡谷景区每月发的1000元钱，尽力填补“免费午餐”的资金缺口。

"Free lunch"The future will be how?In ChenYinYu and her husband have a calculation:They will continue to do it.later,WangZhaoMing with younger son will work out,Home field of to others,Accept point millet to"Free lunch";ChenYinYu continue when the teacher,Usually pick up some junk,Plus the grand canyon scenic spots in zhangjiajie monthly hair of 1000 yuan,Try to fill"Free lunch"Financing gap.

　　

30年了，依然是个“三无”教师 Thirty years,Remains a"neutral"The teacher

　　陈银玉今年50岁，1982年9月走上教师岗位，已经当了30年的老师。从1985年3月调入汨湖农垦场子弟学校至今，她每个月只收到农垦场发的400元生活补助。

ChenYinYu fifty years old this year,September 1982 to the profession,Has been a teacher of 30 years.From March 1985 to tune in to the living NongKenChang lake children school so far,She only each month NongKenChang hair received 400 yuan living subsidies.

　　她有大学专科文凭、国家教师资格证书、小学高级教师职称。但是，她至今还是一名“三无”老师：无正式教师身份、无正式工资、无教师福利。

She has a college diploma/The national teachers' qualification certificate/Primary school senior teacher title.but,She is still a"neutral"The teacher:No formal teacher identity/No formal wage/No teachers' welfare.

　　“从心里说不公平，但我说不出口。我辛辛苦苦大半辈子，一个月还是400元。说起来很心酸，也很心痛。”说到这里，她双手掩面，痛哭。

"Said from the heart is not fair,But I couldn't say.My hard life,A month or $400.It is very sad,Also very heartache."here,She buried her face in her hands,weep.

　　有高中同学在网上发帖替她不值，“当有一天你已经没有了力气，走不进教室，站不稳讲台，背不动垃圾时，你想想以后的路怎么走啊？你的下半辈子怎么生活啊？”

Have a high school students on the net worth Posting for her,"When one day you have no strength,Can't walk into the classroom,Stand firm platform,Back still rubbish,After you think the way?How do the rest of your life?"

　　陈银玉也曾试图改变自己的身份。她找到教育局以及县政府分管领导，但被告知不归他们管。

ChenYinYu also tried to change their identity.She found education bureau and the county government leaders in charge,But was told not to their tube.

　　桑植县教育局相关负责人解释，陈银玉归农垦场管理。农垦场是企业单位，教育局属于全额财政拨款单位，要把陈银玉从农垦场调入教育系统属于逆向调动，这一般是不允许的，“需要才调动，我们现在不需要。”

SangZhiXian bureau of the relevant person in charge of interpretation,ChenYinYu to NongKenChang management.NongKenChang is the enterprise unit,Education belongs to the full financial appropriation unit,The ChenYinYu from NongKenChang call education system belongs to reverse transfer,This generally is not allowed,"Need to mobilize,We don't need."

　　桑植县农业局局长向劲松说，桑植县委县政府曾召集多个部门负责人开会，研究陈银玉一事，工作人员把文件一个一个找出来，但找不到把她纳入教育系统的依据。

SangZhiXian agriculture bureau chief to jinsong said,SangZhi county party committee county government has called a meeting in many departments,The research ChenYinYu,The personnel file one find out,But I couldn't find her into the education system basis.

　　考虑到陈银玉的贡献，县农业局曾打算将她从农垦企业编制变成农业局事业编制，但陈银玉拒绝了，因为这样就得去农业局，她一走，学校肯定散了。

Considering the ChenYinYu contribution,County agriculture bureau was going to her from agricultural reclamation enterprise establishment into agriculture business establishment,But ChenYinYu refused,Because it will have to go to the bureau of agriculture,She walks,The school must have fallen out.

　　向劲松认为，实际上，陈银玉是不想放弃在学校办的学前班，因为她靠这个谋生。

To jinsong think,In fact,ChenYinYu is don't want to give up in the school do preschool,Because she rely on this to make a living.

　　“我不可能通过学前班13个学生赚到钱。”陈银玉说，乡里其他学前班每学期收费1380元，她只收450元，而且书本费、“免费午餐”都要从里面开支。

"I can't through the preschool 13 students to earn money."ChenYinYu said,The other preschool each semester fee is 1380 yuan,She only take 450 yuan,And textbook/"Free lunch"Will be spending from the inside.

　　陈银玉说，她拒绝转为农业局事业编制还有一个原因，一旦去了农业局，就很快要办理退休手续（55岁退休），她不想这么早退休。

ChenYinYu said,She refused to bureau of agriculture business establishment and a reason,Once went to the bureau of agriculture,Quickly to deal with emeritus formalities(To retire at the age of 55),She don't want to take early retirement.

　　身份转不了，陈银玉说她慢慢也想开了。这个身高只有1.5米、满脸皱纹的中年妇女挺直腰杆，提高嗓门说：“我要坚持到60岁，绝不改行。”

Identity can't turn,ChenYinYu said she also want to open the slowly.This is only 1.5 meters/Wrinkled middle-aged women walk tall,Raise his voice said:"I want to insist to sixty years old,Never changed."